| Weeeeeellll, after much heartbreak, love, and most recently anger... I stopped the charade with Gina. After being told last night after 5 months that she never could see me dating her, I pretty much lost it. Unlike the times before, there was not an ounce of sadness, but instead a huge feeling of Anger and Hate. This didn't set in until this morning, when I realized how badly I had been treated considering how good I treated her. You need to understand that anytime I extended myself to do something for her or invite her somewhere, it was laughed off, and NEVER taken seriously, unless all of her REAL friends were busy. Therefore this made me the backup friend, the Super Sub, if you will. When that spark was needed, Loop was there, but only then. I say fuck that. No One, and the Best means NO ONE does that and gets away with it for long. And then, to tell me after 5 months, which included being told that "it could work out between us if we tried", that "I Never could see myself with you". Fuck off bitch. You aren't my friend, you are a self-centered, spoiled, ungrateful, fucked up, rich princess, who gets drunk at any possible time, and sooner or later will get raped and possibly contract some kind of STD or other disease or worse yet (maybe better actually) will end up pregnant because you hookup with any random guy at any random party. My predicition is that one of the aforementioned things happens, or you end up at a hospital getting your stomach pumped sometime during your freshman year of college. Not that I am surprised, considering your own mother has caught you drinking a beer, in your house, BY YOURSELF, and never even punished you. So my phone call today, when I said that I don't really care what happens to you, because never, NOT ONCE, in the 5 months that we have known each other, has it ever crossed your mind that my feelings mean just as much as yours. So spend your last few months with your friends, and then on August 22nd, when you have to leave for college and realize that your friends, except for the ever so loveable Sean, won't be there, and you cry and you cry, realize that the sadness and loneliness that you are feeling doesn't even come close to the feelings that I felt in the last 5 months. |