Title: Twist of Fate Author: Lori R 4/02 Email: Gussywussy55@y... Category: Michael/Isabel/Kyle Rating: NC17 Disclaimer: These characters are not owned by me. I borrow them for my own enjoyment, and no infringement is intended. Feedback: Yes please, even if you don't like it. I like to know what works and what doesn't. Summary: Circumstances make the characters turn to others for relief. This fic will either make you happy or sad, depending on who ship Isabel with the most. *************** It was early evening, and Isabel was on her way home from a shopping trip with her mother. Diane Evans seemed to think that shopping would help Isabel deal with her divorce from Jesse. After all Isabel's philosophy used to be that shopping could make just about any situation better. But that was before Isabel, Max, and Michael had shared their secret of being aliens with humans, and now Isabel hadn't the heart to tell her mother that no amount of shopping was going to help her deal with the mistake she had made in marrying Jesse. They had been divorced almost a year now, and Isabel still still felt the weight of that mistake. As Isabel half listened to her mother go on about the new dress Isabel had bought a motorcycle came roaring out of a liquor store parking lot cutting Isabel off, causing her to swirve to avoid a collision. "Isabel, wasn't that Michael?" asked her mother as she clutched the dash board, and looked at the motorcycle speeding off. Isabel's eyes followed the motorcycle, and though it was distant she knew her mother was right. The hairs stood up on the back of her neck as she said, "No, no I think you were mistaken Mom." "Are you sure? It really looked like Michael," Diane questioned again. "I'm sure. Let's get you home. It's been a really long day," said Isabel nervously as she proceded to take her mother home. After she dropped her mother off, Isabel headed to Michael's. The motorcycle was not visible, but Max's car was so she knocked and entered the apartment. "Max!" Isabel called out. Max entered from the open back door at the sound of Isabel's voice. "Isabel! What's the matter?" he asked seeing her agitation. "Max, Michael's gone off, and I think he's drinking!" said Isabel anixously, her hands shaking at recalling what the others said had happened the last time Michael drank. Max frowned. "How do you know Isabel? Did you see him?" Isabel nodded quickly as she paced. "Yes, Mom and I both did as we came back in to town! He pulled out in front of us on his motorcycle almost causing a wreck! Max, what do we do?" Max agreed with Isabel that Michael drinking was serious. "Which direction did he take?" "South I think. Max, we have to find him! We have too!" Max looked at Isabel. "I can try Isabel, but not knowing exactly where he went will make it hard." He slammed his hand down on the counter. "Michael just doesn't think! If someone finds him while he's like this who knows what will happen. He could endanger all of us!" "Max, something had to have happened to make him drink when he knows he can't. He wouldn't do it otherwise," said Isabel in Michael's defense. "He may think he has a reason Isabel, but that doesn't excuse his behavior. Besides we can't always go running off to clean up his messes. We aren't his parents Isabel," said Max as he tried to think of where Michael could have gone. Tears formed in Isabel's eyes at Max's words. "I know that Max, but I also know we need to find him. Please Max, find him," pleaded Isabel. Max looked at her. "Why are you always so eager to jump to his rescue when he does things like this Isabel? He puts us all at risk with these stunts of his." Isabel turned away. "I don't know. Maybe because we've all always needed each other, relied on each other...or maybe it's just because we love each other." Max scratched his neck as he searched the counter for his keys. "I know, but this has got to stop," he said with a weary sigh. Isabel turned to face to him as she hugged her arms around herself. One look at her face told Max she was really worried for Michael's safety. Max headed for the door and then turning said, "I will try and find him Isabel, but I can't promise anything." "I know," said Isabel quietly. Max nodded and then left. Isabel began to cry as she wondered what mess Michael was into now? ********* Michael drove around for hours with the bottle of liquor in his bag. How could she do this to him again? He had given everything up for her. Changed who he was for her, and she had thrown it all away to go to New York to see if she could make it with a new label. Michael looked around, and knew there was only place he could go. ********** Isabel picked up the phone to call Kyle again. He hated cell phones, but did concede to using an answering machine because of work. Isabel had left several messages asking if he had seen Michael. Kyle was her closest confidant since Alex had died, laughing with her to keep her spirits up, and lending her a shoulder when she was down. He had been there when she fought to marry Jesse, and again when Jesse had left her. Plus lately she had realized she was developing feelings for Kyle that went deeper, so it was without a second thought that she would call him now that Michael had apparently gone off the deep end. The door to her apartment opened and Max entered looking tired and worried. "Isabel, I looked everywhere. He doesn't want to be found, and it's too dark to keep looking. I'll try again tomorrow," said Max. Michael could really hurt himself or someone else if he was drinking. The last time he drank he was in so much pain, and with no one to help him who knows what he would do. Isabel ran a hand threw her hair. "Max, please...." "No Isabel, I can't. Not tonight. I'm worried too, but I just don't know which way he went. I tried the desert, the reservation, Frazier Woods, I just don't know!" Max said with frustration. Isabel slowly nodded her head and Max hugged her to him, kissing her head before leaving. Isabel thoughts were on Michael when she entered her room, and turned on the lights. She gasped as saw the man of her thoughts sitting on the side of her bed. "Michael! Oh gawd you scared me!" cried Isabel clutching her hand to her chest. She did a quick once over of Michael with her eyes, satisfying herself that he had not been drinking, and was at least physically okay. "I was waiting for Max to leave. I heard you two say he was looking for me, and I didn't feel like a lecture from him," said Michael as he stood up. Isabel stepped towards him saying, "Michael, do you realize you almost caused a wreck today when you pulled out of that liquor store?" Michael looked at her surprised that she knew where he had been. "How do you know?" "Mom and I saw you. Michael, what were you thinking? You know we can't handle liquor!" said Isabel sharply, her fear for Michael adding bite to her words. "Maria left me Isabel," said Michael quetly as he sat back down, his shoulders slumped in dejection. "Again?" said Isabel sighing. This on and off relationship of Michael and Maria's was tiresome as well as emotionally hard on Isabel. She hated how he allowed himself to be treated by Maria. "It's for good this time Isabel. She's...she's moved to New York permenently," Michael said, his voice wavering. "What?" Isabel couldn't believe it. "She doesn't want me in her life anymore. And this time she means it," Michael said, wiping at his eyes while trying to appear not too. Isabel raised her hands to Michael's hair. "Michael, I'm sorry." And the truth was she meant it. As much as she wanted Michael to drop Maria and the whole seesaw relationship for good, she wanted him happy too. Isabel's touch comforted Michael, and he rested his head on her belly, his arms going around her waist. "Why won't she love me Isabel? Why is it everything I do for her is just not good enough?" Isabel felt a tear fall slowly down her cheek at his words. Why indeed? She knew just how he felt. Like Michael, no matter what she had done it wasn't good enough for the one she had chosen as her mate here on Earth. Old feelings resurfaced and enveloped her as Isabel remembered how she had tried to be the perfect wife to Jesse, but their marriage had been a mistake from the start, built on lies and deception that Jesse couldn't get past. Once Jesse had found out she was alien he couldn't live with the knowledge. He had not wanted Isabel to touch him, and he couldn't stand to be in the