The time spent
Was it a dream?
Or did it mean something to you?
I want to believe
You feel the way I do
But I can't help and think
Now I know you don't care a bit.
Visions of you
The feelings we shared
Did I through myself out
Or did I keep it in a lot?
I want to think
I did the right thing
I want to think
You shared the same things.
Visions of you
The fire that burnt
Was I the only one,
Who had a burning in my heart?
I want to believe
You cared enough to know
How deeply I felt
How much I felt for you.
Visions of you
The things we expressed
Talking for days.
Did I bore you? In what way?
I want to deny,
All that you said.
I want you to take back,
All of the lies.
Visions of you
The things that we know
Could you just not show me?
Or express how you felt?
I want to acknowledge
All that you say,
But I know it's not true!
So I guess, what can I say?
Visions of you
The passion was there
Did you want it so badly?
Not knowing what you had?
I want to assume,
You knew how I felt.
I fell for you fast,
I didn't have a chance!
The connection that showed,
A constant reminder
Of what now will never be.
I want to want you!
I know it's not right!
I can't get over
How you held me so tight.
Visions of you
The night was so blind,
It swept us away
Like dust in the wind.
I want to love you!
So badly, and so true.
I know you don't feel that way though,
So i say to you "good night."
Visions of you
No one in the world knew,
All that had happened,
Between us two.
I want to tell all
But I know you don't.
Are you closeted?
Or is this a joke?
Visions of you
So many people thought you knew
We'd never get together.
Were they right?
I want to space out,
Pretend what you said
Was not true,
But I can't ohh well.
Visions of you
The truth came to be spontaneous
I envisioned much more
Than you say now will be.
"Just friends" you say
Well sure I guess it's okay.
I don't really mean it
But I think i have to.
Visions of you
The love I had for you I fell so hard
And flew down, down, down
You wanted less.
I wanted more.
Ohh well I guess,
I have none to say anymore.
R. E. Knight