Archives - May 2004
Historic Musings from the beginning month of the website. The Founding Days of Loser News are kept hidden in these time-treasured vaults of wonder. Or something like that...
May 19, 2004 10:30 PM -ish
So we meet again...For the first time!

I'm so excited!
Hellsing is on it's way. My mom finally caved in and joined a DVD website. Now we can order tons of DVDs! And I can waste all my cash on anime! Fun! Anime is great. The Hellsing and Blue Seed collections, all mine! And soon, even more!

Friday is Graduation, Project Graduation, and Saturday, after not sleeping, I'm gonna help my uncle move (and look for the rest of the magic cards he promised me). It's not pure greed, though, I do want to help him. I really like my uncle. He's just,...not real good on his own.

Went in to work at 12:30 today. Ugh. I'm just,...not lovin' my job. It's dead. Dead, dead, dead. And it's killing my brain. The only thing keeping it alive is the IBC I'm chugging down like a lunatic. And how I love it, thanks, mom!

We went out to Outback today. Outback Specials all around, and I was given what the folks couldn't choke down. I love 'em.

Mom got a deal at Publix. Eight six packs of IBC for me! EIGHT! Oh yeah, baby. I'm golden. Golden, I say. I'm gonna pay for 'em, unless something comes up, so I can keep 'em all. (don't wanna give mom 8!).

Lol. Well, that's about it, folks. Remember to check out Ryan Estrada's Shrine and his website! Peace!
May 20, 2004 11:30 PM -ish
Parents say I'm getting some money-for me to spend-after graduation. I like that. Buy some anime, Barry Gordy's The Last Dragon. Good movie, little known, almost never see it in stores. Oh well.

Gave my ma one of her foot massages today. She's got, like, sixty of them I gave her for christmas, since she likes them so much. Oy. Oh well, glad I can make her happy. Now if only I could make another woman happy-who would make me happy.

Whatev'. Gotta watch the
New Type DVD Gabe gave me tonight, so I can return it at practice tomorrow. Gotta get my yearbook signed, too. Pretty boring, actually. Tomorrow's Graduation, Project Graduation, and Saturday I help my Uncle move. No sleep for the wicked.

I'm gonna miss them. The people I've watched, and liked, over the years. Biz, Akers, Locke, Barth,...Leigh, Maleigha, Sara and Sarah. Even Courtney, Panda-Boy, and Chase. People I would like to call friends, but can't. Because,...I was never really a friend. I think it's more my fear than anything else. I'm very lonely, you know.

*Sighs* But that's what the computer is for. And with their e-mail (and a few AIM sn's), I can stay in touch. But it won't be the same. I have to interact now. I can't just sit back, watch, and imagine being a part of their lives. I have to work, and bring them into mine.

Here's hoping I can have real friends soon. And Jesse's a Jackhole. Not everyone may share my opinion, but he's too full of himself for anyone's health. I hope one day he chokes on his ego. Until then, may God have mercy on my soul.
May 22, 2004 6:30 AM -ish
I've graduated from High School! According to my college hours and information I have, I should be a Sophmore in college right now. Amazing! Take that, punks! Anyway, the Mayor, who I'm not impressed with, gave a long-winded Proclamation we could have lived without, and I had to trudge all the way to the refreshment stand to order up my high school education and a side of fries. Got a diploma, but they weren't serving food.

Went to Project Graduation. Won a door prize that sucked. Had a great time! Soent less time sitting around oogling girls than I imagined. Had some cheap pizza and Pepsi to begin with, then played
Halo with Jesse (The Great Wang) and others. Halo r0x0rs. And I sux0rs at it. Sux0rs like a dirty French whore. (My words.) Mostly played as poopy69 ('Cause I play like crap!). The Great Wang was the Wangs (Wang Man, Ghost Wang, Son of Wang, etc.). Part I hated the most was in the eight player free-for-all, when I seemed to be targeted by 'Grumpy'. I recall saying such things as, "Who's the Dwarf?" "I hate Dwarves!" and "I'm gonna kill that freakin' Dwarf!". After all of which, I got my ass handed to me, as I suck at that game. A lot of cussing going on. I believe at one time I uttered the word "cockmaster".

Went swimming. Agonized over it for a long time, but finally went it. Shivered from the cold at first, put moving helped warm it, and by the time others got in, it was pretty good. Barth joined in eventually, after showing early fears and talking about old
Are You Afraid of the Dark? episodes. I hated that show, I scared too easilly back then. Have to say though,...I wish I'd had my glasses on. Bikini action! Whoo!

Anywho, got home about 5:30, and took my third shower for the past 24 hours. Wang. At least my spending cash is up to $93. Now all I need is a girlfriend to waste it on. It's either that or anime. Or video games, maybe. Definitely not
Halo, though, because the Xbox sux0rs. *sighs* I could spend it on D&D stuff, but I never get a chance to play, and no one's responding to the freakin' ad. Hell, I haven't gotten e-mail one for this site, and Ryan Estrada stopped signing my guestbook.

Book,...Mrs. Green still has nmy copy of the PD! Oh, fux0rs. I'm on  a caffiene high, and the 133t helps. Of course, a girlfriend would help more. Ladies? Jeez, I'm not the only one who misses subtlty, am I? Shit, hitting the downward curve! Must! Stay! Awake! lmao! Anyway, ladies, if you have questions, you can e-mail me, or act like you're a member. Until then, *yawn*, visit www.ryanestrada.co...ZzZzZzZzZz
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