Title: The Choice Author: Lori Email: Gussywussy55@y... Category: Michael/Isabel Rating: NC-17 Disclaimer: Only The WB and creators of ROSWELL own them. Summary: Isabel decides to leave Michael and she is not alone... PLEASE give feedback of ANY kind! Thanks!:) ******** Isabel came out of the bathroom and sat on her bed looking at the stick in her hand. Pregnant! She was pregnant! This is what she and Michael had been hoping for. It was a little sooner than expected, but good things always came unexpectedly. She thought back over the past several months, and smiled when she recalled how their relationship had developed. Months earlier... Michael sat on Max's bed and listened as Max went on and on about the dance that he and Liz were going to at school. Ever since Max had found out that Liz and Kyle had not slept together, Max had been worse than ever before about being a love sick puupy. "So I need to get Liz some really great flowers to go with her dress. She said it is deep purple with short sleeves. Do you think pale lavender or white flowers would be best?", asked Max looking towards Michael and Isabel. Michael looked up at the ceiling and let out a deep breath."I think Max that I really don't give a damn. Who the hell cares what kind of flowers if any that you give Liz. This whole dance thing is lame and I can't believe you are going for it." Isabel looked at Michael and felt a stab of pain at that. She wanted to go to the dance, and she wanted to go with Michael, but his words just left her feeling unsure. She had begun to have feelings for him after the dreams and then finding out she wasn't pregnant with his baby. It had started her thinking about what if. She didn't believe in destiny, but she had always cared for Michael and the situation had shed a whole new light on their relationship. She knew he didn't feel the same. Sure he had been supportive when they thought she was pregnant, but he had run back to Maria immediately when Max had told them the truth. She had watched them together and had felt like dying everytime that Michael was with Maria or spoke about her. She had even picked out a Christmas gift for him to give her. That had just about done her in. But then Maria had started going out with Brody and Michael was a loner again. His cynicism worse than ever. "You know Michael, an attitude like that lost Maria to you",replied Max giving Michael a pitying glance. Isabel glanced at Michael and then turned to Max and said,"I think you should get her the pale lavender. Liz will look great and she will be glad that you put such thought into it." Max smiled his greatfulness to her."I knew I could count on you to help me out Is. Thanks. I'm going to go now and order them." Max grabbed his jacket and left. "Well doesn't that just touch your heart.", said Michael sarcasticly. "Michael, Max is in love with Liz and they will probably spend their life together. Can't you just be supportive of him? Just because you messed up your relationship with Maria, doesn't mean that you have to make everyone else miserable.", lectured Isabel. Michael stared at her and shook his head. "You're just mad because no one asked you. Thought Alex might didn't you? Well you led him on and he finally found someone else. Take your own advise and leave me alone.", retorted Michael. Isabel bristled at that. "Let me tell you something Michael Guerin, Alex was always just a friend. I tried to turn it into something more when we had the dreams. I realized to late what a mistake that was, using him like that. I'm glad he has someone. As for no one asking me....well I turned down 4 guys. I just didn't want to go with them. I had someone else I wanted to go with...but he didn't ask me...doesn't even want to go.", she finished sadly. Michael watched her and was suprised at her admission. What guy wouldn't want to take Isabel Evans anywhere? He wished that she felt for him the way he felt for her. When Max had told them she wasn't pregnant he had been devastated. She seemed relieved. He had turned to Maria and later realized that had been wrong. She had been a friend that he had used much like Isabel had used Alex. Isabel looked at Michael and said in her most persuasive voice,"Michael, would you take me to the dance? You know, as a friend." Surely he would not tell her no. Michael's heart jumped in his chest. He let his eyes roam Isabel's face and shook his head. "Isabel, you know I hate dances. You have to dress in a monkey suit, fork over money you don't have for an expensive dinner and flowers, and all for what? If a guy is lucky he will get him some tail. Besides, I hate to dance and refuse to do it." Isabel let her lip tremble. She just had to get him to go."Please Michael! You still owe me for saving your ass with Maria's gift. I want payback now." Michael rubbed his eyes and glared at her. He put his hands on his hips and shook his head. "You know that is not right. Maria and