anger

I'm so confused
I don't know what's going on
I'm so angry
My heart and my soul are filled with hatred
From where I got this hatred I don't know
But it's not like me
It's not my true self
Everyone around me is worried
I'm worried
Bursts of anger
Hitting walls
Throwing things
I hate to see people around me hurt
Yet, I treat them awful when they're around
I don't mean it
I don't mean to hurt them
I'm so confused
I don't know what's going on
I'm so angry