I am but one soul, whose possibilities are innumerable
My destination unknown, but my path well carved out
23 years old, without a clue at times, others seem so obvious
I feel like I'll burst soon, if I don't become who I need to be
I'm starting to think, so much differently from how I used to
I know once I start, I'll never be the same, everything will change
I close my eyes, & count to 10 hoping everything will be okay
I open them up, realizing this is the begining of my journey
I've been hiding in the corner, in the darkness of my shadow
I'm trying to find the answers, to my so called life
How much longer will I have to search 'til I know?
Or do I know already & now I need only act on it?
Everything in me tells me I need to proceed not being scared
How will others understand if I can barely understand it myself?
Will things stay on this path of everything is okay
Or will it descend into a vastness of nil?
I want to believe things will only proceed to get better
I convince myself of my good fortune & find only moments later
I am back to having nothing, being nothing, feeling nothing
Right now it is so damn confusing to be me, to be Riley
All my friends support me so if I loose others I have my friends
My friends are my family they love me as I love them
Without them I would truely be lost so thanx to them everywhere
R. E. Knight