Waking Wakefield
by Robin2
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The last thing Willow Wakefield expected to find three nights before her wedding day was her fianc� snug in
the arms of her best friend. Naked. In her bed. Well, that and the blizzard. Oh, and the man she�d
found slumped outside her bedroom window unconscious and in danger of freezing to death. But there it all
was, staring her in the face. Plain as day. In less than three hour�s time her life had become an almost
unbearable clich�.
Willow swore loudly and slammed the microwave door
shut. She jabbed at the buttons like she�d wanted to
poke at Cammie�s big green eyes. She couldn�t do
that, oh no. She had to remain calm sensible Willow,
nurse to the world�s ego. Doormat to the world�s
muddy boots.
�Yep,� she muttered as she bent her knees to peer in
the microwave. �That�s me, one big calm, sensible,
doormat.�
�Wills.�
Richard�s heavy voice sounded from the doorway. She
kept her back to him. Let him simmer in guilt. Let
him get all wrinkly. Let him drown for all she cared.
�You can�t shut us out like this. It�s not fair,� he
said.
�There are knives in here, Richard,� she said quietly
as she busied herself opening cabinets in search of
the hot chocolate. She hoped the threat carried
across the room. �Don�t make me use one.�
In a while, when the roads cleared enough for everyone
to go home, she�d have her breakdown. Willow sighed.
�How�s the man?�
�Cammie�s taking care of him,� Richard said. �She�s
having a difficult time raising his body temperature,
though.�
�I�d think she be perfect for the job,� Willow said
finally turning to face her fianc�. Ex-fianc�, she
quickly corrected herself.
�She didn�t have any problems raising your
temperature,� she said, then looked pointedly at his
crotch and cocked an eyebrow. �Or anything else if
memory serves me.�
The microwave sounded and Willow turned around and
jerked the door open. The water she�d heated for hot
chocolate bubbled. So tempting, she thought, so damn
tempting just to throw it at him. She kept her hands
busy putting mugs and packets on a tray and when all
was loaded lifted it from the counter and turned.
Richard blocked the door and spread his hands. Willow
stopped short unsure of his intentions, but damn sure
she wasn�t going to touch him. Unless it involved his
physical discomfort.
�I�ve been meaning to tell you for a while, Wills,� he
said. His brown eyes widened. �There was just never
a good time.�
�Never a good time?� Willow repeated in disbelief.
She turned and slammed the tray on the stove. Mugs
clattered and water sloshed. Later she would revel in
the fact that he had jumped, but now she was too
angry.
�When was a good time, Richard?� She demanded. She
felt her voice rise and struggled to keep it low.
�After our vows? Our honeymoon?�
She shook her head and brought her hands to her face.
If she let go now she�d be useless to help the man on
her couch. That thought alone helped her focus. She
could do something about him. Richard and Cammie were
a lost cause. The merely took up space and air. She
snatched the tray off the stove and stepped forward.
�You�re in my way,� she reminded him.
�Don�t be like this,� Richard whispered. �I made a
mistake.�
Willow stopped short again. She felt the blood
vessels expand in her face as the furious blush
crawled up her neck.
�Get out of my way,� she enunciated each word.
When she saw him pause she groaned and pushed past
him.�The instant the roads get passable, you�re out of
here,� she called over her shoulder as she made her
way to the living room.
She stopped just inside the doorway long enough to see
Cammie leaning over the man on her couch. All of
Cammie�s blonde goddess appeal radiated around the
room, and for the first time in years Willow allowed
the latent jealousy to rear its ugly head to join its
not so latent partner, self-doubt.
Sure, Willow thought as she forced herself to cross
the room and look at Cammie, You can have any man in
the world you want, and probably have, her jealous
voice chimed in, and you choose mine. And now you�re
showing off your goods to the knocked out pervert on
my couch.
�We should call 911,� Cammie said. She pulled the
blankets tighter around the man�s shoulders. �He
looks dead.�
�Why don�t you get out there and write help in the
snow?� Willow suggested as she set the tray on the
coffee table.
