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| 2001 COPYRIGHT BY PETER CHRISTOPHER RAYMOND SHE CLOSED HER EYES AND MADE A FIST AND PRESSED THE KNIFE AGAINST HER WRIST SHE WINCED AND GROWLED IN TWISTED PAIN AS BLOOD DRAINED THROUGH AN OPEN VEIN HYSTERICALLY ELICTING RUEFUL LAUGHTER AS HER LOVELY FACE AND CLOTHES WERE SPLATTERED AND AMIS THIS CENE OF TRAGEDY AND GORE SHE SAID SHE DIDN'T WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE COLLAPSING UNCONSCIOUS WITH HER LIFE RECEDING DEAF TO THE LOUD KNOCKING AND PLEADING THEY'D FOUND A NOTE AND STARTED READING NOW THEY WERE RUSHING TO STEM THE BLEEDING SOMEONE CRIED "DON'T DIE, DON'T DIE" VIOLENTING SHOOK HER TIL SHE OPENED AN EYE THEY WRAPPED HER WOUNDED WRIST WITH GAUZE SHE WAS WEAKENED BY A SEVERE BLOOD LOSS BUT WHO WILL CURE THE EMPTINESS OF HER SOUL REPLACE THE BLOOD BUT THERE'S STILL A HOLE SHE THINKS HERSELF WORTH LESS THAN RUBBISH FOCUSSING HER THOUGHTS ON WHO SHE CAN PUNISH HOW TO BE MORBID AND DARKLY CLEVER SEEN ALL HER FRIENDSHIPS WOUNDED AND SEVERED MADE HERSELF PRETTY WITH POLISH AND GLOSS DIED INSIDE THOUGH NO ONE SAW THE LOSS PLEASE LET HER FROZEN HEART BE THAWED SHE'S KNOWN NEON BEAUTY BUT NEVER KNOWN GOD |