room with her as if she would grow another head or zap him. They had parted not quickly enough to suit Jesse. But Michael and Maria, well Michael may not have the finesse of most guys, but he had tried really hard to be what Maria termed 'the ideal boyfriend', and still he was not her ideal. Isabel's hands caressed Michael's head as she felt his tears through her shirt, his arms tightening around her waist as he poured out his grief. No wonder he had turned to drink, but from all appearances he hadn't taken one yet. Instead he had come here to her, to someone he knew wouldn't reject him. "Can I stay here?" he asked her, looking up with eyes full of pain. "Max waiting to lecture me isn't exactly what I need right now if I go home," said Michael rubbing the dampness on his face. "Sure, I'll get you a blanket and pillow," said Isabel heading to her closet. "Here on the floor by your bed is fine," said Michael as he pulled off his shoes and dropped to the floor. "What? Michael, you don't have to sleep there, I can make up the sofa for you," said Isabel. Michael stood up as he realized that his request to sleep on her floor was not appropriate no matter how close they were as friends. "I guess we've out grown me sleeping on your floor. The sofa's fine." He gathered his shoes and made to leave the room. Isabel could see Michael didn't want to be alone, and truth be told she didn't want to be alone either, so she said, "The floor is all yours Michael." His slight smile and nodded head showed his appreciation. As Michael settled back down on the floor, Isabel went about her own night time routine, and soon was tucked in her bed with the lights out. "Isabel?" came Michael's voice in the dark. "Yeah?" she answered, her arms behind her head on the pillow. "Thanks." Isabel turned over and looked down at Michael on the floor. "Anytime Michael," she said softly. Knowing he was nearby comforted her. She hated being alone. Kyle sometimes stayed , and slept on the couch because she hated the emptiness. And tonight after seeing Michael's despair she was revisiting her own old feelings of depression that she had felt when Jesse left her. She knew she was better off without him, but that didn't make this feeling go away. She lay her head down on her arm, and though she didn't think it possible she was soon asleep knowing Michael was near. Michael lay there in the dark listening to Isabel's soft breathing as she slept. No matter how many screw ups he made, Isabel never turned her back on him. She got really pissed at him, and never hesitated to say so, but she never turned her back on him. In fact if he and Maria had not gotten together there was no doubt in his mind that he and Isabel would have been together just as their dreams had shown. Maria. Michael's pain over Maria's leaving him tortured him. He was through being what she wanted. From now on he would do what pleased him, not her. He turned on his side to get more comfortable, and his eyes fell on his backpack. Slowly he sat up with eyes fixed on the pack pulling it towards him. He opened it, his hands going directly to the bottle that was inside. One drink. That's all he would take to forget how Maria had stomped on his heart again. He was here with Isabel, and nothing bad would happen if he took one drink to forget. Opening the bottle, Michael took a long drink and replaced the top. The effects were immediate. He felt warm and tingley all over, and everything about his senses and emotions seemed to be super enhanced. He looked over at the bed, and saw Isabel laying there as she slept with the sheet down around her hips, one hand near her face the other draped over her hip. She had a natural beauty that didn't need make up, and he always wondered why she wore it. He watched as she stretched a bit as she turned over in the bed, and sighed. Isabel who loved him no matter what mistakes he made. That was his undoing. He was no longer in control of his emotions or actions. The alcohol had taken over. Michael stood up and stipped off his shirt and pants, and lifting the sheet on the bed he moved in beside Isabel. Isabel woke to the movement in her bed. "Michael?" she asked sleepily. "Is something wrong?" Michael moved closer to her, and wrapped his arm around her pulling her to him. "No," said Michael in a whisper as he began to kiss her lightly on the mouth. Isabel awakened fully as she realized that Michael was naked. She pushed on his chest. "Wh-what are you doing?!" she asked him. Then she ran her tongue over her lips and said, "You've been drinking haven't you?" Michael pulled her back to him. "Just a sip that's all," he mumbled as he nuzzled her neck. A hand stole to her breast kneading it, illiciting an unbidden moan from Isabel. "Michael, no! Stop!" said Isabel as she again pushed at his chest, but this time without as much pressure. Michael pushed up Isabel's night shirt, and bent his head to suck in a hardened nipple. "Nooooo," Isabel gasped as her head rolled back, her body betraying her words. Thoughts of Kyle flew through her head, but Michael's mouth and hands as well as the feelings of depression she had been fighting since Michael had arrived were pulling at her. "Love me Isabel... please love me," whispered Michael brokenly as a hand slid over her hips to the waistband of her underwear. "Michael, this is wrong. Your drunk...you don't... really... want me," panted Isabel. She knew he was not in his right mind, but oh how she wanted him right now...needed him to take away her own pain. "Miiiichaellll..." His hand had slid inside finding her wet, and swollen with need. "I need you, I need you so much, just the way you need me," he groaned as her hand inadvertantly brushed his hardened member, her touch driving him more. "No..." was the word she said in a barely audible voice, but yes was what her mind and body were telling her. She was feeling something for the first time in so long, and she didn't want it to stop. Michael pulled her underwear off, moving between her opened legs, her thighs like silk to him as they touched his skin. He brushed her hair from her face with one hand as his thumb on the other flicked a hardened nipple. "It's not wrong if we both want this Isabel! It can't be wrong!" he told her as he nibbled at her neck and chest. Isabel knew that in the morning she would regret this, but for now, for this one night she and Michael needed this...needed each other. In Michael's heightened mind he knew the moment that Isabel lost the war with herself. He pulled the nightshirt the rest of the way off exposing her body to him fully as he began to kiss her deeply. "You taste like spiced sugar," said Michael between kisses, his tongue teasing her lips before seeking her tongue in a wild tangled dance. Isabel tilted her hips up as she felt Michael at her entrance. Holding eye contact with Isabel, Michael sank himself deep inside of her letting out a sigh at how tight she was around him. "You feel so incredible!" he breathed as he felt himself touch her core. Isabel's own breathing was ragged as Michael began to move inside of her. She never thought she would have a moment like this with Michael, and so she knew it would forever be imprinted on her mind. It was nothing like being with Jesse. This was so much more. Michael moved thrusting his hips, Isabel meeting him each time. "I can feel myself touch you deep inside...I can feel you clutching at me!" marveled Michael as he strove to go even deeper inside her. He had never felt these intense sensations with Maria. Sure the sex had felt good, but this was taking him beyond anything he had ever imagined. This was what Max had meant when he spoke of cementing with Tess. "More Michael....more....I want...oh gawd! I want to feel you...deeper" panted Isabel as she locked her legs around him to pull him. "I'm ...touching you now...so deep...so good..." he panted as drops of moisture dripped from his head. "Deeper....please...I want to feel you..." begged Isabel tearfully as their slick bodies pounded against one another searching for release. He unlocked her legs from his waist, spreading them wide and up, pulling out then thrusting in again as deep as he could inside of her over and over. "Aaaawwwwwwww!" Michael threw his head back as he cried out, his body coming explosively against her core. He sank down against her trembling form burying his face against her shoulder as the spasms shook his own. Isabel gasped, her