| Chapter 5 �Brian's P.o.v.� It was even worse then I thought. The entire trip to Tampa I have been picturing what he looked like...so I can be even a little bit prepared for what I saw. But no matter what I had been thinking, it hadn�t prepared me for this. This person, standing before me couldn�t be my best friend. This person is nothing more then a waling pile of flesh and bones. �Hello Brian. Nick said quietly and shyly. I could tell by the way he wouldn�t look at me that he felt nervous...possibly even ashamed. �My god Nick...what have you done?� I repeated. It seemed like the only thing I could get out of my mouth, and the only thing that was running threw my mind. �Brian, please don�t ask that. Please.� HE quietly begged to me. He was hugging himself tight. Trying not to show how violently he was shaking. I stared hard at him. Tiring to figure out why I didn�t see the signs earlier. Now the signs seemed so obvious now. �Flashback� �Millennium tour: October 99� �Dud, did you guys see that chick in the front row off to the left? Man. I�d do her anyway.� AJ said taking another bite of his quarter pounder with cheese. �AJ there is more to life then girls and sex.� Kevin said, tiring to sounds serious threw his laughter. We had all decided to go out to McDonalds after the show. � What do you think Nick?� I said turning to him. My smile faded as I saw what nick was doing, he had been so quiet since we got there. He was sitting there next to me picking at his hamburger. Picking little pieces off and putting it in his mouth. I couldn�t understand why he was wearing that sweater. It was about 80 degrees outside, plus the sweater seemed 2 sizes too big for him, It hung way too lousily on him. �Nick� I chocked out. � What are you doing?� All the guys were now looking at Nick picking at his food. �I'm tiring to pick some of the fat off my food. This stuff is so greasy it makes me ill to just look at it.� He replied still picking the burger. �Nick just eats the thing.� AJ said, taking another huge bite of his food. �I think I'm just going to go back on the buss and sleep.� Nick said getting up and throwing the meal away. I sat there kind of shocked; nearly the entire thing was just thrown in the trash. I made a note to talk to him later. �End flashback� But I didn�t. ************************************* Chapter 6 Chapter 4 Table Home |