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| 1998 COPYRIGHT BY PETER CHRISTOPHER RAYMOND SOMEONE SAID YOU'RE NAME BUT I DIDN'T SMILE SEE I'VE TRIED TO FORGET YOU FOR A LONG WHILE IT'S NOT THAT I'M NOT GLAD THAT YOU'RE HERE AGAIN I'LL SAY WHAT'S RIGHT JUST LIKE A GENTLEMAN AND WILL NOT SPEAK A WORD YOU DON'T NEED TO HEAR THOUGH THIS MOMENT IS SO DIFFICULT TO BEAR IT'S NOT THAT I DON'T YEARD TO SPEND TIME WITH YOU BUT I MUST NOT LET THOSE FEELINGS SHINE THROUGH I'VE GOT TO CONSIDER ALL THAT IS BEST IF I FALL AGAIN IT MIGHT BE A TERRIBLE MESS MAYBE YOU'RE RIGHT THAT I'M NO LONGER FUN I JUST WANT TO CONSIDER THINGS IN THE LONG RUN MUCH BETTER FOR ME TO JUST RESIST YOU NOW THAN TO TRY TO END IT LATER AND NOT KNOW HOW SO FAR REMOVED FROM THE JOY I THOUGHT WOULD BE IT'S SO RADICALLY CHANGED IT EVEN SHOCKS ME COULD I BLAME YOU IF YOU WERE SAD AND CONFUSED WHEN YOU ARRIVE AND I ASK TO BE EXCUSED I CANNOT STAND TO SEE YOUR LOVELY SWEET FACE AND WISH SOMEHOW THAT MEMORY WAS ERASED I'M AFRAID YOU MAY HAVE NOTICED THE CHANGE THOUGH MAYBE YOU HAVEN'T THOUGHT IT STRANGE AS LONG AS I CAN AVOID HAVING TO EXPLAIN I'LL GLADLY SPARE YOU THE TRUTH AND ADDED PAIN YOU ARE THE STRANGE DREAMS IN MY HEAD EVERY REGRET AND WORD LEFT UNSAID EMPTINESS PRONOUNCED AND SADNESS MAGNIFIED CAN I SUPPRESS THESE URGES AND LET THEM HIDE RETREATING QUIETLY IN A SUBTLE UNSEEN FASHION PURGE YOU FROM MY HEART AND PUT OUT THE PASSION KNOCK DOWN THE TEMPTATION AND NOT BE ITS' SLAVE NOT LET IT AFFECT HOW I OUTWARDLY BEHAVE |