| Fuck I see you laid back in extacy as i eat you alive. you fake your orgasm as i fake mine, why do we even try time after crime? youve licked me twenty four six six six, ive tried so hard you bled into me and cried. So so, you dried, i moaned and sighed. sadly we still try our luck, hoping, next time we .... |
| Dreams Thru my eyes of a differant kind, we can try and leave this world behind, soaring high above the nightmares I find and hide in my mind, sweet, bitter, beautiful dreams, I cry, to find all lies. Behind it all you try, you fail, you die, I fall and my eyes go Blind |
| Mis-placed Dieing from someone elses scares, how the fuck did i make it this far? I only live in hate because of this pain it's all in lifes ruthless game. The voices driving me insane just leave me alone let me make it all the way home Death is too lazy, driving me crazy. Losing all hope I push you away Maybe to return some rainy day I can't escape this place, so i hide my face, losing any hope for grace Death is mine, all is fine. |
| Alone Forever I hold myself to this, now i'm alone in sadness Forever in love till the last kiss now your gone , but a miss... so much pain i could list Why love why turn out like this? |
| Scab Beyond the darkness you can see what life means to me, I hold my own untill i cry, than and now, sadly i wait to die. Forsaken dreams pass me by, with each nightmare I wish to fly Beyond the darkness and through the sky. No more pain and no more lies. Untill the day i cry no more, and curse the day you walked out the door, i cry here, alone, forever soar. |
| August 24th 1985 On that day I was born On that day the love was all lies On this day i was beaten inside On that day they were too sad to cry On this day i was made to die |
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| morning dawns I wake to the morning birds, I see the morning sunshine, but it isnt shining on me. I say goodmorning to you, you say goodbye to me, the day turns away from me. I stand staring at nothing, waiting for it to take me away, away from the light away from the day. night falls short of morning memorys, I lie driftng into the dark. Life fades away. Stepan Lester Sep 21, 2002 |
| lonelly, but not really... In the dark you cried alone, in my arms. You sat alone in your room, holding my hand. You commited suicide alone, as I begged you to stop. You drifted away alone, as I cried above you. You died alone and left, without me. In the dark I cry, alone. Stephan Lester Sep 2002 |
| Hurting the hurt. Beautiful was the day you gave it away, You loved me. Painfull it was when you took it all back, you meant no harm. You loved me so much, you lied to keep it that way. You licked my wounds, as you caused more. You rearanged my heart, to feel comfort. She meant no harm.. You loved noone else, yet you left me alone. I bled on my knees, you turned away. I looked to the ground, you comforted me. You meant no harm. Now you cry, because your breaking my heart. |
| Rape She struck me down I kissed the ground I felt so weak I dont know how My hands were bloody My heart was wet Sho looked at me with sex in her eyes I was blinded by her voice I quiverd to her smell I cried to her bite sweet, bloody, sex. She ripped me open as I tore her apart I was the only one bleeding Rape |