I are not together and I still have to pay for a gift I didn't get back." "Gifts are gifts Michael. Not things you expect back when things don't go your way.", said Isabel in frustration. "Fine! Fine! I will take you to the damn dance. But don't expect me to wear a monky suit, and don't expect dinner and flowers, AND especially don't expect me to dance!", said Michael emphatically. Isabel rolled her eyes, but secretly felt relieved. "Fine! Just show up and be on time please!" Michael gave her a smirk and climbed out of Max's window. What the hell had he agreed too? He was going on a date with Isabel and he was scared to death. Maybe, just maybe he could get her to change her mind about him. Maybe he could win her over. He had to plan. "Isabel, I'm leaving. Are you sure Michael is going to show up? You could go with Liz and me.", said Max. Isabel shook her head. "He said he would do this and I think he will. Besides, if he doesn't I really don't want to go with my brother and his girl." Max walked over to her and gave her a hug and a kiss on her forhead."Okay, just don't be to disappointed if he doesn't show. Come and join us if you want." He left to pick up Liz. Isabel sat on the sofa and waited. Michael had 5 more minutes before he was considered late. Pleaselet him show. I don't care what he wears, or if he dances, just let him show up! The door bell rang. Isabel nervously got up and smoothed her dress as she walked to the door. Taking a deep breath, she opened the door and held back a gasp. Michael stood at the door in a black suit and white T-shirt that stood out against his tan skin. His hair had been slicked back and the held a box of flowers in his hands. He was nervous. "UUmm here these are for you.", he said as he handed her the flowers. Purple roses. He had remembered her favorite flowers. "Thank you Michael. Come on in.", said Isabel as she moved aside to let him in. He thought she looked incredibly beautiful. She had on a white sheath dress with a black shawl. Her hair hung in waves down her back the way he liked it. And she smelled like heaven. "Uh, we need to go now if we are going to make our dinner reservations.", Michael said. Isabel turned suprised. "Your taking me to dinner?" "Well, yeah. You are hungry aren't you?" She felt like she couldn't eat a bite, but she nodded her head. "Okay, then let's roll". They went outside and he stopped. "What's wrong Michael?", Isabel asked. Michael walked back and forth and clinched his fists. Then he pointed at the street. "I can't take you to a dance on a motor cycle." Isabel looked at his bike and a slow grin spread on her face. "Well I think it is great. My dress is straight so it won't blow up. This will be fun!", and she grabbed a helmet and climbed on the bike. Michael stared at her in opened mouth amazement and then joined her. She hooked her arms around his waist and put her head on his back. Both were happy as clams. At dinner in the towns most expensive resturaunt, Michael had held her chair and used his best manners. Conversation had been stilted , but that had been okay. Isabel ate enough that she felt like Michael's money wouldn't be wasted, and Michael forced himself to eat even though he thought he would choke. They arrived at the dance and brought stares from just about everyone. Isabel Evans and Michael Guerin? He cleaned up nice. She looked hot. They complimented each other. Max couldn't believe that Michael was doing this for Isabel. What did she have over him? Maria and Brody were there as well ,as was Alex and his girlfriend. They couldn't believe that Isabel and Michael were together at a dance. For a minute Maria and Alex felt a stab of pain. Michael would never have done this for her. Isabel was gorgeous, but she had never really loved Alex in the way he wanted. Max and Liz walked up to Michael and Isabel and greeted them as they had their picture taken. "Isabel, Michael, come and sit with us.", said Liz. The two couples joined the other two at the table. Tess and Kyle were already on the dance floor. "You guys look really nice", said Maria as she looked at them. Isabel and Michael looked Maria's way ,and seeing that she was okay with them being there together, they smiled. "Let's dance.", said Alex grabbing his dates hand. Everyone followed except Michael and Isabel. He held her chair out for her and she sat down. They watched the others for awhile and Isabel tapped her toes to the music. Michael watched Isabel and her toe tapping and then he took a deep breath and asked,"Isabel, you want to dance?" Isabel's foot stopped shaking and she turned to look at him. "We don't have to Michael. I mean I know you don't like too." Michael stood up and held out his hand to her. She put her hand in his and he led her out to the dance floor as a slow song began. He pulled her into his arms and held her close. His breath was warm on her neck and made her shiver. He thought she was cold and