;me}

 i am in love. this site is basically just something for me to kill some time with, but also as a way to share my views/opinions as well as my writing. i am somewhat a loner. there are only about 5 or six people that i actually spent time with. i hate a lot of people, but i adore so many more. i pick off my nail polish when im bored, nervous, or scared. my favorite time of the year is the summer, when i can sit out on the roof without freezing my ass off. i love tarot cards. i don't care about what bands you listen to, or how you dress. i like to think of myself as open minded, but i have a very short patience for people who are quick to judge, and don't accept people for who they are. if you don't like that, that's your problem. don't judge me because i won't conform. I am afraid of many things, : death, chaos, how simple it can be for someone to hurt you. rest in peace, paul.

I am sweet toothed. As much as i love coffee, its hard for me to drink it black. Have you ever had the white chocolate mocha from starbucks? Now thats quality. but dam starbucks and their overpricedness. bastards. trying to take advantage of us coffee lovers.

my brother has this plan, of opening a record store that would also sell books, and food. and the food, it wouldnt be the type of food thats supposed to be classy or cool. it would be food that is just plain good. thats what i love about my brother, he doesnt give in to what everyone else says is what you should listen to, do, or eat. he tries things and finds things that HE likes, for himself. cant wait for him to do that, because it would be the perfect thing for him to do.

i spend most of my time at my boyfriend jesse's house, dancing, or at school. i barely ever watch tv. only when im at my dads house. it just seems so pointless, to watch people having fun or doing other every-day activities. dont get me wrong, i love film. the virgin suicides, edward scissorhands, fight club, snatch, girl, interrupted, thirteen.

jesse means the world to me.

;other}

dancing; reading; writing; music; friends; tarot cards; sitting on my bed wondering about the world; sitting on the roof looking at the stars late at night when i have nothing better to do; avoiding my mom; taking pictures.

;likes}

jesse; and this feeling of being in love; the tarot; music; words; penguins; hippopotami; the dark; the night; the stars; reading; dancing ; :[ballet and modern]: ; art; photography; crazy special drawings; blowing bubbles; black nail polish; piercings; fairies; spending time with the best ppl there are :[my friends]: ; scrap booking; edgar allen poe; shakespeare; edward scissor hands;  coffee; old book stores; thrift stores; downtown; poetry; stories; acid-jazz; grunge; rock; you;

;dislikes}

you; stereotypes; religion; being ignored; fakes; labels; ignorance; rap; jeans; fashion; fads; grade nine girls in general; rich girls; pretty boys; being sick; lies; war; hate aimed at no one in particular; sexism; racism; sellouts; headaches; dress codes;

;people i admire}

billy merrell; cake; christina aguilera; cori caulfield; eminem; julia; kurt cobain; marilyn manson;

;music}

AFI; alice in chains; a perfect circle; the alkaline trio; the ataris; atmosphere; the beatles; beck; bob dylan; black eyed peas; blink 182; !bjork!; bob marley; bloodhound gang; box car racer; !brand new!; cake; chemical bros; coolio; custom; cypress hill; !david usher!; dead poetic; death from above; deftones; the distillers; dido; disturbed; dynamite hack; everlast; exithiside; finch; finger eleven, foo fighters; !grabage!; green day; gorillaz; harvey danger; HIM; hole; i mother earth; in flames; !korn!; KMFDM; kyo; !linkin park!; manu chao; !marilyn manson!; matchbook romance; matt good; mest; moby; modest mouse; !moist!;! msi!; natalie imbruglia; nine inch nails; !nirvana!; our lady peace; ozzy; pantera; placebo; prodigy; punk covers; radiohead; rage against the machine; ramstein; santana; saybia; saez; silverchair; !skold!; smashing pumpkins; !sublime!;  sum41; system of a down; three days grace; tencious d; tool; tryo; weezer.

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