Revalation 12.30.03

u n i werent ment 2 be ur place juss isnt here with me ur everything i've eva dreamed of n u will 4eva hav my luv but there's sumthing that bothers me... ur not tha same grl u used 2 be ur not wut i need nemore been with plenty of grls like u b4 but now im tired of all that its time 2 throw in tha hat n find sumthin real sumthin that i can feel sumthin that will last sumthin that aint stuck in tha past...

Tha End of Fall 12.19.03

its tha end of fall n we're 2getha once n 4 all can hold u in my arms again n stop pretendin like we're juss friends i've wanted this 4 so long n here is where i belong without chu tha skyz seemed 2 rain not havin wuz drivin me insane 2day there's nuthin but blu skies as i look deep into ur eyes or so it seemed... til i woke up n realized it wuz all juss a dream...

Cant 4get U 12.14.03

i cant seem 2 4get tha way that i feel n how i knew it wuz real from tha moment we met 4 so long i've tried but no matta wut i do my luv 4 u juss wont die i pretended 2 hate cuz u hurt me so bad wuz angry n sad cuz i told u 2 late if only i had another chance i'd tell u how i felt how u made my heart melt with just 1 glance just tell me wut 2 do want me 2 get on my knees? n beg u pls? wuteva it is... i'll do it 4 u u r tha 1 for me these feelings i can't deny can't keep livin on this lie cuz u n i r meant to be

Dream Come Tru 10.21.03

from tha very 1st day, i felt tha flame i looked into ur eyes n all these feelings came i tried to hold bak tha emotions i felt but everytime i see u smile, my heart starts 2 melt i felt sumthin that made me weak in the knees baby grl, wut else could it be? u were perfect in every way or so i thought til u went away cant seem to sleep unless i've had a drink or my mind will juss think think think but how much i miss u cuz u were a dream come tru

Cant Get Ova U 10.21.03

no matta wut i do can't seem 2 get ova u tha look on ur face wheneva u smiled i juss cant erase even though its been awhile i've tried so hard 2 4get but i keep thinkin bout tha day we 1st met wheneva u were around i could alwayz see tha light wheneva i wuz down u found a way 2 make things aite seein u alwayz made my day without chu tha dayz r so gray we used 2 be tite i could talk 2 u bout nething when we'd go 4 long walks late at nite a sense of happiness u would bring how could i think that chu eva cared i can tell by tha way u stare that u dont giva damn no more n ur heart is frozen 2 tha core

When? 10.19.03

can sumbody tell me when i can feel like myself again? n how long it will be tilI i can face this reality? what can i say? what can i do? can't u see, that I'm missing u? there's no where to run, n no where left to hide dont u kno that this is tearing me up inside? tell me how 2 make u see wut im feelin in my heart im hangin on tha memories n tryin not 2 fall apart im driftin without u im beggin u grl, pls... juss tell me wut 2 do so i can put my heart at ease

Wut Tha Fuck? 10.16.03

u think u kno me but u dunno shit so shut tha fuck up cuz this is it u say ur tha user? wait... its kinda a blur hu jocked hu for 4 yrs straight? juss cuz i neva noticed u, ya really shouldnt hate u gotta pretend u sum1ur not fuckin all tha guyz cuz u think u hot i bet 5 bucks that u get aids fuckin sum loser that u had 2 pay ur life wuz bad so u cried cant believe ya TRIED 2 commite suicide how hard is it 2 get it rite? juss take sum pills n say gudnite leave me alone i dont giva damn let me be cuz i am hu i am we're finished we're done 2 bad knoin u cant be undone

Destiny 10.11.03

i luv u with all my heart ur everything i dreamed u could be miss u wheneva we're apart its like ur my destiny promise me u'll neva say gudbye i cant seem 2 hide no matta how hard i try tha way i feel inside i'll neva hurt u i'll neva lie i'll alwayz protect u alwayz stay by ur side...

