| "telling you won't help i'm too frightened to conceptualize the truth for myself call it comprehension neurosis if you like and i'll pretend to agree and won't mention that you're too frightened too when i'm alone i'll work on me and just to feel strong i'll try to think of ways to encourage you to help you and as i'm about to sail the sea of random representations of i a thought will be floating around the edges of my bedroom conciousness what if you depated my company only to have a similar system of ego boost thought patterns masked as progress and warm concern for a friend would we be filled with joyous hope for the future if we could share minds and comprehend the pathways we took to get around our" individual unimanigionables |