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| The following piece was written by a member of one of my art clubs in response to the tragedy of Pam's death. It may upset some people. If you read it, please read the note at the end. The emotions expressed in this poem are not representative of the artist who wrote them. |
| I will break you down to build you up I will make you kneel and beg so you can be strong I will choke you until you are blue so you can cherish life I will put a gun to your eyes that you might see me for who I am I am the devil in the guise of a man I am the evil that destroys I take because I cannot give It is impossible for me to give Because I have no soul I gave it away So I could feel nothing And torture you for all your days So you can feel the pain I gave away And one day I got bored with you And made you go where you can't come back So I can find someone else to torture To abuse To use To lose You lose if you let me You lose if you give in You lose if I make you Lose And when you cry I'll pick you up And tell you it's alright I didn't mean it That wasn't me It was booze, or the drugs, or the stress I'll never do it again I promise I promise you forever I promise Here, have some flowers This will make it all ok This is your day Today Just don't piss me off Don't talk to me like that Don't look at me like that Don't slam the door and walk away You're nothing without me Nothing Only I can set you free Shall I? I'm getting bored with you and your mouth and your fucking attitude you burned my food and I'm going to make you eat it Eat it! I don't care if the children are watching Let them watch you squirm Then they'll know who you are. And who's in charge here. I'm the boss! I am GOD to you. So don't say a fucking word. Don't you look at me like that! Don't you turn away! Shut up you fucking kids! Tell your kids to shut up! Don't you run! You can't run away! Shh! It's alright. Daddy's just mad. I'm ok That's right, tell them it's ok. I'll make you wish you'd never been born You are an idiot! You are a bitch! You are a slut! A fucking slut! You are lower than worms. And I'm going to make you pay. Pay bitch! Pay! Oh my god What have I done? ___________________________________________ I apologize if this hurts anyone's feelings But if any of these words ring true then you are the victim or the abuser. Violence relationship, leave. Leave now. Do not wait until you are dead. Don't worry about the money. Money doesn't mean anything compared to your well-being and your chil(ren's)well-being. And if you don't leave now, your children will become abusers. My thanks to surreal. |
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