�The phones are out, remember? Big blizzard and
all?� Cammie glanced up quickly.
�I�m serious, Wills,� she said. �I think he�s dead.�
Willow stood and walked to the man�s side. She stared
down at him, fully prepared to point out what an idiot
Cammie was but the fact that the man�s chest didn�t
move stopped the words on her lips.
�Oh my -� she sputtered. Then put her hands to his
cool wrist. Nothing. She let it go and it dropped
with a muted thud back on the couch.
Her mind raced with nothing-something-everything as it
tried to make sense of the situation. A dead pervert
on her couch was something she�d never even considered
handling before.
�What do we do?� Cammie asked. Her voice took an
alarming pitch to it and she looked helplessly to
Willow.
�I don�t know,� Willow stammered. She felt her knees
start to give and sank to the hassock.�I don�t know.�
In the distance she heard Cammie shrieking for
Richard, but could really only focus on the dead
blonde man who took up her couch. How long until he
started to smell? Should she move him back outside to
keep him fresh? She didn�t want to say it served him
right for peeping in on her, but�.
�Good Lord, Wills,� Richard exclaimed drawing to an
abrupt halt just before the couch. �What are we going
to do?�
�Why does everyone keep asking me?� Willow demanded.
She stood and turned to face the stricken couple. �I
thought I had enough to worry about today.�
Both Richard and Cammie took a step back.�We wanted to
tell you,� Cammie said. She faltered a weak smile and
reached for Richard�s hand.
�But you didn�t,� Willow fired back at her.She felt
herself on the edge and brought her hand to her
temple.
�Now, instead of my wearing my big white dress and
greeting 258 of my closest friends and relatives I�m
stuck at home with a dead guy, a lousy ex-fianc�, and
a bitch of an ex-best friend, while a blizzard rages
outside.� She shouted the last three words then
stormed from the room.
Willow stopped in the hall and turned in a half
circle. Her house wasn�t that big. There weren�t
many places for her to escape to and the bedroom
wasn�t an option. It�d take weeks of sterilizing for
her to get the stench of the betrayal that had taken
place there.
In a fit of temper she growled then headed for the
bathroom. At least she had something to read to keep
her occupied long enough should Cammie and Richard
decide they have to use the facilities.Let them
suffer, she thought putting down the toilet lid and
grabbing a magazine.
Spike raised an eyebrow and pried open one eye. The
blackouts had been occurring at least once a month for
a little over a year now and never with a pattern.
He�d be there happily munching on some unfortunate
stray and then BAM, out cold.
Bloody chip, he swore to himself. Bloody Initiative.
Bloody Scoobies. He moved to sit up and the usual
post-black out blinding stab of pain exploded over his
left eye. He brought his hands to his head and
groaned.
�Bloody hell.�
It was then that somebody screamed. Two somebodies
actually. The scream itself didn�t bother Spike, he
was rather used to people screaming because of him.
Or, he corrected himself sourly he had been before
that blasted chip had been inserted.
What made him jump to his feet was the flurry of
activity that surrounded him and then the pregnant
silence.It�d been a while since he�d fed or the
sparkles and stars that whirled before his eyes would
have been gone in a human�s instant.
Yet in the less than ten seconds it took for his
eyesight to return to normal he let his more primitive
instincts guide him.He smelled them, a man and a
woman. And he smelled their sex. Not to mention the
fear. Spike blinked and his eyes refocused. What he
saw brought a slight smile to his lips.
�Stand back,� the man commanded. �Just stay right
there.�
Spike spread his arms then pointed to the
ground.�Here, mate?� he asked.
He raised an eyebrow then he took a step toward the
cowering man who struggled so hard to be brave but
whose shaking limbs more than gave his fear away.
Bloody poufter, he thought and then rolled his eyes.