Wut Wuz That? 10.10.03

u think u kno me but chu dunno shit so shut tha fuck up cuz this is it u say ur tha user? wait... its kinda a blur hu jocked hu for 4 yrs straight? juss cuz i neva noticed u, ya really shouldnt hate u gotta pretend u sum1ur not fuckin all tha guyz cuz u think u hot i bet 5 bucks that u get aids fuckin sum loser that u had 2 pay ur life wuz bad so u cried cant believe ya TRIED 2 commite suicide how hard is it 2 get it rite? juss take sum pills n say gudnite leave me alone i dont giva damn let me be cuz i am hu i am we're finished we're done 2 bad knoin u cant be undone.

Sry 10.8.03

i'm sry grl 4 all tha pain but hear me out, juss lemme explain i met her last week at tha party we hit if off n then she wanted sum privacy so like a gentleman, i took her home she wuz fine as hell n we were all alone ya mite think u kno wut happened next but grl, we neva had no sex! all we did wuz talk late at nite i wouldn't hav gone if i knew we would fight u shoulda known i'd alwayz stay tru all i eva wanted, eva needed wuz u

That Grl 10.8.03

i've known u 4 so long thought wut we had wuz strong u knew me like no1 else even betta than i knew myself u were perfect in every way made tha sun shine when skies were gray then all of a sudden u went away i've thought bout u everyday last month u came bak like nuthin happened at 1st it wuz all confuzin but now i got it all figured out in my mind there is no doubt ur not tha same grl u used 2 be not tha 1 i luved so faithfully cant tell if u a slut or a posser either way u still a loser alwayz frontin like u sum bad grl tryin 2 get sum more but chu juss look like a wannabe whore used 2 think u were where i belonged now im juss glad ur gone

All Alone 10.1.03

i feel so alone dunno wut 2 do i'd talk on da fone but there's no1 left 2 talk 2 tha nitez r so dark tha skies so gray sumtimes i sit in tha park n try 2 find my way my soul feels empty my heart incomplete pain n suffering is wut i c but neva tha answers that i seek my life is like a wandering star alwayz lost, alwayz solo my final destination is so far how im gonna get there? i dunno my life aint perfect all my friends r gone i cant help it i feel so alone

Sweet Luv 9.27.03

i luv u baby ur my fantasy ur so sexy its like i won tha lotery we're tha perfect pair 4 u, i'd go newhere without u my heart's in pain baby grl... this aint no game i boughta ring gonna ask u bout tha marrige thing i looked into ur eyes u seem surprised we headed home unpluged tha fone juss me n u all alone from ur lips i hear a soft moan its like tha perfect dream then u break out tha whip cream im on a quest to feel those lucious breasts then we hit tha sack n wait 4 our strength 2 come bak....

Its Ova 9.27.03

life is so confusin i hav so many quesitons i luved u truely cuz u were my destiny u juss left me stole my heart like it wuz a robbery i'v thought bout u everyday since tha day u went away u were unique made me feel complete gave me hope cant believe it wuz all a joke this is tha end dunno if i can start again

Bak in Tha Day 9.3.03

remeba awhile bak? like 4 years 2 be exact gave u every part of me everything that i could be though chu wuz my destiny so i luved u faithfully opened up my heart neva thought we would part cant believe this is the end wont eva feel that way again life always seems 2 hava twist juss neva thought it could be this i feel sumthin from within my chest it's tellin me the answer is death rite now im thinkin bout how 2 die fuck this u aint worth no suicide.

8.19.03

y wont u talk 2 me? thought u said u luved me wuz it sumthin i said? wuz it sumthin i did? pls tell me grl cuz ur my world in the darkness ur my guiding light juss tell me how i can make things rite i'm gonna do wuteva it takes cuz my luv 4 u wuz neva fake when i c u walkin down the hall i think bout that time at da mall those were the days way bak in may how do i convince u that my luv 4 u is tru im sorry that i made u cry i'll luv u till the day i die