| Epilogue. �Nicks P.O.V.� Dear Journal, Today is my 6th month out of the clinic� I�ve since then gained 45 lbs, leaving me at 149.� I think of that number and I want� so desperately to start dieting again, but I can�t. I thank God every day for AJ.� I�m still living with him and although it�s a pain in the ass every time it comes to eating, I�m very grateful that he's here to help me. I play basket ball with Brian almost every other day.� He�s still upset about me living with AJ, but he�s more grateful I�m staying well then he is upset. My mother divorced my dad.� He talked to the tabloids and gave them pictures of me in the hospital� She wasn�t to happy about that Beej moved in last month with me and AJ. He thought the house needed a woman's touch, and I could use someone else to talk to. As for the rest of the guys, well, they are writing music getting ready for a new album, CAN'T WAIT!. well, it�s supper time, so I g2g your fiend, Nickolas Gene Carter ************************************ Chapter 15 Table Home |