It's 3 am I'm fading in and out of sleep
Sitting and wishing I would've stayed
You were right all along and I wouldn't listen
You called it all off and now we're half a world apart
You seem so near me everyday
I feel you, still knowing, somewhere you are thinking of me too
It makes me think of all the days out in the rain
And the winter afternoons with snow fights
Autumn we would always walk the lakes
Onto spring when we got so excited we thought jumping
Into freezing cold lakes would be a good idea
That summer we got water balloons, do you remember?
We had our fights in rounds, and neither of us won
How could one of us have won when we were equally wet?
Your smile was what I held dearly, and to know I made you smile
You were so beautiful, wheether you'll ever admit it or not
You were always so concerned for my behalf
Making sure I slept making sure I felt better when I was sick
I loved you with all my heart and soul, until you decided it wouldn't work
But then times goes by and I am not so near to you anymore
Now all I can think about is would it ever work again?
Would it be worth a shot or more stressing for me than I need?
Only you can answer that, for I am lost and now you want to find me
I'm not sure I want to be found, but if convinced I would be easily swayed
It's going on 4am and I can see us walking across the Hennipen Bridge
Hand and hand on the river trails of the grand 'ol Mississippi
Not sure where you are now, hope you're doing fine
You are always on my mind and in my heart whereever I go
R. E. Knight