�Or here?�
Spike grinned over the man�s shoulder. That blonde
chit wasn�t so bad; a bit too much with the big hair,
but otherwise quite pleasing to the old groin.
�Hallo, cutie,� he said. He nodded at her and was
pleased to see her smile and shake her hair from her
eyes.
�You leave her alone,� the man said.He reached his
arm behind him and Spike could see that he pulled the
blonde even closer. Spike couldn�t help but smile.
In the pre-chip days he would have considered this
playing with his food, but now he enjoyed it for what
it had to be - a good old-fashioned pissing contest
between the wanker and himself.
�Protecting your woman,� Spike said. �Isn�t that
adorable? Now, do you think you can control that
nancy-boy heart of yours, mate? That pounding is
giving me a headache.�
�Y-you were dead,� the man accused. He held out a
shaky hand and pointed to the vampire.
�I�m always dead, Peaches,� Spike sighed.God, for the
good old days. This prat would have already been
dinner and his blonde chit desert.
His stomach rumbled.�Don�t suppose either of you are
demon?�
A flurry of activity drew his attention to the hallway
where a red-haired woman stood with her pretty mouth
hanging open. He inhaled deeply, but needlessly, and
frowned. There was no fear in this one, or at least
none he could smell.
Before he could say anything she rushed toward him.
Spike tensed for two kinds of pain, whatever her
hidden weapon would impose and whatever the chip would
do when he tried to defend himself.In an instant she
was all over him, assaulting his senses with worry,
and admonishments to rest. Spike gave up protecting
himself and succumbed to sitting back on the couch.
No one had been this kind to him since-
�Willow,� the wanker prince spoke. �He�s-�
Spike raised a brow. Willow? Another red-haired
Willow?
�Yes, I know, Richard,� she said leaning down to pull
the blankets from the floor.
Spike smirked in appreciation of the view she gave
him. Same hair, same name, much better ass.
�But he almost died.�
Spike watched in silent amusement as the woman pulled
rank on the other two and ordered them here and there.
Not only did she have no idea what he was, she had
something interesting over the two humans. He
shrugged into the pillow, this could be fun. Her
glare stopped him and he pulled a straight innocent
face.
�What, Red?� he asked. How long had it been since
he�d used that particular term of endearment? When she
spoke her voice was direct and no nonsense and she
leaned in so they were practically eyeball to eyeball.
Blue eyes, like his. Not like the witches, Spike
noted.
�Listen, pervert,� she said.
Pervert? I like her.
�I�ve had a very bad day and I know how to use knives
and hot water.�
Knives and hot water? Had he reached Nirvana?
�Don�t try anything funny and I won�t have to tie you
up.�
Now I really like her. Kinky and cute.
Cammie returned with the tray and set it as far away
from him as she could then went to Richard�s lap.
Spike frowned at the poufter then returned his
attention to the busty and spunky woman who jerked the
covers around his chin. Then handed him a mug of hot
something. Probably chocolate. Spike nixed the idea
of asking for warm blood, much as he craved it. He
should probably leave, the weather, aside from sun had
no mortal affect on him, but something was amiss here
and he knew it was too good to pass up.
�I promise, Pet. I�ll be good.�
Willow frowned and backed into the nearest chair. She
sat down, reached for a mug and brought it slowly to
her lips. Strange. He�d been dead moments before,
she�d been sure of it. Cold, no pulse, pale. That
pretty much spelled dead in her book.
You�re no doctor, Wakefield, she reminded herself.
Richard and Cammie whispered back and forth and cast
wary looks at their guest, and Willow�s stomach rolled
at the cozy sight of the two of them cuddled together.
She wanted to cry, but she was still too mad, and
life had taken a surreal turn. Probably in
shock, she thought. It�s not every day you get
betrayed, probably almost robbed and raped, and have a
dead man come back to life on your couch.
She studied the blonde man who lay silently taking in
his surroundings. His hot chocolate sat untouched.
Willow knew she should probably tie him up, or at the
very least lock him in a closet. He had, after all
tried to get into her house.
Everything about him screamed lazy danger; short
bleached blonde hair, almost white, razor sharp
cheeks, full lips, amazing blue eyes. She blinked,
surprised, then corrected herself. Amazingly shifty
eyes. That was it. There was nothing remotely
attractive about him. Nope. Nothing at all.
�At least he�s not armed,� Richard said.
You just keep cowering in the corner, asshole, Willow
thought, irritated with his sudden bravado.
�I still think we should tie him up,� Cammie chimed
in. �We�re not safe, Wills. He tried to kill us.�
Willow opened her mouth but the man cut her off. He
sounded as annoyed as she felt.�I did not try to kill
anyone. I can�t kill anyone,� he paused as in
thought, �At least not anyone human.�
English. Definitely English. Gawd, the accent. She
gave herself a mental shake. Knock it off, Girl.
�I was passin� by on my way to the butchers and I
heard you two goin� at it. Decided to have myself a
looksee. Quite the little show,� he licked his red
lips and cocked his head to the side.
Despite herself Willow groaned. It had been quite the
show. She closed her eyes and shook her head at the
fresh memory.
�Wait a tick,� the man said slowly.
Willow opened her eyes.
�You talk a lot for someone who almost died,� she
said, hoping he�d hear the warning she tried to put in
her voice.
�I know that look,� he continued, ignoring her. He
certainly did know that look. He�d had it a few times
himself. "Dicky here was being naughty with Cammie.�
�That�s none of your business,� Richard yelled from
across the room. He looked ready to pounce.
At least mildly threatening, Willow disparaged.
Willow hated that she jumped the same time as Cammie
and settled herself back in the chair.
�Let me guess,� the guest continued. Willow scowled
at his barely contained amusement. �You walked in on
them and Tricky Dicky was all bare assed up?�
�That�s one way of putting it,� Willow said. She
stared down at her drink, then looked up quickly to
him. �But it�s none of your business.�
He continued as if he hadn�t heard her,�So, now you�re
all stuck here together courtesy of Mother Nature.�
He paused and tsked at Richard. �Quite the
predicament, eh, Ducky?�
He turned to Willow. She scowled at his accusing
expression.
�You�re going to let him get by with this? What is it
with you little trees? Quit being so damned meek.�
�I�m not meek,� Willow sputtered. �I�m� stunned.�
The man sat up and waved his hand in the air like he
was brushing away a fly. Willow felt her pulse
increase as her stomach tightened.
�And who the hell are you?� she asked. �I could have
left you outside to freeze to death, you know.�
No, I couldn�t, she argued with herself but she pushed
the usual onslaught of maternal thoughts away. He sat
back against the cushions and shrugged. Stop that,
she thought furiously.
�Don�t take it out on me, Pet,� he said and then
sighed. �Take it out on them. They�re the ones who
got us into this mess.�
�I�m not taking it out on anyone,� Willow said.She
crossed her arms over her chest. Who is this guy?
She watched as he gave a curt nod then swung his
booted feet up on her couch and settled back in the
pillow. She refused to acknowledge her appreciation
at his well-defined arms.
�Suit yourself, Red,� he said with a lazy shrug.
�I mean, it�s not like they don�t know how hurt I am,�
Willow explained.She raised an eyebrow at Richard and
Cammie.
They seemed to sink further into their chair under her
scrutiny. Cower. Go ahead, and�be all� Willow
struggled for the word, Cowering.
�Or how incredibly pissed I am. How I�ll never
forgive either one of them. How just looking at them
makes my ass twitch.�
Her guest�s stifled laugh brought her focus back on
him.
�It�s not the first time, Pet,� he said. He flicked
his eyes back to Richard and then winked. �There�s
been at least two others, eh, Peaches?�
Willow felt her jaw drop as she looked from man to
man. Richard�s red face was at stark contrast with
her guest and instantly gave him away. She looked
back to her guest and saw that he inhaled. A slow
grin eased across his face.