held her tighter. She closed her eyes and took in the moment trying to imprint it on her mind. When the song ended he led her back to the table. The others followed and Alex couldn't resist teasing,"Michael, smoothe moves man. didn't think you had it in you." "Bite me Alex", came Michael's retort as he glanced at Alex. They spent the evening dancing only to the slow songs before finally deciding to leave. "Michael, we can leave if you want. The dance is almost over and you've been a great sport about bringing me." Michael led her outside and they climbed on his bike. "Want to go for a ride...or to my place?", asked Michael. Isabel was thrilled. She nodded and said, "Your place." Michael let them in and went to get them cold drinks. Isabel sat on the couch. She slowly siped the drink that Michael brought her. "Michael, this evening has been amazing. More than I ever hoped for. Thank you." And she leaned over and kissed him on the lips. Michael was suprised , but he took advavntage of the situation and kissed her back. They leaned back and looked into each others eyes before leaning in for a deeper kiss. Isabel's glass fell to the floor unnoticed. Michael used his tongue to pry open her willing mouth and thrust his tongue inside. Isabel felt like she was being swallowed whole and loved it. They pulled back and took deep breaths before finally looking at each other. "Wow!", breathed out Michael raggedly, rubbing his head. Isabel leaned her head back and put her hand to her chest. "Oh...." She leaned forward and Michael looked at her sideways. "What just happened Isabel?" "I think we just acted on some long hidden feelings.", she replied tentively. Michael faced her and searched her face. "You have feelings for me?" Isabel took a trembling breath and nodded. "Remember when I said their was a guy I waiting for to ask me to the dance?" He nodded. "Wellll...it was you." Michael sat back and took this in. She had wanted him all along and he had wanted her. He couldn't believe it. He sat forward and took her hand. "You know I never have felt about anyone the way I feel about you. I love you Isabel." He took her face in his hands and kissed her slow and deep. Isabel returned his kisses as tears filled her eyes with happiness. He leaned back and seeing her tears,wiped them with his thumbs. "Why are you crying?" "Because I love you so much." "Isabel, will you stay with me tonight?", he asked her. She had not expected that. Her eyes flickered and he saw it and released her face. He had gone to far. "I understand. You're remembering what I said about guys just wanting some tail. I don't blame you." Isabel reached out and touched his arm. "No, that's not it. I just can't believe that my dreams are coming true. I've wanted you for a long time, but didn't think you wanted me. Yes. I'll stay with you tonight Michael." He helped her stand up and led her to the bed. Stroking her hair and down her arms, he reached back up to her face and kissed her slowly at first, and then with deep passion. She clung to him and thrust her breasts into his chest. Michael slid her dress down her body and to the floor. She stepped out of it and kicked off her shoes. Michael reached behind her and unhooked her bra as he continued kissing her lips and neck. Her bra fell away as her breasts sprang free. Michael reached and filled both hands with her huge breasts. He caressed them and bent his head down to suckle them. Isabel threw back her head and moaned. She ran her fingers in his cool hair , holding his head to her. His hands slipped down to slide her slip off and then her panties. She stood there in her stockings and garters. God, she was so beautiful! Isabel felt self conscious standing there before him nude. "Don't be shy with me Isabel. You have nothing to be afraid of." She reached over and slid his jacket off and tugged at his shirt. He helped her to remove it and his muscle shirt underneath. She worked his belt free and then released the button and zipper on his pants. He kicked off his shoes and leaned down to take off his socks as she caressed his back. He took off his pants and boxers and turned to her. She looked down and stared at his organ so full of need. He wondered if she was scared or repulsed. Then she reached out with soft hands and touched him. His member jumped in her hands. He moaned as she immmediately found the rhythum like she had always known what he liked. He scooted them back towards the bed and lay her down. He looked in her eyes and said,"Isabel , you don't have to do this you know. We can stop right now." Isabel reached up and ran her fingers through his hair and reached down between them and grasped him. "I only want to be with you Michael. You are the only one I want to be with." He ran his hands down her body and found her curls below. He slipped a finger over her clit and she gasped as he slid it into her deeply. She was dripping wet and aching. Her legs fell open