| POEMS BY ME AND IF NOT BY ME IT WILL BE NOTED AT THE END OF THE POEM :D |
| ITS BEEN A BAD DAY ,IM GETTING USED TO IT NOW ,ANOTHER SAD DAY ,ID CRY BUT I DONT KNOW HOW.. IM DROWNING IN THOUGHTS OF HOW THINGS USED TO BE , MY CHEST WAS SHUT TIGHT COMPLETE WITH PURITY ,ITS OUT IN THE OPEN SHOULDVE KEPT TO MYSELF, ILL LEARN FROM MISTAKES TAKE MY HEART OF THE SHELF..MY SOUL HAS NOW FLED , ITS MY BODY ALONE AND ITS FAR TOO MUCH HURT FOR MY HEART TO COME HOME ,I GAVE IT UP NOW THERES NO WAY TO WIN ,WITHOUT YOU HERE MY WORLD SPINS ...ITS BEEN A BAD DAY, ILL TRY NOT TO LET IT SHOW..ANOTHER SAD DAY , AND IM JUST LETTING GO.. |
| OVER TIME I HAVE NO CONTROL , EACH DAY IS AN IMAGE CAREFULLY STATED ..ITS UP TO MY MIND TO STORE WHATS CREATED , IS THIS WHERE REALITY COMES INTO PLAY? IS IT MY ILLUSION THAT GETS IN THE WAY? DO I REALLY SEE LIFE FOR WHAT IT TRULY MAY BE ? OR IS IT DESTINY PLAYING WITH ME...HAVE U EVER BEEN DOWN THIS PATH OF ILLUSION SCATTERED WITH PAIN ,PLEASURE, AND CONFUSION..AM I LEARNING THE LESSONS THAT WERE SET FORTH BEFORE ME , OR AM I PLAYING A GAME ONLY I CAN SEE..CONFUSION IS NOW ALL THAT I KNOW..FOR U SEE ..I HAVE NO CONTROL |
| LeTtInG Go.. I h AVe No COnTrOl |
| LOVE IS GOOD ,LOVE IS BAD , SOMETIMES HAPPY..SOMETIMES SAD , MY LIFE WAS DOWN TILL I FOUND YOU MY HEART ROSE FROM ITS DARK CORNER AND MY EYES OPENED TO SEE SUCH A BEUTIFUL THING STANDING RIGHT INFRONT OF ME..MY HEART SPOKE TO MY MIND AND TOLD IT WHAT IT COULD NOT SAY AND MY MIND SPREAD EMOTIONS ALL OVER MY FACE , EMOTIONS OF HAPPINESS , WONDERMENT AND EXCITEMENT TO FINALLY MEET THIS WONDERFUL PERSON...WHAT CAN I SAY? I WASNT MUCH MORE THAN A HOPELESS CONFUSED PERSON, WHAT ELSE WAS I TO DO BUT SAY HEY , SO AS MY LIPS SPOKE THE WORD MY HEART COULD NOT SAY I STOOD THEIR WONDERING WHY I COULDNT STAY , SO AS I WALKED AWAY U CAME WITH ME , NOT IN PERSON BUT IN MIND , NOT UR LIPS BUT UR WORDS AND SINCE THEN UVE HELD A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART |
| WALKING AWAY |
| AS I SIT HERE WRITING THIS TO YOU I WONDER WHY I CANT BE WITH YOU , FEELING YOU, TOUCHING YOU , JUST BEING WITH YOU ..LOVING YOU.. BUT I WISH I COULD BE , BUT I SWEAR TO GOD ONLY IN MY DREAMS THAT IS REALITY .EVENTHOUGH I SWEAR I KNOW I MUST TELL ,I CANT TELL A DREAM FROM REALITY . THESES VOICES ALL AROUND ME I HEAR NONE OF THEM BUT YOURS , YOURS IS THE ONE THAT CONTROLS ME , MAKES ME BLUE, AND SOMETIMES MAKES ME CRUEL , ...CRUEL TO SEE WHY YOU LOVE HER AND NOT ME, CANT YOU SEE I LOVE U AND NOT ME . YOU KNOW WHY , CUZ U ARE THE ONLY THING I SEE, IVE SEEN IT ALL BEFORE , THE DRUGS, THE MUGS, THE STRANGERS THEY'VE ALL BECOME ANNYNOMOUS TO ME...(IM NOT DONT YET WITH THIS ONE) |
| lindas poems |
| my death my suicide I put the gun to my head and said id rather be sead you daid no i said yes! take a guess u broke my heart , u said wed never be apart until today when it will all be over..as i raise my shoulder aim straight to my head i say once again i said id rather be dead ,as i pulled the trigger.i . thought to myself what i could never figure ..why?how? ..you could do this to me! destroy my heart ..destroy my dreams ...destroy my eternity.. |