eyes opening wide as she felt him come inside her, the heat rushing through her body enveloping her with its warmth causing her back to arch with her own orgasm. Clairity returned to Michael as he heard Isabel's short pants and moans before she pressed her mouth against his shoulder and she came, her walls repeatedly clinching and unclinching as she lost all control. His momentary shock of realization turned to giving as he made sure that Isabel reached her peak without lacking or haste. She had given him something he would never forget, and he wanted the same for her. In a moment when he should have felt guilt at what he had done all he felt was relief and gratitude. Much later Michael made to move from her, but Isabel wouldn't let him. At his questioning gaze she said, "No...please don't. I need to feel something tonight." He understood because he felt the same way. He kissed her again, softer, but just as deep. It was a kiss that warmed her heart and his, both receiving what they had sought in the moment. They clung to one another as if letting go meant returning to the pain of reality, so they slept entwined, their bodies sated, and their minds for now at ease. ************ Isabel woke first, the sun just peaking in at them through the windows. Michael's arm encircled her waist, and his leg lay over hers. Isabel raised a shaky hand to her head as her mind tried to reconcile its self to the fact that she had slept with Michael. What had made her give in to the one thing she should never have done? Would he remember? He had been drunk, but then he had sobered up and it hadn't seemed to matter to either of them at the time that they were doing something that may cause problems in the long run. Now in the light of day she wondered how much it would change their relationship. Kyle. She closed her eyes at thoughts of Kyle. They had never spoken of their feelings for one another, but Isabel still felt as though she had cheated on him. Isabel slowly removed his arm and leg, sliding out of the bed, and tip toeing to the bathroom where she looked at herself in the mirror, and gasped. Her breasts had reddish marks around the nipples where Michael had nipped and sucked so hard that hickies had formed. Her thighs had black and blue fingermarks from where his hands had pressed her legs open when she had begged him for more. She closed her eyes at the sight, and the thought of how she had begged Michael. What must he think of her now? She turned on the shower and stepped inside, the warm spray soothing her sore body as her tears of guilt mingled with the water to flow down the drain. Michael heard the water, and opened his eyes, his head a bit achy. He rubbed his eyes with his fists, and looked about remembering he was at Isabel's, but what he didn't remember exactly was why he was naked in her bed. Naked in her bed? That woke him up fully. Michael groaned as it all came back to him. He remembered what happened. He had slept with Isabel. He had taken one sip out of the bottle in his bag to forget Maria, and instead slept with his best friend. Did she hate him? Last night she didn't seem to, but now the day after he wondered if she would. The water stopped and a few minutes later the door to the bathroom opened. Isabel came out in a long white terry cloth robe. She made brief eye contact with Michael, and blushed before looking away. Michael willed her to look at him again, but when she didn't he finally said, "Talk to me Isabel...please." She looked his way as she picked up her brush. "What do you want me to say Michael?" "I don't know," he replied. And he didn't. This was all his fault, and he was expecting her to make the first move. "I'm sorry Isabel," he told her with quiet sincerity, his voice full of pain. "It wasn't all your fault," she whispered as she lay her brush back down without even using it. Michael wrapped the sheet around himself and came to stand behind her, "What?" "We...we both needed something...someone last night, and we turned to one another. I'm just as guilty for last night as you are. Maybe more," she said nervously as she quickly glanced at him. "What? How can you say that?" asked Michael shocked, but also relieved she didn't appear to hate him. "I knew you had been drinking," she said as if that explained it all. "Unless I'm wrong, I didn't give you much choice," said Michael disgusted with himself. He had given in to the lure of the bottle to make him forget, and he forces himself on his friend. "You didn't rape me Michael, I wanted....needed it as much as you did," said Isabel wanting him to get that thought out of his head. He nodded, and then asked her, "Did I hurt you?" "What?" she asked surprised. "I've never felt anything that strong or powerful, I just want to know if I hurt you, because if I did then I'm sorry," he told her. If he hurt her he would never forgive himself. She shook her head. She wouldn't tell him about the marks and bruises, they weren't that bad anyway. "No, I'm okay. Just the opposite." No since lying about how great it had felt. The way she had reacted last night said it all. He gave her one of his soft smiles at that. "Are we okay about this?" he asked her. "Yeah...we're okay," she said as she nodded and looked away. "Good...I better shower and get out of here," he said selfconsciously moving to the bathroom. He stopped and said over his shoulder, "Isabel." "I know Michael, me too." Nodding he closed the door. ******** Later that morning.... Kyle clicked on his answering machine. Isabel had called like a dozen times, all about Michael. The last said Guerin had been found and to disreguard the others. He hit the delete button until the messages were gone. He walked over to his frig, and took out some juice drinking it from the bottle. Walking over to the table he sat down looking at the phone. Isabel ran when Max needed her, she ran when Michael needed her, but Kyle wondered if she would run for him. He tossed the empty bottle across the room to the waste can and sighed. He loved her so much, and she just considered him her friend. Her go to guy when she needed someone other than Max or Michael. Hell, who was he kidding. She could use him as a door mat and he wouldn't mind as long as he was near her. Kyle stood up and grabbed his keys. He would call her later and get the skinny on what had happened, but for now he had to get to work. ********** That evening.... Isabel lay on the sofa thinking about Max's words when he had called earlier that morning. Michael had gone to see him and face the music. They had agreed to not tell Max what had happened the night before, only that Michael had slept at Isabel's. "You should have called me Isabel! I stayed awake most of the night trying to figure out where he might be, and all that time he was with you!" She had felt bad. Max was right, she should have called him, and then things might not have happened the way they did. It's a good thing he had not come by to talk her or guilt would have been written all over her face. She wondered how Michael had managed to not give anything away. If Max ever found out what she and Michael had done he might not ever forgive them. No one would. And then there was Kyle. Oh gawd! He would hate her. Isabel stood up to get a drink and swayed, her head spinning causing her to loose her balance. Most of the day she had felt really strange, and she didn't know why. A tingling went through her belly as darkness overcame her. "Oh gawd...." she said as she sank to the floor in a faint. ******** The next day... Max, Michael, Kyle, and Liz sat waiting for Isabel. They were all going to the lake for a cook out and swim. "Kyle, did you talk to her today? She's the one who planned this, and she's not even here yet," said Max. "No, I tried calling her yesterday, but she didn't answer. I left a message, but it wasn't returned either," he said worried. "Did you go by to see if she was home?" asked Michael, wondering if things the other night had effected her more than she let on. He should have gone by to check on her himself, but he was still feeling strange about what had happened between them, and hurt from Maria dumping him. In fact he was here only because Isabel organized this little trip and he didn't want to let her down especially after what he had done to her. "Yeah, I went by, but her car was gone," said Kyle. "Maybe I should..." Isabel walked in at that moment, a smile pasted on her face. "Where