Title: Consequences Author:Lori Email:Gussywussy55@yahoo.com Category:Max/Isabel Rating:PG13-R Subject matter. Disclaimer:Owned by The WB and not me. Summary: Max finds Isabel in serious trouble... ***** Isabel stood on the edge of the quarry and looked down below. A pebble slid down the side as her toe brushed it. One could easily end it here. But she had not come here for that. Not now. Maybe once, but not anymore. Max watched her as she stood so close to the edge. He wanted to go to her, and pull her back, to hold her, but he couldn't. Not yet. So he just watched, ready to go to her when she was ready. Isabel knew Max watched her, waiting. She wouldn't jump and he knew it. Knew why. She sighed and finally turned to walk to him slowly. "I'm okay Max. No screaming, no jumping. Not anymore." Max searched her face seeing that she was speaking the truth. He also saw that she needed a good cry. "Isabel, crying is okay you know. No one would blame you if you did. I wouldn't," Max said softly. The tears gathered in her eyes as Isabel went into Max's open arms. She cried her pain into his neck as she clung to him. He rubbed her back and held her close, knowing that he could have prevented some of her pain by being there for her to begin with. ***** A week earlier... Max could hear Isabel in the bathroom that they shared, and she sounded like she was crying. He got up and made his way groggily to the door and knocked. "Hey Izzy, are you okay? Is something wrong?" he asked concerned , rubbing his sleep weary eyes. "Go away Max, please," said Isabel, her voice cracking with pain and tears. Max became instantly alert. "Isabel, something is wrong! Open the door and let me in right now!" Max said anxiously. Isabel stifled a moan of pain , but another escaped her unwillingly. Max heard her, and using his powers, unlocked the door and entered. The sight that greeted him froze him to the spot. Isabel was on the floor with her knees to her chest , blood forming on the floor under her. "Oh my God, Isabel what's happening to you?", cried Max hoarsely. "Awwww it hurts so bad...help me Max....please," Isabel cried, clutching her abdomen. Max went quickly to her side, and held her close. His tears at her pain blurred his vision. Wiping at them he rolled her over to see where the blood was coming from. "Isabel, you've got to tell me where all of this is coming...oh my God!" Max saw that the blood was coming from between Isabel's legs. "Do you know why this is happening? What's going on?" he fairly shouted at her. Isabel gasped for air as the pain continued to grip and tighten her insides. How could she tell him what she had done? But he was her only hope. "I'm having a miscarriage...," she whispered. Max couldn't believe what he had just heard. Isabel pregnant? How? When? And worst of all, who? The pain he felt at her words was put on hold as he mentally shook himself, speeding into action to help Isabel. He straightened her out ,despite her moans of pain, and placed his hands above her abdomen and focused. The pain he felt was tremedous. He saw them as children, saw her watching him, longing for him, hiding her feelings from him. He felt her loneliness, and dispair at watching him with Liz. And he saw her give herself to some stranger in Vegas just to feel alive. A man who had left her pregnant. Max collapsed beside her when he knew he had healed her inside. She was breathing easier. She wouldn't look at him. She knew what he had seen and was ashamed. Max got up and began to pull her clothes off of her and drop them in a heap on the floor. He would dispose of them later. The fetus lay in a bloody mess between her legs as he pulled her underwear off. He felt sick as he quickly rolled it up, and put it with the things to throw out. Lifting her naked form in his arms, he went to the tub and lowered her carefully. He turned on the water and let the tub fill as he began to gently wash away the blood from her body. Isabel lay crying quietly in Max's arms letting him bathe her. She knew she should have told him, but she was so ashamed, and afraid when she had found out she was pregnant from a one night stand. A night when she had pretended that a stranger was Max and had given him what she felt should have been Max's. Max finished bathing Isabel, and turned off the water. He picked her up ,and carried her out of the tub. Setting her on her feet, he grabbed a towel and began to dry her off. Isabel closed her eyes as Max patted her dry , and wrapped her in the huge towel. He carried her to her bed and lay her down. Going to her dresser, he pulled out a gown, and brought it to her, pulling it over her head. He covered Isabel with the covers and sat by her on the bed. "Tell me why Iz," he said quietly. Isabel knew that she could no longer hide anything from Max, not after he had seen what he had when he healed her. Curled up on her side in the fetal position , and not looking at him she said,"I was lonely. All of you had someone, and were having so much fun, so I went looking for love too." Max closed his eyes , his heart aching. He also felt anger that Isabel would do something so stupid and irresponsible. With someone who wasn't him. But then she hadn't know about his feelings. "You could have said something you know," he said. Isabel finally looked at him and said,"What was I to say,'Hey Max, I love you , but you love Liz and we are supposed to be brother and sister even though we're not.' I really don't think so Max." Max smiled a sad smile. "I would have said ,'Isabel I love you, but I have to pretend to love Liz so people won't get suspicous of my feelings for you.' That's what I would have said if you had told me." His anger at her resurfaced some as he said, "You were irresponsible Isabel. What if I had not been here, or if Mom and Dad had been here? The consequences of what you did could have been worse." He stopped, his anger disapating as he choked out, "You could have died, then what would I have done without you?" Tears formed in her eyes as he said this to her. They had both loved, and needed each other, and had never said so. Now she had spoiled it. "I'm so sorry Max," she cried. "I know and I'm so ashamed at what I did. I tried to pretend he was you,and then I realized I was pregnant." She choked on this. Sobbing she said,"I was pregnant with a child that wasn't yours and I didn't want it.All I wanted to do was die. I thought about killing myself rather than have that baby ...or face you. Then I had cramps..., and the bleeding started. I knew I was losing it. I knew what was happening, and did nothing. That's why it's dead. Because I didn't want it," she finished in agony. Max's tears fell down his cheeks as he reached for her. "Isabel you did not cause this. It wasn't meant to be. Nature took care of it for you, not you." He choked back a sob that burned his throst before adding," Never say you want to kill yourself. I couldn't bear to lose you." He stroked her hair , and kissed her head as he said, "I'm sorry you felt you had to go to a stranger for affection instead of me. I'm sorry I didn't tell you I love you before now." He took her face in his hands , and said,"We are together as of right now. I'm going to take care of you ,and love you forever, and let everyone else be damned." He kissed her forehead and said,"You go to sleep now and rest. Your body needs to recover ,and so does your mind. Whether you wanted that baby or not, it was still tramatic for you. So you just sleep. I'll be here with you, so don't worry." Isabel nodded and closed her eyes, falling into a restless sleep. ***** Present.... Max held Isabel as she cried ,and then snuffed her tears away. Leaning back he wiped at her eyes and kissed her. "Are you okay now?" Isabel smiled slightly and nodded. She may not have wanted the baby she had carried, but she still felt the loss. "You know someday we will have a baby , and it will be wanted, and loved beyond belief by its' parents," Max told her. Isabel nodded as she looked at him. "I know, I'm okay really, I just want to move on with us." Max pulled her to him and kissed her gently on the lips. She felt the stirrings that she knew were feelings of love and desire for him. She deepened her kiss and felt his response against her belly. Max pulled away and sighed. "We can't Isabel. Not yet anyway. You're not ready physically. I know I healed you, but we need to wait a while longer." Isabel nodded and then smiling mischieviously said , "Waiting is something I have to do Max, not you. Let's go home, and I'll take of you." Max looked shocked ,and then intrigued with her suggestion. "Okay. But only if you want. I'm not forcing you to do this you know," he said. "I know Max. Let's just say I'm doing it because I love you." He put his arm around her and kissed her. Then he led her to the jeep and they drove home. The End