| Its raining Its raining outside like my tears are rainig for you inside i see the drops of rain running down the window i feel the drops running down my cheeks i feel so cold and theres noone to hold me to make me feel warm i wish u were here ..i cant be without you..not even for a year i still wait here in the hall waiting and waiting for your call you made me feel so bad i feel very very mad but i still love you though uve done so many things to me the sun is rising i wish my heart was too but it will stay in its dark corner wishing and wishing i had you |
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| IM STUPID AND IDIOTIC, WONDERING WHY I LET U GO, IT WAS PSYCHOTIC I SHOULDVE TRIED TO MAKE U SEE WHY I WASNT ABLE TO LET U GO NOW YOURE OUT OF HERE MY LIGHT DIMMED TO A MEANINGLESS GLOW I CANT BARE THIS ANYMORE I WANT U BAK BUT AS I STEP FOWARD I STEP ON A TAK I TAKE A LOOK AT MY FOOT BUT ITS NOT A TAK BUT ITS JUST A PART OF MY MEANINGLESS HEART |
| ORLANDO'S POEMS |
| I STAND HERE THE GUN ONLY SEEMS TO GET BIGGER IM BEGGING MYSELF NOT TO PULL THE TRIGGER I HAVE NOTHING TO LIVE FOR BUT ILL JUST END UP AT HELLS DOOR WHAT IS WORSE TO BE WORSE WITHOUT U And THIS OT TO BE IN HELL WHERE I HAVE IGNORANCE BLISS . I STAND HERE NOW PONDERING ABOUT WHAT IM WONDERING IM CONFUSED WITH ALL THESE THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD BUT IM NOT EXCUSED FROM ME BEING DEAD I SEE THE LIGHT AND I SQUEEZE THE GUN WITH ALL MY MIGHT I FALL DOWN CHEWING MY LAST POP-TART NOTICING I JUST TOOK MY LAST FART LOL |
| "i just write wutever floats in my mind" |
| "my head ..i write with words" |
| "i write what i feel ..my poems are my feelings" |
| AUTHORS |
| SITTING HERE ALONE DAY AFTER DAY ...WATCHING WAITING , WAITING WONDERING ..."WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME !".."WHAT HAVE I DONT TO DESERVE THIS .."I KANT TAKE THIS ..YET I KANT STOP THIS I KAN BUT I JUST...I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY I KANT LET YOU GO ...MAYBE ITS BECAUSE YOUR SO PERFECT TO ME ....IN EVERY WAY ...YOU SEE....YOU ARE SUCH A UNIQUE ONE OF A KIND FLOWER ROSE IN A GARDEN ..I WISH I COUL DJUST PULL YOU OUT HOLD YOU AND KEEP YOU FOREVER ...BUT I KANT ...EVERYTIME I KOME NEAR YOU ...IT SEEMS U POISEN ME ...U MAKE ME DEPRESSED UR THORNS COME OUT AND I BLEED ...MY HEART BLEEDS....IT HURTS SO MUCH I CRY ..I KANT STOP CRYING ..THESE TEARS THEY FLOW AND I KANT SEEM TO TAKE CONTROL ...I DONT WANT TO CRY I DONT WANT TO BLEED...ALL I WANT IS ..YOU..BUT I KNO I KANT MAKE U LOVE ME..LOVE IS SOMETHING THAT JUST HAPPENS SO I WILL STAY HERE AND WAIT FOR YOU ...BE FRIENDS WITH YOU AND IF THATS HOW IT STAYS THEN I WISH U TO BE HAPPY I HOPE U NEVER HAVE TO GO THROUGH WHAT IM GOING THROUGH OVER YOU ,.....THATS HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU |