Stomach - [May 28 05]  10:42 AM

Ok, as of today I stop drinking, even if it's for fun and kick back, I hate this feeling also, ha. My stomach felt like shit when I woke up today, I can taste the Vodka down in my stomach (YUCK). On top of that work at the mall today and I don't feel very well :( 

History of TranquiL Imagination Reflections - [May 26 05]  12:52 AM

LoL, I wanted to write a hella shit loads about the history of "Reflections," but imma sum it up. About 60 - 70 pages hand written to keep my daily thoughts on log and my experiences in jail. Civilian prisoner I was :(. Well, on to the great fun stupid things. GAMBLING IS FREAKEN FUN, yet its stressful haha. The gym is awesome. Me and Son have been hitten it up non stop since we signed up on the 15th of May. We probably been there about 9 times. Checking out all the pretty ladies that work out wink wink* PERVERSION MODE ACTIVATED. Lol just kiddin. Hmm............. 2 jobs again weeeeeeeeeee.. Actually 3 different jobs :D.

Massacre on my Thumb @ Work - [May 22 05]  12:25 PM

So the day was freaken hella busy at work, I mean taco'ing the dough for pizzas, making those freaken baked potatoes, cuttin up the lettuce, just doing hella stuff. So, the dough took forever to roll cuz of all the side things. After about 45 mins of rolling the dough, I noticed one of the co-workers had piled up HELLLA FREAKEN dishes for me. I mean piled up and down the sink and even behind me! I was thinking holy shit I'm gonna take forever to finish and not wash them all in time be4 my deadline for the day, but I'm quick so they got done :D, wEEEEEEEEeee. Well, before I finished I was talking to the general manager I asked "Hey can you believe I finished all those dishes and stuff?" and she replied "That was a lot of fucken dishes." After that occurred, I was scrubbing the last pan, scrubbing hard to the left I felt a mean ass rip in my thumb. One of the co-workers walked in and she asked "Hey! your bleeding, are you ok??!" I was like "yea! it Hurts!" so blood was gushing down my thumb hella fast. I started wiggling it in order to stop the pain. The general manager goes "HEY STOP THAT YOUR GETTING BLOOD EVERYWHERE." 'Laugh,' I looked at my thumb and there was a big rip and crack in my nail. Side note: blood gushing out of thumb. So the gm gave me a a napkin to wrap around my thumb while she searched for band aids. Eventually, she found it band aided my thumb up and put a small finger rubber over it. One of the female co-workers came in and watched the gm put the rubber on and she said "OoOOo, I wanna see you put it on." LoL, the gm said oh she gets excited when I bring out the mini condoms, I freaken laughed hardcore. After that, the gm asked "are you good now? It's all set, I'm not gonna kiss it." Haha, man funny shit at work. On another note, I wanna eat the lasagna I make and bake, with the pasta sauce and cheddar cheese on top with the parsley for decorations :D (When I'm at work).

Confused about What to Write - [May 16 05]  5:42 AM

Like, I sat here wondering if I should write down this movie end that I felt was significant and awesome, but then again. LoL I don't even care about my own opinions. Lets see last night was fun, went gambling for the enjoyment and hell of it. Went on a win streak and hit a lucky bonus jackpot which lead to other fun events. Weirdest, yet funky thing I saw when I was using the toilet at the casino. a ashtray while you take a #1, lol... I was like I should just take one to smoke a cigarette and stare at the ashtray. Ha, I thought it was interesting and hilarious. I need a haircut, plus I can't wait to get my free pass to the Bally's gym. Hopefully they aren't trying to scam me for some free bucks cuz I'm not givin it up. Gold's Gym seems like my type of gym to chill and work out at. Work was interesting, I see to much cockyness around the people I work with, wink ;). But tis TRUE! One thing I want to say is I thank God for watching over me and my Mom not non-stop nagging at me and just being cool :). KoN give me theee sites, and congrats on your new job. Son is tight, his timing and words are motivating with it comes to being a good person and GAMBLING lol. Dara stop stressin, James lets get our entrepreneur business up. Sammy and litha you two are just fun and funny. Eric and family, you have my deepest condolences. I pray for your family (that I known forever) and Jerry. Because of him I wouldn't be where I am. I mean he got me into high school. :). Binh don't pull any irrational shit on me, you got your kids still man and your a grown adult. My aunty up in San Fran (this lady is my homie, but most of all your my hero!), my attorney is freaken awesome. Without him I'll prolly have all gray hairs at age 19. :) Goodness! I love my new website layout version 2. The theme is so freaken awesome, but a few more 3D shadow touches and I will be more then 100.9% satisfied, I hope you don't mind coding it KoN, and give me my flash intro! or I'll blow my brains out making one! Wow, I'm just babbling off. Tooo freaken happy. Nite everyone! 

P.S. KoN, you slut where's my comment SECTION???? >:-|           _Vocal trance and trance music_ is freaken tight, you can hate (Son) cough. I like it I dun cur what you think + all you conformists music lovers shut that shit up :D LISTEN to "Immortal Technique" and "Nas" they know what's up, oh btw they aren't trance and vocal trance, its Hip-Hop kthx, bye. 

Everything - [May 9 05]  5:01 AM

Funny how I should never doubt myself.

Wondering - [May 8 05]  1:22 AM (gg dunno what happened to the rest of my entry)

It's been awhile since I wrote in 'Reflection,' but anyways I'm just sittin here wondering if I should sacrifice some of the work I do to survive and try to get a loan and go back to school. I mean even with the crippled day I have to go and be a bitch to those that ruined some of what was happiness to me. I'm waiting for something, but that one thing always leads back to money. Screw money. I'm just gonna be a hard ass worker til something comes up that I do or perform to get more of it.. to help my family and myself. Where the hell am I going with this? really, ha. I notice my mind does this shit where I have a hard time remembering what I am taught instantly. I guess it's a fucked up short term ? lol ah, owell. Lack of motivation and determination always ruins what I aim for and that hits me a lot. I'm always trying to dig a way out of what was hell to me and I'm doing a good job .... slowly. Freak it. Oh, yeah happy mother's day to all theeeee 'Mother's' you deserve it. On a side freaken note KoN is a fucken retard when it comes to having a cell phone :D. I seriously need him to at least email me some of the work were doing so I can present it to a client for this $1200.00 project. So dude pick up your cell, listen to your voicemail, hump a cow, fucken shit dude lol. I need you to do more websites damnit! So I can get our entire team portfolio or imma drive down to Long beach and surgically cut your penis off and insert fallopian tubes, a clitoris, the vagina, labia majora, herpes diseases (for temporary suffering), and whatever female anatomy I forgot to add, to where your penis is removed. So get on AIM or some shit dude! SERIOUS :D. Hmmm, work was fun today, let's see