�Last night? Two at the same time, Mate? I�m almost
impressed. You don�t look the sort.�
Spike smiled. This was almost as much fun as annoying
Barfy and the Scoobies. Xapper hadn�t even given him
this much to work with. Besides, the wanker Richard,
and his nancy-boy hair deserved this. He settled in
the couch to watch the fireworks explode.
�You said nothing happened, just poker,� Cammie
squealed. She pushed herself angrily from Richard�s
lap.
�Oh, he poked them alright,� Spike threw in at the
same time Willow said, �Isn�t that supposed to be my
line?�
�Nothing happened,� Richard swore. He looked
pleadingly up to Cammie and then Willow. �I swear.�
�And don�t you play so innocent,� Spike tsked at
Cammie. �Ducky here�s not the only one who�s�.�
He wiggled his eyebrows. Damn, this was fun. The
most fun he�d had since leaving Sunnyhell twenty-five
years ago.
�How do you know this?� Willow asked. She squinted
her blue eyes at him and a single line burrowed
between her brow.
�They reek of it, Pet,� he said simply.Richard and
Cammie fought in the background, but he tuned them
out. Same old, same old, he thought blandly. How
could you do this to me� blah, blah, blah. But this
Willow was all together more interesting. Maybe it
was the name, or the hair. He wasn�t sure.
�Name�s Spike,� he introduced himself suddenly wishing
for a ciggy. He spied his duster across the room,
hung neatly on the coat rack.
He watched Willow�s face cover the range of surprise
to disgust and she shook her head.
�I don�t care,� she informed him incredulously. Her
blue eyed gaze darted between him and the dueling new
�couple� in her living room.
�Sure you don�t, Pet,� he said.
Kinky, cute, and feisty, he noted. Quite the combo.
Quite the attractive combo and each second looking
less and less like the red haired witch who�d been the
second person to touch his unbeating heart. No, this
one wouldn�t take any crap. Not for long any way.
Rosenburg had been strong, but much too nice for his
liking.
Another thing this little tree had over the original
was life. Red and the others had long since been
dead. Old age, some. Bad luck, others. He shrugged
off the memory and concentrated on the Willow at hand.
�What the hell kind of name is Spike, anyway?� she
asked, pulling her attention away from the hallway
Richard had just chased Cammie down.
He sighed. �One to be feared,� he answered. Out of
the corner of his eye he saw her stiffen. �At least
it was a long time ago. Lots of things have changed.
Regrettably.�
�What?� Willow gave a bitter laugh. �They called you
Spike in grade school? You talk like you�re
two-hundred years old.�
Spike smirked. Do I, Red?�How old do I look?� he
asked.
At least she wasn�t brooding about the wanker and the
slut who, by the smell of things were getting to the
making up part of their fight.
Willow strained to look over her shoulder to where he
guessed the back bedroom was and then shrugged and
looked back at him.
�I don�t know,� she answered. Her expression clearly
told him she couldn�t care. �Late twenties? Early
thirties?� Early thirties? He sat up straighter, offended. No
one had ever said that. Early thirties?
�You don�t look that much older than me,� she
continued giving him the once over.
A loud clatter from the backroom pulled her attention
away. Spike leaned forward. He didn�t know why he
cared, but he did know the feeling of betrayal. He�d
had a few mortal lifetimes to dwell on what Dru had
done to him.
�Why do you care about that sod, anyway?� he asked.
He gestured to his coat. �Mind if I smoke?�
�Yeah,� Willow said. �I mind.�
Spike nodded and leaned back in the couch. She
certainly had spirit, he had to give her that.
�Look, the way I figure it,� he said, �you can either
play dead or fight dirty.�
Willow curled one foot under her and shook her head.
�That�s not my style.�
�Which one?�
�Either,� she said.
