ok.. the other page was getting WAYYY too full, so I'm puttin all my NEW poems up on this side...
Most of what follows for right now are all poems I have written for my current OnLine BF, Cory... so.. here we go!!!!
My heart stops beating
When you talk yourself down
Don't you see the truth in my eyes?
Can't you feel the love in my touch?
My heart aches inside
That I can't stop your pain.
I long to take your fears and tears
And kiss them all away
I'm here for you
I love youI'll never stop because
With you I belong
You alone I care for
You alone I love
The pain, the heartache
I feel it first before the rest The moistness, the hazy vision
I can't stop the tears from falling
Blood Red teras trickle down my face
Into the waiting Tissues of Sorrow
My heart is Bleeding
My heart is crying, dying
Because you've said goodbye
I want you and only you to stay
By my side
I wans only your arms to hold me
When I cry
I want you, only you
To kiss my tears aside
My Blood Red tears
The tears that were created
When My Heart Cried
I can't help but smile
When I hear your voice
I can't help but grin
When I see your face.
Thinking of you makes me
Happy when I'm blue
I can't help but laugh
When you tell a joke
I love you,
Could I do any less?
Staring into Space
Not feeling, not hearing
Anything but your voice
My friends say I've lost it
I smile at nothing
Or so they think.
I smile at you
Because you're all that I can see
You think that I'm not hurt.
You say you never wanted me
You think that I'm not dying.
Inside I still love you
Inside I always will
You hurt me when you push me away
You say that I'm dead to you
Then leave me alone
Leave me dead
Forget me
But I will
Never
Forget you
~~
I hear a voice calling me
I feel a hand holding mine
Every Now and Then
I feel eyes on me
I hear laughter joining mine
Every Now and Then
I feel arms holding me
I feel a soul touching mine
Every Now and Then
I feel you out there
I hear you voice
Every Now and Then
I feel you watching over me
I know you're with me
Every Now and Then
I'm not as alone as I was
When you first left, but
Every Now and Then
I wish you were still here
And not in heaven above
~~~
The bells no longer ring
"Freedom" shoots through your mind
But are you truly free?
What comes next will be a challenge
A fight you might not want to make
To make yourself better,
You know you must
But fear takes a grip
And holds onto you
You're on your own
Which path do you take?
Suddenly, "Freedom" doesn't seem
Quite so great
~~~~
To my world of Fantasy
Live with me
Only on dreams
In this world
Nothign goes wrong
In this world
Everything is a song
Come with me
Live with me
Our love will be
All we need.
~~~~
She is waiting
He'll be there soon
She closes her eyes and dreams
Of how it used to be
She remembers the feel of his hands
Warm on her flesh, cold around her heart
She freezes. Stops.
He's here
She opens her eyes
"Keep them closed"
She obeys, what else can she do?
His hands and tongue roman her body
She opens her soul to him
He holds back
She dies inside, the past is gone
Only angry lust remains
She receives him fully
Better lust than nothing at all
She freezes again
He didn't leave, he's still beside her
She opens her eyes to stare into his
"I love you" he says and gives her a kiss
She is reborn, the past has returned
The darkness be damned.