Under the Big Top, by Rosie

Yet again I'm debating on whether or not I should call.
It seems I go through this every day -
I'm on a high rope swaying every which way.
If I fall, will you catch me?
If I cry, will you dry my tears?
Everyone is watching,
all eyes are on me.
Will you run to my side
or let me just be?
I'm the ring master,
Holding the hoop.
All you have to do to make me happy
is just jump through.
Will you make the grade
or will you make my dreams fade?
Everyone is watching,
all eyes are on me.
Will you run to my side
or let me just be?
I guess I'm just the clown,
wearing makeup to hide my frown.
Everyone laughs at my demise.
I hide my face so no one can see the tears in my eyes.
Everyone is watching,
all eyes are on me.
Will you run to my side
or let me just be?