in an invitation. Michael groaned as he kissed his way down her breasts to her belly, causing her to release him. He licked her belly and darted his tongue inside her belly button. He continude on down until he came to her mound. He nuzzled her and then using his hands he opened her folds and dove his tongue inside. Her hips came off the bed and he pressed her back. He darted his tongue in and out and deep in her ,licking her until she was writhing. He used his finger to rub her nub and she came over and over. He lapped her up and pressed his tongue flat to her until the tremors she had subsided. He crawled back up to her and kissd her. She tasted herself in his kiss. "You are so beautiful, you know that?", he asked her. She shook her head and kissed him. "I can't believe what you just did to me. I have never felt anything so amazing....I want you to feel that too." "You don't have to Isabel. I'm not expecting you to do that for me." "But I want to Michael." She rolled him onto his back and began to kiss him on his chest. Her hair trailed her and tickled him. She kissed his nipples, making them hard. She kissed and licked him down to his belly where she ran her tongue inside his navel. He shivered and she smiled. She continued on until she came to his throbbing penis. She licked the head and tasted a few drops of his cum. She continued the length of the shaft and and then sucked him all the way into her mouth. He groaned in pleasure and grasped her head, moving it ,helping her with the rhythum. She went up and down the shaft as she took his balls in her hands and lightly squeezed. Taking him out of her mouth she licked his balls and nipped at them before sucking them into her mouth. Her teeth grazed them as she released them and returned to sucking the head and then taking the whole shaft in again. She sucked hard and he tried to pull her head away. "Isabel , you've got to stop! I'm going to cum in your mouth if you don't." She continued sucking until he threw back his head in silent bliss. He grabbed her head and held on as she took his warm cum in her mouth. She licked him clean and crawled back up to his side and lay with her head on his chest, listening to his rapidly beating heart. "You didn't have to do that Is", he said trying to even his breathing, "I know but I wanted to". He rolled her onto her back and parted her thighs. He placed himself at her opening and pressed forward. They looked at each other as he said,"It is going to hurt Isabel. I will try and make it quick so it won't be so bad." She nodded and he kissed her. Watching each other, he pressed through her barrier. Isabel squeezed her eyes shut and stifled a gasp. Michael felt bad for hurting her. Then she began to moan as the pleasure took over. They found the rhythum that they seemed to have been born knowing about each other. He moved deeply in her and thrust faster and faster. Isabel felt this wonderful feeling begining deep down inside of her. It rolled over her and exploded in waves. Her orgasm continued until she couldn't move anymore. Michael thought she was beautiful as she came, and when he knew she was finished he thrust forward again and reached his own peak. His cum shot through to her womb and filled her with warmth. Michael held her as he said," I have never been this relaxed in my life. I never want to leave you...I won't leave you...I would have to die first." "Don't say that Michael!" "All I am saying is that nothing could ever make me leave you. I love you to much." "I love you too." The present... Isabel couldn't wait to tell Michael about the baby. He would be thrilled. He wanted a family so bad. She heard Max in his room and hid the test. She enterd his room. "Isabel, I think it is so great about Michael! I know you are proud of him. Who would have thought that Michael could pull it off." "What are you talking about Max?", asked Isabel confused. Max looked at her and said, "Michael getting the full scholarship to State! He leaves in a few weeks to meet everyone and get settled." Isabel thought she would be be sick. Michael was leaving? How long had he known and when was he going to tell her? She wanted to cry. She could not tell Michael about the baby now. "Isabel, is something wrong? I thought you would be excited for Michael", said Max concerned. Isabel shook herself and smiled at him . "Yeah, I am proud of him. I'm just tired is all. I'm going to go lay down." And she left to go to her room and cry. Michael paced his apartment and rubbed his hair and face. What was he going to do? He was shocked about the scholarship. He never expected it. He had not told Isabel or anyone for that matter. Then Max had found out. He didn't know how. Damn him! The scholarship would not allow for married couples. He couldn't take Isabel. If he went. If Isabel couldn't go , he didn't want to. But the opportunity was tremendous. What the hell was he going to do? Isabel had sobbed herself