I feel so really hurt inside, I really want to cry.
I don't know how much longer, I can withstand the lies.
The improbabilities, the deflection, why must you have died?
All of the memories here in my heart, a long, long ways away from now.
It happened so fast my friend, they beguiled you then pow!
I have ever since, felt a blemish, amongst my intact existence.
I feel prestigious despair, but nobody cares.
I want you back, I need you here.
Why aren't you with me, I miss you.
Now I feel no lust for life, but that is fine and good.
Nobody listens deep in their souls, nobody listens anymore.
Why oh why did this happen to me, oh why did it happen so fast?
One moment I talked to you, and then adjacently you bereaved me.
I know you had no choice, I know it's not my fault.
How can I just sit here though, and watch you go away.
It really isn't fair at all, but now I must proclaim.
All that thought they knew you well, are now to you ignored.
Good-bye Dionne, good-bye Dionne, I'll always remember you.
The laughter and the fun times, sad, bad, and good times.
Nobody knows how bad I feel, all inside myself.
I can't believe almost a year's gone by,
I don't know how I'll make it through.
More & more time, just keeps passing,
less & less your memory is dismissed.
I thought I knew what heaven was, until you left that day.
I can't stand one more minute more, one second alone is enough.
I wish I could set back the hands of time,
so you would be here now, again.
I don't know how I'll say good-bye, I guess I never will.
But maybe just good-night, in hopes to see you another, some other day.
Away, away my mind is drifting, far, far, far away from here.
I know not how to leave you, I was one of your followers.
I almost think you were sent from above,
although I do not believe in GOD.
I think a part of you has changed, & turned into a part of me.
I'll always remember every word,every single thing you said.
And always think about you, in my heart instead of my head.
Nobody knows the pain I feel, I really must die.
I feel so really hurt inside, It feel so good to cry.
R. E. Knight