�Looks like you�re playing dead.� He intentionally
goaded her. It felt good. Hadn�t had a really good
match since Barfy, and this one showed colors of being
up to par. He saw her cheeks darken. The color
suited her.
�Where are you from?� she asked, not rising to the
challenge. �I�m assuming England.�
�Duh.�
�Bite me,� Willow shot back.
Spike smiled at the unaccustomed warmth her retort sent
through his near empty gut. Ah, the memories, he
thought.
�If I could, Red. If I could,� he muttered under his
non-breath.There was a moment�s pause.
�My wedding�s in two days,� Willow murmured. �My
godparents are flying in from California. It took me
six months to find the perfect dress. I think I�m
entitled to a little pout, don�t you?�
�Don�t get sad, Luv,� Spike said. �Get even.�
�I�m sorry,� Willow said. She shook her head and
smiled at the sensations it caused. �I just can�t call
you Spike. Reminds me too much of a dog.�
When it had become apparent that Cammie and Richard
weren�t coming out of the bedroom any time soon she�d
forgone the hot chocolate in favor of the liquor
cabinet. This time Spike did join her. That had been
over an hour ago and they�d already downed a bottle
each. She poured herself another glass and settled
back in the couch. Closer to Spike.
�You�ve got to have another name.�
�An wha would that be, Pet?� he asked.
Willow giggled. Even slurred his accent was adorable.
�I dunno, Luv,� she said in imitation. She leaned her
head on his shoulder and inhaled. Tobacco, sherry,
and soap wafted upward reminding her of nights in an
out of the way jazz bar. Not that she�d ever been in
one.�You smell yummy.�
Spike laughed. �So do you, Red.�
Willow laughed and pulled away from him. She hadn�t
smoked in years, not since she�d met Richard, but then
again, she hadn�t had a drink since then, either. Not
that she�d been a true smoker - just when she drank,
but right now, she had the urge. What the hell? She
giggled and steadied herself on her feet before
crossing the room.
�Wha you up to, Red?� Spike called after her.
Willow smiled at him over her shoulder and then turned
to search through the deep pockets of his duster.
Red, she thought with a little thrill. People had
tried to call her that all her life. It was an
annoying little nickname, but not when it came from
him. She smiled triumphantly as her hand closed over
a crumpled pack of cigarettes. She pulled them out
triumphantly.
�You smoke?� Spike looked surprised.
�I do now.�
**************
�And that�s the story of Willow and Dicky,� Willow
said.
Spike watched in fascination as she blew a near
perfect smoke ring then crushed his last cigarette out
in Richard�s favorite mug. She�d designated that
their ash tray early on in their tobacco fest. He
lifted his arm and settled it around her shoulders as
she changed position. They now sat on the floor
leaning against the couch and watching the fire from
the gas logs crackle.
�That was epic,� he said dully. �A love story for the
ages. Woman afraid of becoming a spinster accepts
proposal from the first bloke who offers. Can�t wait
for the movie.�
�Like you can do any better?� Willow asked.
She looked up at him, her blue eyes half-mast and
heavy with drink, and sexy as hell, Spike thought.
Spike considered for a moment retelling the saga of
him and Dru, but decided against it. Who hasn�t been
miserable?
�Probably not, Pet,� he murmured against her hair
instead.
They sat a while longer in silence. Willow was close
to falling asleep. He felt her pulse slow and the
slow drop in her body temperature. She turned and the
side of her breast brushed against his chest. Spike
grinned. Not exactly the worst feeling in the world.
Hell of a lot better than a stake through the heart.
The sound of fabric against fabric mixed with the
crackling of the fireplace as he searched for a clock.
He could smell the dawn approaching and the large
windows that covered the front of her house would be
very little protection against the morning�s light.
�What�s say we kick those two losers out of your
room,� he suggested casually, carefully. No need to
scare the little tree.
�Is that what you meant by playing dirty?� Willow�s
sleepy voice answered him.