have you been?" asked Max. "We were worried about you. Is everything okay?" "Of course! Why wouldn't it be?" she said a bit too brightly. She glanced quickly at Michael, and then Kyle and Liz. "Well let's go!" she said as she headed back out the door. Everyone looked at one another and shrugged, but Michael and Kyle each thought Isabel was acting strange. "I guess we should go then," said Liz as she grabbed the basket of food, and the men grabbed the other items they were taking with them. ******** They had fun at the lake swimming, and eating all the hotdogs and hamburgers that Liz had brought to cook, but Michael and Kyle each still thought Isabel was forcing herself to have fun. Michael came and sat by her on the grass, pulling a blade and tearing it apart before he asked, "Are you okay?" Isabel tensed, but nodded. "Of course, why wouldn't I be?" "You're acting weird. Is it because of the other night? Isabel, I didn't want this to come between us. I feel really bad about what happened," said Michael throwing the blade down, and pulling another. "You're imaging things Michael. I'm fine," said Isabel, flicking a bug off of her towel. She didn't want Michael to know how close to the truth he was. "Then how come it seems like you are forcing yourself to have fun? You haven't even gotten in the water yet," said Michael. "I'm not forcing myself," she said looking at him over her sun glasses. "I'm having fun." She couldn't tell him she didn't want to be here. Her emotions were too overwhelming right now and she couldn't handle being here. But if she hadn't shown up there would have been questions, and she couldn't have that. Not right now. "You can't fool me Isabel," said Michael. Isabel finally huffed and said, "If you must know...I...I have cramps," she told him. Michael blushed. "Oh." Isabel looked away. "I...I didn't think you could...I mean I ....you know we're aliens. We don't get sick," he said, the awkwardness of the topic ironic considering they had been so intimate with each other. "I have cramps, I'm not sick," she replied. Michael looked away. "I'm a female hybrid Michael. It doesn't make me immune to certain things. Just because we don't get sick doesn't mean other physical things don't effect us," said Isabel. She hadn't meant to make him feel bad, she just wanted him to leave her to her thoughts. "How are you doing? You know....Maria?" she needed to know if he was still as down as he was the other night. She needed to know if he was beginning to get over Maria leaving him. Michael shrugged. "I'm here. I mean I still can't believe she dumped me like that after all we've been through, but I'll survive. I always do. It will just take time." He stood up. "I hope you feel better," he said as he walked away relieved he was not the cause of her mood. Kyle sat against a tree unobserved watching as Michael walked off. Max and Liz were in the water being all lovey dovey, so that left Kyle to himself. As he watched Michael head off to dive into the lake, Kyle stood up, and walked over to Isabel. "Care if I sit?" he asked her. Isabel could lie to Michael and Max, but not to Kyle. He knew her better than anyone. She steeled herself, and glancing up said brightly, "Sure Kyle!" Kyle sat, and looked at Max, Liz, and Michael playing in the water. "You can cut the happy crap with me Isabel. I know something's wrong so what is it?" "Nothing's wrong," said Isabel as she lay back on the towel, and closed her eyes. Kyle looked down at her and frowned. "Don't give me that." Isabel sighed. "I...I have cramps. Happy now that you know?" Kyle shook his head as he again watched the swimmers. "Liar. You once told me you never get cramps and mood swings when I accused you of having PMS. You said being alien must keep you from having them. So what's up? And don't try another lie." Isabel had totally forgotten that conversation. Damn Kyle for remembering it, and catching her in her lie. She sighed. "Kyle, I just have something on my mind right now is all." "You're not going to tell me?" he asked as he squinted down at her. "No...not right now. But you'll know soon....everyone will," she told him quietly. Kyle nodded and stood up. "I thought you trusted me Isabel," he said with hurt in his voice as he walked away. "Kyle! Kyle please!" called out Isabel as she sat up, and watched him walk away. The three in the water stopped and looked at Kyle retreating, and Isabel looking sad. "Must have had a fight," said Liz as she pushed her dripping hair out of her face. "PMS," said Michael shaking his head making water droplets fly everywhere. Max and Liz looked at him, and laughed. "What? Not him, her," he said as he dove under again. Isabel watched Kyle walk off. She had hurt him by not sharing her problem as she always did, but she didn't know how to tell him. This...this she couldn't tell anyone...not yet. ********* Michael stretched out on his bed and sighed. He was tired from the lake. He rolled over about to fall asleep when a knock sounded on his door. "I'm sleeping here! Go away!" he called out. The knock became persistant so he got up and padded towards the door. "Hey! Some of us need sleep you know!" he yelled as he opened the door. "Michael!" said Maria as she threw her arms around the stunned man. "Maria!" ""I missed you so much! I just couldn't stand not being with you! I thought I could, but I couldn't!" she said as she kissed him all about his face. Michael hadn't moved. He was in shock that she was back. Maria stood back. "Aren't you glad to see me?" "You said we were through. You said you didn't want me anymore," he reminded her, the memory of her words paining him. Maria's eyes began to shine with tears. "I know Michael, and I'm sooo sorry. I thought you were holding me back, but I was wrong. I just can't be without you. I want my music, but I want you more. I love you Michael. I'm sorry I hurt you," she told him. Michael looked away. He loved her, but he had been through so much crap with her. "Is this what they mean when they say love hurts?" he asked her. "Maria, I can't take it when you do this to me. When we do this to each other. I really lost it when you left, and it's only been a few days." "I know Michael, I know, and I'm sorry. But please...please I want us back together," she told him as she wrapped her arms around him, and lay her head on his chest. He melted. She treated him like dirt, but he loved her. He kissed her then led her inside, and closed the door. ******** Isabel sat in a booth with Max. Michael was meeting them for lunch. It was to have been breakfast, but he called and moved it to later. She had made up her mind last night that today she would talk to Michael after they met with Max. She couldn't keep this to herself anymore. Kyle sat at the counter talking to Liz. He hadn't said anything to her since she had come in, but he had stared hard enough causing Max to comment that Kyle sure was acting funny around her. The bell rang on the door and they looked up. Isabel barely contained her gasp. "Would you look at that?" said Max surprised. "Maria!!!" squealed Liz as she and Maria ran to each other, and jumped around hugging. "When did you get back? Why are you back?" Liz asked as she led Maria to the booth with Michael following. "I got back last night. It was late so I stayed with Michael," said Maria as she winked at Michael and kissed him. "I missed him so much that I came back. I just love him more than I thought." She smiled brightly at him. Michael kissed her back as he wrapped an arm around her. "Kyle! Kyle, come join us!" called Maria as she spied him sitting at the counter watching them. Kyle walked over, pulling up a chair, and sitting down. "So you came back. And I thought your first trip to New York was short, but this must be a record," he said. "I missed my guy," Maria said as she kissed Michael again. "Let's order," Michael said as he grabbed a menu. He had sudddenly become aware of Isabel sitting there quietly. He realized how all this must look to her, and how she must feel after what they had shared. Isabel tried hard to still her shaking hands. Oh my gawd! This wasn't happening! Kyle looked between Michael and Isabel. She seemed to pale when Maria walked in, and Michael seemed suddenly uncomfortable. Great. Maybe their alien history was more acurate than anyone thought. His heart sank. Isabel thought the lunch would never end. She forced down some of her lunch, and it threatened