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| November 9,2002 I started dating a nice boy from school today... and he asked me out! Interesting, huh? He's really sweet. His name is Ryan Balogac (Below-gotch)... we went to see a movie, then to eat at applebees, then we went bowling, then to my house where we looked at the stars.... cheesy, huh? I don't care what anyone else thinks...he's really great. |
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| December 13,2002 Powderburn played today in Austin at the Vibe... i couldnt go.... but I went with my sweetie to get his tattoo... it looks good, even though its a silly record label... but silly Brandon had to go with us (ryan's friend)... he isnt that bad.. just bad enough... he reminds me of Brett. |
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| December 28,2002 I finally got around to seeing stephanie the other day. I think we're going to that bonfire thing tonight. I'm still a little sick, though. I have to go get showered and changed for work now. |
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| February 14, 2003 I got to spend the evening with Ryan today. He's so awesome. He got me a big stuffed fluffy puppy named Hank... and he wrote me a little poem on his ear. The best part of the evening was when we got to spend time together alone. Ryan makes me so so happy. |
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| February 25, 2003 I'm so mad at Brett right now. He really fucking pisses me off. He told Ryan's best friend Brandon this really huge lie about me. He said that I was cheating on Ryan. Then Ryan asked me if it was true. Why on earth would I do anything like that to Ryan? I love him so much. I dont know. I'm just confused. Mainly because Brett said that Brandon was in on making it up. I don't know who to believe. I love Ryan though. So so much. And I STILL want to spend the rest of my life with him. He makes me smile so much. |