Her voice might have been sleepy, but he could tell by
the rush of blood through her veins that something
inside her had woken up.Willow shifted on the floor
then used the couch to pull herself to standing. Red
hair tumbled around her shoulders and into her face.
Spike smiled as she lifted a small hand to push it
free from her eyes then rubbed vigorously at the end
of her nose.
�You�re adorable,� he said still looking up at
her. Willow blinked at him for a few seconds then sank
to her knees. Spike�s eyes widened in genuine shock
when she leaned forward and pressed her lips to his.
�Don�t look so surprised,� Willow said when she pulled
away. �I�m three sheets to the wind and on a serious
rebound. I�m pretty much a sure thing.�
�I�m insulted,� Spike lied already feeling himself
harden. A completely unexpected turn of events. If I
wasn�t a demon, I�d thank God.
Willow grinned and sat back on her heels. She
nonchalantly popped the first button of her blouse and
then the second.
�Unless,� she said, �you�d rather not.�
Spike swallowed as she exposed more of the tender
flesh. He felt his tongue snake out to moisten his
bottom lip. Just one taste.
�Now, I never said that, cutie,� he managed. �But I
can�t promise you anything more than a really good
time.�
He emphasized the word really and waited for her
response. He gulped as another button popped.
�And I don�t want anything more than a really good
time. It�s been quite a while since I�ve had a�fun.�
The meaning was not lost on him. He got to his knees
and slid his arms around her small waist.
�Oh, I�m good at fun,� he assured her.He leaned
forward and nipped at her protruding lower lip then
touched it lightly with his tongue. Her sudden inhale
and scent of arousal were his rewards.
**************
Let him think I�m drunk, Willow thought as she lifted
her body to meet his mouth. He seemed like a no
strings kind of guy who, at that moment was exactly
what she wanted. Their conversations, in the hours
before that very moment (right then, when he�d run his
moist tongue down past her navel) had all been leading
up to then.
She giggled at the memory of Richard�s expression when
Spike, what a great name, and she�d burst through the
door and announced that it was their turn to shag.
Shag. What a great word. So� succinct.
�That tickle, Luv?� Spike murmured barely looking up
from her belly. How long has he been there? Making
love to my belly button?
Willow squirmed under his cool touch. Has Richard
ever done that? She couldn�t remember. She didn�t
care. Coherent thought left her and her brain stem
took over when Spike�s cool tongue touched lightly on
her mound then expertly darted between the lips. She
heard a groan and felt the telltale wave start to
rise.
�Not yet, Pet,� Spike said hoarsely. He moved to kiss
her inner thigh and slid his hand up from her ankle to
her sex. Sweet torture. Sweet Jesus. Willow squeezed
her eyes tighter together and exhaled slowly willing
away the impending orgasm. How long had it been since
a man had given her that sweet escape? She couldn�t
remember and stopped trying when Spike�s mouth joined
his hand. She tried to hold back, but couldn�t. Only
one thought invaded her mind and broke through her
lips.
�Yes.�
Spike felt his demon surge forward and felt his face
morph as Willow called out her release. Always he was
grateful for the position, but especially now. He
wasn�t sure if he�d ever need let her know his true
nature, but was especially sure that tonight wasn�t
the night.
He struggled as her pulse thundered in his ears. So
sweet, he thought. She tasted so sweet that her blood
would surely be as intoxicating. His demon growled
and a familiar ache started behind his left brow.
Spike groaned and lay his head on her trembling
thigh.His body ached for its own release, but the
sudden fit his demon pulled warned him against
possibly exposing himself. He groaned again. Bloody
chip. When he finally had himself under control he
raised his head and looked across Willow�s flat
stomach.
�There you are,� Willow whispered. She opened her
arms for him and he moved into them, and rested his
head between the comforting fullness of her breasts.
�Where were you just then?� she asked quietly.
Spike practically purred as she laced her fingers
through his short hair, but stopped himself. Bloody
Sunnyhell, he swore. Being there made me all soft.