to come back up. She avoided eye contact with Michael and Kyle, yet she could feel their eyes on her. As soon as she could she made her excuses about an appointment, and left. Michael felt guilty. Not only had he cheated on Maria, though technically they were broken up, but he had used Isabel. No wonder Isabel wouldn't look at him. Kyle said he had to get back to work as soon as Isabel left. He would go by her place later and confront her. If it was about Michael, and their alien history coming back to life then she would need a shoulder to cry on now that Maria was back. He really hadn't thought she had feelings about Michael, but then maybe that was the secret she wouldn't tell him yesterday. He hated loving a woman who didn't know he exsisted. Why did he continue to do this to himself? Because you love her, you fool. Sighing he headed back to work. ********* Kyle used the key Isabel had given him and let himself in. Her car was outside, but she wasn't answering the door. "Isabel? Hey Isabel? You here?" he called out. Turning towards the living room he gasped at the sight of Isabel lying on the floor, a plate of spilled food around her. He rushed to her side, checking to make sure she was breathing, thinking she had choked. "Isabel? Isabel! Hey wake up! Please wake up!" said Kyle anxiously as he gently patted her face and hand. Isabel opened her eyes to find Kyle knealing beside her. "K--Kyle? What....?" she asked, her mind confused over where she was, and how she came to be lying there. "Oh thank God! I'd been pounding on the door, and when you didn't answer I let myself in!" he told her as he helped her to sit up. "Are you okay? Want me to get Max?" "What? No..no, I'm fine," she said as she stood up slowly. "You're not fine, you were passed out on the floor! I thought you had choked to death or something!" "No, I just fainted," she told him as she raised a hand to her head. "What? I didn't think you guys did that," he told her as he followed her closely in case she fell again. "Kyle! I'm fine, really!" Isabel told him as she sat on the sofa. "It looks like you didn't get to eat any of that so I'm going to get you some food," he told her. "Kyle, I don't want any food now," she told him as she swallowed hard, her eyes turning away from the food. "Well you need to eat. You barely ate anything at lunch. Sit there while I find something," ordered Kyle as he headed for the kitchen with the plate of ruined food. Isabel lay back on the sofa. She remembered standing, and being dizzy, then nothing. Kyle returned with some fruit and water. "I know you like fruit so eat it," he said as he watched her eye the food. "Kyle...I really don't think I can," said Isabel as she felt her stomach roll. "Oh no!" she mumbled as her hand flew to her mouth. She barely made it to the kitchen, the closest room before she threw up. "Isabel! Oh man, you're really sick! I'm calling Max right now!" he told her as he came in behind her. He began searching the drawers for a rag, and finding one he wet it, and handed it to her. He was scared something bad was happening to her, and he loved her too much for that. Isabel sank to the floor in tears. She rested her head on the wall behind her, and wiped her face and throat with shaking hands. Kyle frowned, and knelt beside her taking her in his arms. "Hey, hey, hey, shhhhh, I don't know what it is, but Max will fix it. I'm going to call him now and get him right over here," soothed Kyle as he pressed his lips to her forehead. Isabel shook her head as she covered her face with her hands. "Isabel, he's the only one who can help you!" Kyle tried to reason with her. "No...no one can help me now," she sobbed. "What? Why?" asked Kyle confused. Isabel continued to sob unable to speak. "Isabel! Isabel why can't anyone help you?!" Kyle asked alarmed. "Because I think I'm pregnant," she whispered. ********** Kyle sat slumped looking down at his hands. Pregnant. If she had ripped his heart out and stomped on it she couldn't have hurt him anymore, and she didn't even realize it. He thought she told him everything, that they had no secrets, but this....well this was something that he never saw coming. He knew that Jesse wasn't the father, and he didn't like the idea of the other option. Kyle and Isabel spent almost all of their time together so he didn't know when it could have happened. He stood when he heard Isabel enter the room behind him. "Feeling better?" he asked her, not really knowing what else to say. "Yeah, thanks," Isabel said self consciously as she twisted her shirt tail in her hands nervously. "You're pale," Kyle observed. The big question was hovering in the air between them waiting to be asked so he did. "Whose is it?" Isabel closed her eyes and wet her lips. She knew the question was coming, and she had decided she wasn't going to lie in answering him. She needed to confide in someone, but still she hesitated fearing how he would react. "Isabel, whose is it?" Kyle asked again, getting a feeling of dread. Isabel pressed her shaking fingers to her lips. "Michael's," she whispered. "Wh-what?! When?" asked Kyle trying to hide his anger, and hurt. Somehow he knew it was Michael, and he wanted to kill him. Tears began to fall again as Isabel relayed what had happened holding nothing back. Telling someone was a relief. Kyle listened to Isabel as he sat stunned. Oh ****! Isabel!" he said, his hand raking through his hair at her words. At her look he quickly moved next to her, placing his arms around her. "Kyle what am I going to do?" she sobbed against his neck. He rocked her as he patted her hair, and rubbed her back, trying to think of the right words to say to her. "So I take it Guerin doesn't know yet?" asked Kyle. Isabel shook her head. "No, I was going to tell him today, but when I saw Maria walk in with him...and the way they were acting...I...I just couldn't." "I know you said that you were both depressed, but do you love him?" Kyle asked. It hurt that she was depressed after all the time they spent together. He had thought he had helped her overcome that by showing her how special he found her. "He's my friend Kyle. Maybe there could have been something if Maria had not come back." "You're still going to tell him aren't you?" asked Kyle. "I don't know. It might tear him and Maria apart for good...he would never forgive me. And I don't want someone because I'm pregnant with his child. We would hate each other." Kyle was sick at heart. If he had just been home when she had first called him that night maybe this wouldn't have happened. If he had told her how he felt about her then maybe she would have not given in to Guerin. There were so many 'If's' and none of them mattered now. He closed his eyes as he willed himself not to cry. She needed him, and he wouldn't let her down. "Does anyone else know?" he asked her. "N-n-no. I should have known! I should have known from when Max got Tess pregnant that this would happen. I was so stupid!" she said bitterly as she wiped her hands across her eyes. Kyle handed her the Kleenex box as he asked, "Didn't you even think about protection or did it just not work?" Isabel pulled the tissue a part as she said, "No, we were 'in the moment' and didn't think of it. It's my fault. Michael was drunk, and I wasn't. I should have been more careful!" "You think?" he said sarcasticlly. As her tears began again, he berated himself for his words. She didn't need that from him. He was angry and hurt, and he had no right to be. She wasn't his. "Kyle...do you...hate me?" she asked him as she looked at him. Hate her? He should be, but he couldn't. "No, no I don't hate you. I'm just really....really..." he couldn't tell her he was hurt. "You need to tell him Isabel," he said instead. Isabel swallowed. "I know." "Well think about what you are going to say before you do it. And what you're going to tell Max," he told her. "I'll go with you if you want." He didn't want anyone upsetting her anymore than she was. "I need to tell them myself, but thanks Kyle," said Isabel sniffing. "Want me to stay? I'd be glad to do it if you want," he told her as he saw her hide a yawn. "Maybe until I fall asleep. I'm so tired," she said. "The baby...I'm guessing. I've heard that happens," he told her when she looked at him. "Oh, yeah," Isabel said as she went to her room and crawled into bed, Kyle following to lay by her side. "You can watch a movie if you want," said Isabel snuggling