I think of what might be if he were laying here in my arms
He is the first man to ever make me crave something so badly
When I think of him, I feel safe, I know he would never hurt me
When I talk to him, he makes me laugh, my smiles are endless
When I search inside myself he is the one that feels right
Then I think back at all the time spent thinking
Thinking I needed to do to get to this choice, but I know it's right
Complicated situations surround both of us right now, it sucks
But I know when it comes down to it everything happens for a reason
Just as everything changes for a reason, that's when we'll be happy
Life throws you all these curves and expects you to follow
Well this time the one I want is right in fron of me wanting me back
What is so wrong about that?I'm sorry others may be hurt in the process
But if they aren't right for their lover they'll only be hurt awhile
Am I being an asshole in saying that? I don't know it's just how I feel
You can't sit and be with some one who doesn't make you happy
When some one who cna make you happy is starring at you in the face
I guess I just see it as not being fair to anyone in the situation
So off this little boi goes to think of his man all night long
And dream of when things are all right and we are side by side
R. E. Knight