So if you know me at all, you know at times I seem to be a bit crude.
Ok I seem to hate the world.
That's because I do sometimes.
I've been dependant on other people for a ride to everywhere for 5 years now. That's not good.
This dependancy has left me feeling trapped. I feel like people hate to see me coming, and try to avoid me because so many times I've asked for a ride to the store. I often feel like girls don't even give me a chance because I can't get
around on my own.
As thoughts directly effect emotions, I get defensive, not offensive. Thats why I always
ask that anyone who I may talk to should
be honest with me.
Lie to me and I'll really be pissed.
When not clouded by my emotions I'm a good
judge of character, and highly in tune with someones emotions. I pick up on your mood in other words and "sense" something's wrong. Sometimes though I'm distracted by something and don't catch on fast if at all.
This is never helpful though in determining wether or not a girl is interested in me or not, because if she's hot...
I'm already distracted.
So I'm sorry in advance if at any time I'm kinda ILL or seem hateful. It's just me trying to defend myself from what I may think is you trying to push me around.