to sleep and when she awoke, she knew what she had to do. She called Alex and asked him to come over. Alex arrived very confused. He and Isabel were just friends now and she had called him in tears. Isabel answered the door and looked miserable. She led him upstairs and paced the room thinking of how to begin. Alex was getting really nervous and worried. "Isabel, what is wrong? Why are you so upset?" Isabel stopped and came to sit by him. "I need a favor Alex. A big favor. You can tell me no, but I need you to really think about it before you do." "What is it?" Isabel took a deep breath and proceeded to ask her favor. Michael climbed up to Isabel's window and went inside. It was very late and her parents were gone out of town. He approached the bed and suddenly stopped at what he saw. Isabel was in bed, apparently asleep...with Alex! "What the hell!!!", he yelled, grabbing at a seemingly startled Alex. Isabel popped up and grabbed the sheet over her and begged Michael to leave Alex alone. Max came running into the room and drew up short at the site that greeted him. "What's going on here?" He ran up to Michael and struggled to pull him off of Alex. "Michael, let him go! Your going to kill him!", shouted Max. Michael shook Alex one more time before throwing him down. He turned on Isabel and shook his head. "I can't believe you! I thought we loved each other. What are you doing in bed with Alex?", he asked, his pain evident in his voice. Isabel stuggled with her emotions. He had to believe. "I couldn't help it Michael. I just felt this need to be with Alex. I do love you, but I discovered it is Alex that I'm in love with. We want to be together. I'm sorry if I hurt you. Please understand." He stared at her and shook, his heart breaking. This couldn't be happening. He wanted to die. He turned and went back out the window. Max turned to her and Alex. "What the hell is happening? Are you crazy? I thought you were madly in love with Michael?", he said through clinched teeth. Isabel began to cry uncontrollably. Alex went to console her. "Max, don't yell at her. She did what she felt she had to do. You don't know everything so don't yell her." He turned back to Isabel. "I'm going now. Let me know if you need me again." He put his shirt and jeans on and left. "I'm confused. What is going on Isabel?" She just shook her head and turned away. "My life just ended Max. My life just ended." Three months later... Isabel got up and went to the bathroom to throw up. She hated throwing up. She washed her face and brushed her teeth before returning to bed. She lay there and thought about how different her life had become in the last three months. The night that Michael had found her with Alex, she had packed her things and left. She did not tell Max. She had left him and her parents notes. She called them once a month. They begged her to come home. She couldn't. They didn't know why she had left.She had gotten the idea from Liz. When she had asked Alex to help her trick Michael into believing that they had slept together, she had told him everything and sworn him to secrecy. He hadn't wanted to it , but agreed that Michael wouldn't go off to school if he knew about the baby. She felt her rounding tummy. She was scared. She had never thought to raise this baby alone. And she grieved for the love that was lost to her. She had hurt Michael so much. She got up and got ready for work. She worked for a dress maker who let her create her own outfits. They were huge sellers in the store. This town was not to different from Roswell, except that she had none of her friends or family...and no Michael. She ate breakfast not because she was hungry, but for the baby. She got dressed in her new maternity clothes and left. She was walking down the street when she felt someone watching her. She stopped and looked around. No one. She walked on to the shop and went inside. "Good morning Isabel!", called out her employer, a nice widowed lady. "And how is that baby today?" "Fine Mrs. Young", Isabel replied. The bell on the door rang as a customer entered. "I'll be right with you", Isabel called without turning. As she approached the front her steps faltered. Max stood infront of her watching her approach. "Max...", she whispered, shaking. Max walked up to her and enclosed her in an embrace. "Oh Isabel, what have you done? Why did you leave? If it was because of the baby, you didn't have to do that", he said as he stroked her hair. Isabel began to cry and clutched at Max. Mrs.Young came out from the back and saw Isabel and a young man she assumed was the father of her baby. "Isabel, why don't you take the day off. Go with your young man and talk things over." Isabel pulled back. "This is my brother Mrs. Young. Max this is my employer,she has been very good to me." "Nice to meet you maam. Thank you for taking care of my sister." "Just take her and talk some sense into her." Max and Isabel went to