The feeling I guess just never really leaves,
The thoughts I've thought are back again to stay,
No one seems to be the right person for me.
Flings start & end with no sucess,
Everythin goes back to the way it was,
Everything changes & is never the same.
I want this so badly & don't know how to make it stay,
I try so hard & it all fails,
I am not sure what I should say or do,
To keep all that I have so good,
I want to give up so much & I know,
I need to stay focussed.
I try so hard & it all fails,
I really just need to stop & think,
If only it wasn't so very hard.
R. E. Knight