Lost and Confused Thoughts (Poetry)
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As I look at the reflection of my mind in the image of society
Sometimes I think that I am only a illusion
An illusion which they have unknowingly created and it curses them
They tried to ostracize me from themselves
only to discover I was already on the outside
So they heave the burdens of their mistakes on me
and say that I am responsible for their hardships
Only to then say I am insignificant and have no knowledge of their world
It is true I do not know of the world for it is not my own
in My world I can understand I retain the ability to see what's right
and know of the wrongs seeping in for theirs In this world of mine
we are not decaying we are growing continuing on the path of enlightenment
Then I close my eyes and wake up in a damp dank dirty-pit
One which we have all created
I cry out dark and life spews forth from my mouth
Heart racing wild as I slip away Being torn at the very fibers of essence
I am killing myself by letting them destroy me and my dreams
Starving naked Naked Historically little children run from the beast
and scream for the murder and rape which you will be trained to commit
As millions die billions with blood oozing from their pores from the sins
in which they rejoice in
Everything comes to a close in a flash of light and anguish
We are gone. I open up my eyes. It is time to go to work.
Time destroy. Time to die-