Trembling in the disillusion I call my life
Pondering where I'll end up kickin' my feet up
Dazing into absolutely no where
Trying to waste all the time away.
Staring around at the different faces
The faces of content, and of love
The faces of confusion, and of fear
Can't quite figure where my face fits in.
Lingering for knowledge and experience
Searching for the source, who will tell?
Traveling in and out of even my own mind
Finding I cannot be found, I'm lost.
Realizing no one is looking for me
I am stuck where I don't belong
Help is not at my knees begging
I look and know it will not come.
Supporting not only myself, right now
Dealing with what I have
Accepting, that this is how things are
Unhappy, but I'm alive, that's all I need.
R. E. Knight