down. Her mind was racing, but her body was so tired. "You just go to sleep," said Kyle flipping channels. He glanced her way now and then to check her. When he thought she was asleep he kissed her cheek gently and whispered, "I love you Isabel even if you don't love me back. I'd give anything if I was the father of your child." He settled back to continue to watch T.V. not willing to leave her. That's when it hit him. The solution to the problem. ******* Isabel stretched, and realized that Kyle was still there in bed with her. He had stayed. Some how she knew he would. Maybe that's why she had slept. She knew she was safe with Kyle, and he would watch over her. She waited for the nausea to assault her as it had the past two, but nothing happened. She took that as a good sign. Getting up alerted Kyle that she was awake. "Morning," he said. "How are you feeling?" "Fine. I feel like my old self really. Kyle, thank you for staying with me," she told him. "That's okay. Hey, I want to talk to you about a solution I found to your...a solution," he told her. "Okay, just let me go to the bathroom first," she said as she made her way to the bathroom. Kyle went to use the restroom in her hall, and when he returned she was sitting in an overstuffed chair by her window eating crackers. He was nervous. She noticed it right off. "Kyle, what's the matter? You seem nervous," asked Isabel. "What? Huh, yeah. Are you sick again?" he asked as he motioned to the crackers. "Just a precaution," she said as she layed them aside. He knelt by her chair, and took her hand. "Isabel, I've found a solution to all of this. I know you don't love me, but...." he said quietly as he stroked her hand. He couldn't look at her yet. "Kyle...." Isabel's breath caught as she realized what he was going to say. "Just hear me out. I've thought about this...not just last night, but for a long time. Things just changed the situation is all. I love you Isabel. I have for a long time," he admitted to her. "Oh Kyle...I ...." Isabel had no idea he felt this about her. "Please, just let me finish. I know you don't love me, but I love you, and I'm willing to be a father to your child. I know it's not what you wanted, but I promise to take care of it, and you. I'll love it like my own," said Kyle finally looking up at her. "Just say yes." He found her crying. Gentle tears rolling down her cheeks at his words. "Oh Kyle," she said as she caressed his cheek. He closed his eyes at her touch. "I love you so much Isabel. Please say yes," he whispered into her hand. "Kyle, it's not fair to you to raise someone elses child. And what about Michael?" she said, her tears blurring her sight. "You and Max were raised by someone else so was Michael. Your child would have two parents that loved it, and maybe...maybe one day you could love me back," he said, his heart beating so hard it hurt. "Kyle, I do love you. I have had feelings for you for sometime now, but it's not fair to you. You're my closest friend, and I feel so free and easy with you. You have no idea how greatful and flattered I am. But, what would happen if you realized one day that you resented this child because of how it was concieved? Would we both become bitter at one another? And what of Michael? Are you saying we shouldn't tell him now?" Her mind was reeling at his offer. At his words of loving her. "You love me?" He couldn't believe she felt that way. He had to focus. "I won't be bitter or resentful, and I hope you won't either. You just said you love me too, and we enjoy being together so why not get married?" "And Michael?" she asked him. "We can tell him later...after we're married." He didn't want Guerin trying to get Isabel to marry him instead. "I thought you said he should know," she said unsure. "I know, but it can wait awhile," he told her. She slipped to the floor beside him. "Kyle, please be sure. I've had one divorce, I don't want another. I want a happy home for my child...for us," she told him. He took her hands in his. "I've never been more sure of anything in my life next to loving you," he told her. She smiled. "Then I'll marry you," she said as she took his face in hers, and kissed his lips. "Thank you Kyle," she said softly. Kyle pulled her into his arms. "I love you Isabel." "I love you too, Kyle." She just hoped he remembered his words when the others found out ,and things got bad. ******** "You're what?" asked Max staring at Isabel and Kyle. "We're married," said Isabel nervously, smiling at Kyle a smile only they really understood. Michael was a little shocked. He had no idea that Isabel and Kyle had a thing going on. "I thought...well I didn't know you two...congratulations I guess," he told them as he kissed Isabel on the cheek. Both were very aware of the closeness of the other, and the hug was quick. "When did this take place?" asked Max, still getting used to the idea. He thought Kyle and Isabel were just friends. Kyle and Isabel looked at one another and Kyle said, "Today." "What?!" asked Max and Michael. "Why didn't you tell anyone?" "We told our parents, and they were there," said Isabel. ....The wedding had been small, just Kyle, Isabel, and their parents standing in the garden of the Justice of the Peace. Her parents had been surprised, but not Jim. Kyle had told his Dad long ago how he felt about Isabel so Jim was thrilled for both of them. None of the parents understood the haste, and Isabel's wanted her to be very sure after the last hasty marriage she had. The only thing that reassured them, was that Kyle and Isabel had known one another for years, and were the best of friends. Kyle had thought Isabel an angel as she walked to him dressed in a light, flowing, egg shell colored gown. When they had been pronounced man and wife, he couldn't believe it was real. He had kissed her as he had only kissed her a few times leaving her breathless with a look of wonderment on her face.... "You didn't want us there?" asked Max, hurt. Isabel knew this would come up, and dreaded what was coming next. "Max, there's more," she said looking at the floor. "More?" he asked guardedly. "What kind of 'more'?" Michael thought he knew what she was going to say, and his blood ran cold. "I'm ..." she started to say trying to find the words, but Kyle interupted her. "We're having a baby," he told them, daring them to say something to upset Isabel. Max's mouth dropped open as he looked to Isabel. "You're what? Is that why you two were acting upset the day of the picnic? You got married because of the baby didn't you?" he asked them. He couldn't judge them having been in there shoes, but he had to know. "No, we love one another. The baby is a bonus," said Kyle honestly. He just didn't say the baby wasn't his. Michael willed Isabel to look at him. When she did, he knew without a doubt whose baby she carried. He felt sucker punched. Max offered his hand to Kyle and kissed Isabel. "Congratulations. I had no idea." He and Kyle stayed in the den talking while Isabel went to the kitchen. Michael followed her, Kyle watching them go. "That's my baby isn't it?" he asked her quietly. Her back was to him as she removed drinks from the refrigerator. "Isabel?" His voice was strained. She couldn't do this to him. He deserved to know even though she and Kyle were going to wait a bit. She paused then turned to him. She didn't say anything. "It is!," said Michael as he fell back against the cabinet at finding out he had gotten Isabel pregnant. He had never meant to do that to her. He had sought comfort, and when she gave it he had gotten her pregnant. "Isabel...oh gawd, I'm...why didn't you tell me? Does Kyle know? You didn't have to marry him you know. I would have...." his mind was reeling. "You would have what Michael? Married me to give our baby a name? I love you Michael, and I know you love me, but not enough. Kyle loves me, and I love him. He knows about the baby, and what happened between us, and he still loves me and wanted to marry me," she said still whirrling from the way Kyle was handling it all. "He will love and raise this baby as his own," Isabel told Michael, knowing how much her words wounded him. "You knew that day at the picnic didn't you?" he asked her. "Yes." "When were you going to tell me it's mine? Were you ever going too? Are you even going to tell the kid?" he asked her angrily. "You know I will Michael," she told him as tears fell in trails down her cheeks.. "Do I?" he was angry she