Darkness closing in around me
hoarding my fears
Searching through barren land
a cure for these tears
But through all my journies
I am yet to fund such
A cure for my tears I only just have touched
When I see her kindly face my pain fades away
The tears disappear by day and take away my fears
Living in sorrow dying through song
watching as my life wastes away
my soul perishing more every day
The selfish thoughts i have were never there before
before you came into my life and ran my spirit through the floor
The end i feel is coming and I am ready to accept it
Even at the time of my demise i still will not regret this
You came into my life and stomped out all the good things
Leaving me with nothing but a gat and all these feelings.....
Anger flows like venom
Distorting all my feelings and my thoughts
Hate is all I feel for you
Its time to checkout now, time to pay the piper
You tried to fuck me over and now your deeds are going to bite you
Your selfish pride was your demise
Now its time to pay the piper
I once was clouded
pain blinded my vision
I went on, my life shrouded
pain blinded my vision
I ran with the wrong crew
pain blinded my vision
making bad choices and not giving a fuck
pain clouded my vision
then suddenly my eyes were opened
pain faded my vision
now ive found a new drug
compassion improves my vision
i care for her as i never have cared
and i can never go back or...
pain will end my vision
waking up feeling worn out
depression closing in around me
emptying my soul
contemplation of my demise
people plotting on me
fake facades of friendship keep me on my toes
not afraid of death
yet terrified of its pain
i plotted my own death.. and would have gone thru
but god saved me from me and delivered me to you
i now have a care in my life and i can live without fear
for i now have the desire to live my life without tears.
Days filled with rain clouding my vision
Culture blinding me with false intuition
Pain in my life causing my sorrow
Waking up every morning and wanting tomorrow
With pen in my hand I sit and I wonder
What would I do if not for tomorrow
Every day contemplating my end
If things will be better then please tell me when
For my days are all filled with pain and with sorrow
As I wake up each morning wanting tomorrow
The Great Gatsby
^^Ok so its not a poem, or even original work but i like it and thats all that matters.
Tell someone u love them, you might not get another chance
Many days as I lay in my bed
praying an angel would enter my head
I would imagine her in my mind
And picture her face as it looked upon mine
A solid face never found, this remained clouded
But now when I see her her face is not shrouded
I see her eyes and her beauty ever so clear
And hold her close to fend away fears
I asked you the question, you gave the response
I found my angel, and for this I thank God
^^ for my angel, I'm always going to be here for you, no matter what
How is it that you can effect me so
Teaching my heart to no longer be cold
I spent 7 years blocking love from my life
Yet somehow in three months you've cleared up my sight
I cannot thank you enough for all that you;ve done
And for you I would conquor all under the sun
For seven long years I fell down the abyss
But you pulled me out and I thank you for this
**Thank you Jenelle, You will never know how much you mean to me**