My Poetry

As I sit and watch him sleep

All I want to do is weep

For the life he has lost now

All he will ask is how?

How could she do this to me?

Didn't she know, couldn't she see?

But no, I must be blind

Someone must find

My hurt, shame and sorrow

Help me live another tomorrow

I want to sigh

I want to cry

Does anyone know

What I need to grow

Can someone tell me

Because I can't see

To make tomorrow

I can't take all this sorrow

What does tomorrow bring

Another bird that will sing

Yesterday, what did it do

For me and for you

Yesterday, today and tomorrow

Are all days filled with sorrow

One day happiness for you and for me

Someday we will be FREE.

Why do people hurt and prey

On the people who daren't say

But there will be silence no more

The wounds are no longer sore

The people we were, we are not now

To live longer we know how

Turn pain and sorrow into fuel

Learning not to be cruel

We should use our past

Not get stuck fast

Future can be good for you

Also for me too

As I go to bed to sleep

All I want to do is weep

I want the world to see

What he has done to me

I feel pain

Just like you, just the same

The thing that is different between you and me

I cannot cry, can't you see

I cut and drink to drown my sorrows

Hoping there are no tomorrows.

As I tried to sleep

In my room he would creep

Innocence he took away

Hurt, pain and sorrow here to stay

He abused my body, my mind

So much for being good to man kind

It has stopped now, gone for good

But it is still in my mind, so misunderstood

Now I carry on where he finished

Pain not gone nor diminished

For the pain I felt then I do today

Not from him, but from me I do in someway

But I must think, am I like him

Is what I am doing such a sin?????

Who is me?

What should I be?

Should I be happy supportive and nice?

But it is me that pays the price,

I have to discover who I am

For me, I am no fan

No-one knows me

Can you see

I am invisible, that is me.

�

There are feelings you want to hide away

There are feeling that you want to stay

The feeling that that come from deep inside

The feelings that make you run and hide

But hiding from those feelings that come from deep

Upon you they crawl and creep

Feeling you think you can no more

Hiding from feeling that leave you sore

All you want is a future within sight