the park and sat down on the bench. "How did you find me?" "By accident. We have looked everywhere for you. One of the partrons at the Crashdown was here and purchased a dress and said she had seen you. You must not have recognized her. "I work in the back alot, so I may not have seen her", replied Isabel. "Why Isabel?" Isabel took a breath and told him all about Alex, the baby, and Michael. Max shook his head and looked at her. "He didn't go Isabel. He was so devestated that he gave up his scholarship." Isabel felt herself curl up inside. She had ruined his college anyway. "He got another one close by at the community college so he could stay in Roswell. He came back to talk to you and were gone. Alex wouldn't tell us anything, even when Michael threatened to kill him." "I asked him not too. He really doesn't know where I am." "Come home Isabel. You and the baby. Michael misses you ,our parents...and me." "I'm scared Max. I hurt him to help him , and then I hurt him more. I can't face him." Max nodded. "Then at least let me tell Mom and Dad where you are so they can come and see you." "Okay...Max, did you know about the baby before you saw me today?", she asked. Max looked at her and place his hand on her face. "No. I was suprised when I saw you walking to work." She nodded and they left the park. The next day... Michael knocked on the door and waited. Max said that Isabel was okay, but still refused to come home. She thought she had ruined Michael's life. Well he would bring her home where she belonged. The door opened and both stared at each other in silent astonishment. "Michael!" "Your pregnant!?!?" Her hand flew to her abdomen. Oh no! What would he do now? His mind reeled. How far along was she? Why had she not told him? "Come in Michael", she said standing aside to let him in. He walked in and stood watching her. "Were you ever going to tell me your pregnant? Is this why you left? You know how much I wanted a baby, a family." Isabel sat down on the couch. "Michael, I was going to tell you, I had planned to tell you the day your scholarship was found out. But I knew you wouldn't take it if you knew about the baby. We couldn't be the reason you stayed. So I took a lesson from Liz and asked Alex to help me con you. I'm sorry." She began to cry," I've missed you so much." He went to her and sat down beside her ,pulling her to him. "Oh Isabel, you should have told me. I have been crazy with worry about you. And your parents...well you just need to come home." He kissed her and held her tight, afraid she would disappear. "After I cooled down and thought about it, I realized that Alex was to cool about me finding you,like he expected it. I didn't know about the baby, or your reasons, but I felt like a con was going on and I didn't know why." Isabel closed her eyes and felt the first moment of contentment since she had left home. Michael ran his hand down to her belly ,and their child chose that moment to make its presence known. Michael and Isabel felt it, and a glow began in each of them as they felt the wonder of what they had created. "We're getting married you know that don't you",said Michael. Isabel gave him "the look". "Very romantic Michael. Just sweep a girl right off her feet with those sweet words of love." Michael got down on his knees and took her hands in his. Looking tenderly in her eyes he asked, "Isabel Evans, would you do me the honor of becoming my wife? ....Is that better?", he asked her grinning. She rolled her eyes at him and then kissed him softly on the mouth. "Yes, that's better. And the answer is 'yes'." Months later... They were at the cave and Isabel strained to deliver her baby. Michael placed his hand on her distented abdomen and felt the contraction ripple through her. Max entered the cave and brought the supplies with him. "Walk her around Michael. The book says she needs to walk around to speed the labor." So they walked her. Max had taken her pain away earlier, so she wouldn't suffer. Liz prepaired items they would need. "Now Michael! It's coming now! I feel the head!", cried Isabel. Michael calmed his own fears so she would not see them. He had to be strong for her. He sat behind her and braced her while Liz delivered their baby. It came fairly easy as Isabel pushed it out. Very unusual. "It's a boy!", cried Liz. Isabel and Michael stared at him not believing that their child was here. A son! And he had powerful lungs. He would fit right in ...he was vocal. Liz cleaned him up as Max healed Isabel's insides. Liz handed Michael his son so she could take care of Isabel. Michael held him down low so Isabel could see him and touch him. She cried as she gazed at her son. Michael laid him on her chest and sat behind to brace her again. She undid her top and placed her son to her breast. He latched on causing her to jump. "Thanks Isabel for my son", he said as he kissed her.They watched their son nurse and fell in love again. End