The douts are lurking
I think it's working
but the douts are lurking
I'm gettting better
but wheather or not
my deprasing is still there
I don't care
cuz
I'm happer
and I'm laughing
more
it once was a chore
to laugh
crying was easyer
more simpler
and being sad
or mad
on how life is crule
and the force that ruled
was dispare
why I share
thise feelling
I dont know
but I'll think I'll show
a little more
cuz I want you a friend
but in the end
none ever get close
I'm too shy
I don't know why
I just remember
in november
last year
no one was near
I stayed home
alone
that whole month
crying
wishing
that I was
Dieing
but that was the past
that will always be there
but this is now
and those feeling are less
but it's best
to let you know
I still have them
they will allways be around
a sound
inside
my head
wishing I was dead
but like I said
It's done
like a moring sun
turn to day, then night
so It's Right, and over
By Michael J. Riley 2003 All Rights reseved