had not given him the chance to make this right. "Are you going to tell Maria?" she came back. He hesitated. "Yeah, I thought as much," said Isabel turning away to wipe her eyes. Michael came up behind her. "Isabel, you know I will. I can't believe you told Kyle! What did you tell him anyway?" he asked kinder. "I told him everything Michael." "What? Everything?" he asked shocked. "He figured things out...I never could lie to him anyway, and I didn't want too. Besides he knows me really well," said Isabel thoughtfully. "We figured this was best for everyone." "Not me," he said sadly. "It's still your baby Michael," reminded Isabel feeling badly for him. All his life he had wanted a family and in a way she was taking his from him. Michael put his arms around her, his hand sliding down to her abdomen as if he could touch his child resting there. "I'm sorry Isabel," he said as he rested his chin on her shoulder. "I know," she said as she leaned back against him touching his hand where it rested over their child. "I guess I better go," he told her as he went back to the other room, his mind only on his child. Isabel followed looking at Kyle. At his questioning look, she gave him a reassuring smile. "I've got to go. I'm meeting Maria," said Michael as he suddenly got up to leave. He held out his hand to Kyle. "Congrats man. Take good care of her," he said, with meaning in his words that Kyle would understand. Kyle searched Michael's eyes, and understood. Michael knew. He looked at the hand and stuck out his own. "I will," he reassured him. Michael gave a hesitant nod , and left as the others watched him go. ******** "Sooooo what's the big thing you have to tell me?" said Maria smiling as she cuddled Michael. He had been quiet all evening, and she just knew it was something special. Michael kept trying to find a way to make the words less hurtful, but no matter how he tried he couldn't so he finally settled on the straight truth. "You know when you left me the last time, and I said I was really bad off?" "Yeah. I'm so sorry about that Michael," she said kissing him with her pouty lips. "Maria, listen to me! Okay!" snapped Michael. Maria instantly sat up. Something wasn't right. "What happened Michael? I'm listening," she said, but she feared what he was going to say. "I got drunk...I was just lost, and hurt when you dumped me." "Oh Michael!" "You said you would listen!" he said, his eyes getting misty. "Michael? Michael did something bad happen while you were drunk?" she asked him. He looked away, and when he looked back at her he said, "I slept with Isabel, and now she's pregnant." Maria shook her head as she stood up. "No,no you didn't do that! You didn't just tell me what I think you did!" But she knew he had, and she started to cry angry, pain filled tears. "How could you do that? Was she drunk too? Oh my gawd, I can't believe this!" "Maria,....I never meant to hurt you or her. She and Kyle got married today. He's going to raise my kid," said Michael crying. "I can't hear this right now! I can't be near you!" cried Maria as she ran out the door. Michael balled his fists, pressed them to his eyes, and he cried. ******* "You bitch! You slept with him!" cried Maria as Isabel opened the door. Isabel paled. "Maria, I..." she pleaded for understanding. Kyle walked up behind Isabel. "Maria settle down! I know you're upset, I was too, but that isn't going to help," said Kyle pulling her inside so they didn't cause a scene. Maria turned on Isabel. "How could you sleep with him?" "Maria...we didn't mean for it to happen. Michael was upset you had left him, and I needed someone too. It just happened. I'm sorry," said Isabel crying. "He said...he said you're pregnant. Tell me it isn't true?" said Maria wiping her eyes. Isabel just cried harder causing Maria to cry more as well. "Why?" she asked as if someone could answer her with a definite answer. "Maria, we never planned for any of this to happen, but I love this baby, and I'm not sorry I'm having it," said Isabel as she touched her abdomen. Maria looked at her. "It was supposed to be me. I was supposed to have his baby, not you." "And you will have his baby if you quit treating him the way you do! Gawd! He has tried to be everything you want Maria, and you hurt him time and again by critizing, and leaving him! Just love him and accept him...it will work out. And don't blame him for this. He has felt guilty since it happened....we both have," said Isabel in Michael's defense. Maria went to the door. "I don't know if I can accept this," she said as she closed the door behind her. Kyle stood behind Isabel. "She'll just have to get used to it or let him go," he told her. "It will kill Michael if she lets him go. I think it really would be for good this time," she said quietly. Isabel turned to face Kyle. "I'm going to get ready for bed," she told him sighing. "Yeah, I bet you're tired," said Kyle knowing not to expect anything even if it was their wedding night. "Yes, but I'm not that tired," she replied over her shoulder as she entered the bathroom. Kyle stood there dumbly, his mouth going dry. He then went to turn the bed down, and get ready himself. A few minutes later Isabel returned in her robe. She approached the bed selfconsciously. "I'm nervous," she laughed embarrassed. That gave Kyle all the courage he needed himself. He approached her leading her to the bed. "Don't be nervous Isabel. I know you feel awkward and all, but I'm just happy you're mine. I have loved you for so long .....this moment....it's a dream come true for me," he told her as he stroked her cheek. Tears fell down on to his hand. "I seem to be crying a lot," she laughed as he wiped them away. "That's okay," he told her as he claimed her mouth. Isabel's mouth parted as Kyle sought entrance to it, his kiss devouring her until she gasped for air. Kyle pushed the robe open and discovered Isabel was naked underneath. His breath caught in his throat at the sight of her lush body. "Isabel you are so beautiful," he sighed as he cupped one breast and suckled it. Isabel's head fell forward as she closed her eyes and relished his touch. His mouth traveled up to her neck, nibbling at it and the shell of her ear, his tongue flicking over her skin with a light touch that sent shivers throughout her body. "Awwww," she moaned as he pushed the robe open more and down her arms, divesting her of the garment before laying her down. Isabel opened her arms to him, welcoming him into them. Her hands ran over his arms, and shoulders before heading down to his chest. Her mouth pressing little kisses, the saltiness of his skin tasting good to her. Kyle's hand sought out her breast and kneaded it, pinching the nipple slightly. "Ohhhh!" Isabel sighed as his hand trailed down her body to her apex teasing her. "K-kyyyyyle!" Isabel gasped as he eased his fingers inside her dripping body. She began to move with his fingers, her hips grinding against the bed, and then up as she searched for her climax. Kyle watched her face as she gave herself over to his hands. Her eyes glazed over and her skin flushed as the heat of her orgasm began to over take her. She grasped his hand and bucked up. "Mmmmmm," she bit her lip to keep from crying out. "Isabel, let go. I want to hear you," whispered Kyle watching her. He pressed his finger to her swollen nub, and Isabel cried out his name bringing a smile to his lips before he kissed her. She panted and looked at Kyle. "I can't believe how good that was, and it was just your hand!" She realized what she had said and turned red. "I can't believe I just said that," she said covering her face. She was mortified. Kyle pulled her hands down and kissed her. "Don't do that. I wanted to give you pleasure in a way besides being inside you, and I'm glad I did. Don't be embarrassed with me Isabel. Don't ever feel that way," he told her. Isabel turned on her side and faced him. "I love you Kyle," she told him as sheran her hand along his face and kissed him, her tongue searching for his, her hand gliding down his body to his boxers. She released his swollen member ,and looked down at the beating organ throbbing in her hand. The heat that radiated from his silken shaft beckoned to her. She ran her fingers over the head, precum forming on the end at her touch. She continued her jouney around the veined length as she lightly cupped his sacs causing Kyle to gasp, his body shivering at the gentle touch of her hand. "Oh ****! That feels good," he sighed as he closed his eyes. Her hands gently tugging and stroking him, her awe of his size hastening her need for him. "Isabel stop or I'm going to loose it!" said Kyle as he pulled away from her, and pushed his boxers off. He struggled to contain himself as he claimed her mouth. "I don't want to hurt you," he whispered as his hand touched her abdomen. "You won't," she reassured him as she caressed his face. "It will be okay." She opened her legs as he moved between them. She reached between them and guided his hardened memeber into her slickened entrance, thrilling as he pushed to her core. He was long and thick, and Kyle was pleased when Isabel's body fit his. He moved slowly at first, his hips rolling into hers with little thrusts, but as her walls tightened on him, he began to pick up the pace, stroking in and out of her until they were both dripping from their passion. Isabel clung to him, her hear beating so hard she knew he could feel it through his own chest. Kyle could feel Isabel's breasts pressed tightly against his chest, the nipples hard against his own. The heat that was gathered in his loins felt like fire as his blood boiled and his body tightened, the sudden release a welcome relief as he sighed and collapsed on the woman he loved. Isabel's nails dug into her palms as her mouth formed a silent scream of pleasure. Her body was convulsing as the flames of desire errupted in her, the fire growing until it encompased her whole body. Kyle moved from Isabel, and she whimpered. "I hurt you," he said, bereting himself. "No, it was because you're no longer in me," she said as she rested her head on his shoulder. He was relieved. "Kyle, that was so much better than the hand, and you know how much I loved that," she said smiling. Kyle burst out laughing. "Glad I didn't let you down." He was half serious and she knew it. Leaning on her arm she said seriously, "You don't disappoint me Kyle Valenti. You are everything I ever wanted and more." Kyle laced his hands through her hair pulling her head down to his mouth. He ravaged it thoroughly as he thanked the stars for this woman. *********** Months later...... Michael was taking a short cut on his way to work by cutting through the park. He turned by the gazebo, and ran into Maria. They stared at one another torn between wanting to hug one another and running. They had not seen each other since his annoucement, and things were awkward. "Maria." "Michael." Neither looked away, but neither wanted to go first. Finally Micheal said, "How've you been? I sort of thought you would have left Roswell by now to go back to New York." He knew she hadn't because Max told him what was going on via Liz. Max had been really pissed when Liz had informed him of Michael and Isabel's one night stand. But when he found out that the baby Isabel carried was Michael's, he had beat the hell out of Michael, and Michael had let him. Max had since recovered for Isabel's sake. His reaction had come from the woman being Isabel. It had taken a while for him to even talk to Michael again, but when he did, he was great. He totally understood Michael's feelings about his child since Max had searched for his own, but the difference was Michael was going to watch another man raise his child. That hurt Michael deeply. "I lost the drive for wanting to play," said Maria. "I'm sorry," he told her. She had been right. He was had caused her to give up her dream. Maria nodded. Silence. "How is Isabel?" Maria finally asked. Liz hated talking to her about it because Maria kept crying when she did, so she didn't know anything about Isabel or the baby. "She's good. Baby's healthy it seems," he told her. "That's...that's good," she told him, and she meant it. "When is it due?" "Uhm, we don't really know. Soon we think," he said, as he stuck his hands in his pockets. "Michael....I'm sorry." It was said so quietly. "What? Why?" he asked confused. "I'm sorry for all the times I treated you badly, and made demands on you that I shouldn't have. I'm sorry for freaking out when you and Isabel....it wasn't fair of me. We weren't even together anymore..." she couldn't go on. "I'm to blame for Isabel and me, not you," he told her. A cell phone rang. Maria looked surprised when Michael pulled one out. "In case the baby comes," he told her. "Yeah?" he said as he answered it. His body stiffened. "Yeah?! I'll be right there!" He turned to Maria. "Isabel's having the baby!" Maria tensed at his words. The proof of his night with Isabel was about to be born. But one look at a paniced Michael sent her into action. "Come on! I'll drive you!" ********** Michael and Maria rushed into Kyle and Isabel's home and stopped at the sound of a baby crying. Michael's heart rushed up into his throat at the sound of his child. Kyle walked out of the bedroom carrying the baby. He was followed by Max, and both stopped at the sight of Michael. Maria and Max looked between the two men. Kyle holding the child that belonged to Michael, and Michael hungry to hold it. Kyle walked up to him, holding the child out. "It's a boy. You have a son." Michael looked at Kyle, and then down at his son that Kyle offered him. Tears filled his eyes as he gently took the baby in his arms. Maria covered her mouth as tears ran down her cheeks at the sight of Michael holding his son. Max wiped his eyes as he watched his friend hold his child for the first time. He knew Michael had wondered if Kyle and Isabel really would let him be a part of its life. Now he knew from Kyle's actions and words that they would. "Isabel's in there if you want to go in," Kyle told Michael as he wiped his own tears. One look at Michael's face and he knew how he felt. This child may not be Kyle's blood, but it was his in every other way. He couldn't deny Michael his right to be called father. As much as Kyle wished it wasn't so, he couldn't do it. "He's beautiful Michael," said Maria. She sighed. This child was a part of Michael and no matter how much she had tried to hate it she couldn't. She knew she could love it just as she did his father. Michael smiled at her. "Yeah he is." He walked to Isabel's room and found Liz fixing her pillows. "I'll be out with the others," she said as she hurried out. Michael carried the baby to the chair by the bed as he asked, "Are you okay?" "Yeah, I'm fine. He's perfect Michael! He's the most perfect baby in the world!" she gushed as she admired her son. Michael looked at Isabel. "Thanks Isabel. He's great." Isabel nodded. "Kyle and I talked it over, and we think the baby should know from the start you're its father, but that Kyle is his Daddy too." Michale nodded. "Thanks." He could live with that. "And your name will be on the birth certificate Michael." Michael was surprised. They had all decided to put Kyle's so it would be easier for the baby. Isabel smiled. "He's your son Michael. Kyle said the further in the pregnancy we got the more he knew he couldn't take away your right. Other kids have two Daddy's from divorce or what ever so why not ours." "Thanks." He couldn't manage anymore than that. Isabel smiled as Kyle walked in. "You tired?" he asked her. "Yeah, but it's a good tired," she assurred him. "She never complained Michael. The baby came quick, and she had no pain," said Kyle as smiled at her lovingly. "Liz says it's not fair," said Isabel closing her eyes. Soon she was asleep. Michael carried his son to Kyle. "She told me what you did...the name and the birth certificate. Thanks." Kyle nodded. "You know I wanted to kill you all those months ago when she told me what had happened." "I wondered why you didn't try. I figured you were afraid I would use my powers on you. You were always so nice to me and I couldn't figure out why," said Michael. "I wouldn't have been if I had been in your place." "Well I love her, and it would have destroyed her if I had let this come between us. Now I'm glad I didn't. But that doesn't mean that I'm not still hurt or angry about it. I am and that will take time, but I'm not bitter. I don't hate you. She doesn't know any of this, and I want it kept that way," said Kyle. He had decided to be honest with Michael. Michael nodded. "Then Isabel finally got the man she deserved Kyle. All these year of searching and she finally found the one." They both looked at the sleeping woman that connected both their lives, each loving her in a way that only he could. And they smiled. End