As if to remind him otherwise his still swollen member
twitched.
Spike grinned. �I believe I was escorting you to
paradise." He felt her chest rise with a short but
happy enough laugh.
�Nice place,� she mused as her fingers found a short
curl at the nape of his neck. Her throaty voice
betrayed her exhaustion.�I�ll have to take you
there.�
Spike nodded, then reluctantly pulled his head from
her breasts. Willow scooted down and drew the covers
tighter around them. Spike leaned up on one elbow and
supported his head in his hand as he gazed down at
her. He leaned down and kissed her forehead chastely.
�Maybe after you rest, Pet,� he said. I�m getting
bloody daft, he thought, trying to rile up some good
old-fashioned indignation. The old Spike would take
her right now. You�ve become some bleedin� heart
wanker. Angelus would be so proud.
His stomach rumbled its dissatisfaction, but he pushed
it to the back of his thoughts. First and foremost on
his mind was the woman who�d just turned on her side
and snuggled that sweet ass into his crotch.
�Help yourself to anything in the fridge,� Willow
murmured as her eyelids dropped and her breathing
deepened.
Wouldn�t happen to have a nice bag of pig�s blood in
there, would you, Pet?, Spike thought wryly. Instead
he lifted the hair from her shoulder, kissed the newly
exposed skin and assured her he�d definitely help
himself.
*************
When Willow finally rolled over and stretched three
things greeted her, a pounding head, extremely bad
morning breath, and a still blonde man who lay
sprawled on her bed wearing nothing but black jeans.
She resisted the urge to stroke his chiseled
cheekbones.
Then came the flood of memories. Bottles of alcohol,
cigarettes, oral sex. She lay still for a moment
caught between embarrassment and pride. She, Willow
Wakefield, the world�s muddiest doormat, had had her
first one night stand. She looked again at Spike and
bit her lower lip to stop the smile. Not a bad
choice. Not a bad choice at all, Wills.
She lay her big head back on the pillow and rolled it
to the other side to see the clock. Already it was
after three in the afternoon. Had she really slept
that long? Granted she�d stayed up all night, but
three in the afternoon?
Her Wow changed to Ow as she made her first attempt to
get out of bed.
�Be still, Pet,� Spike murmured. He rolled to his
side and captured her with an arm around her waist.
�It�s not time to get up yet. Sun�s still out.�
Willow closed her eyes to the bellowing whisper and
forced out the only word she could.�Aspirin.�
�Thins the blood.�
�Stops the headache.�
Spike nodded and released her. She didn�t miss his
one eye opened grin at her as she stumbled around the
room balancing herself on this piece of furniture and
that as she looked for her robe.
�At the risk of sounding redundant,� he said. �You�re
adorable.�
Willow stopped at the dresser, thankful her back was
to him, and let the pleased blush crawl from her
stomach to her face. That accent, she thought, with a
pleased sigh. That tongue. She closed her eyes and
whimpered. My head.
�Aspirin,� she said again as she pulled her robe off
the back of her bedroom door and gingerly slid into it
then opened the door.
She paused a few seconds outside her bedroom and
listened as Richard and Cammie made homey little
sounds in the kitchen.
How precious, she thought insolently. They�re setting
up house. Too bad it�s in my house. Wonder if I�ll
be a bridesmaid.She took a deep breath and went into
the bathroom. Fortunately the aspirin bottle was
still on the second shelf in her medicine cabinet.
She fumbled a bit with the adult proof cap and then
shook three little white pills into her hand.
She attributed morning clumsiness with her next smooth
move and knocked the glass off the counter. She
closed her eyes to the painful sigh then bent to pick
up the mess.
*********
This is a life I can get used to again, Spike noted as
he stretched under her sheets. He inhaled her
delicious scent still on the pillow next to him and
ignored the stench of the two other. He pulled the
cotton jersey tighter around his chin and sighed
needlessly. His stomach growled again. He�d have to
feed soon or he�d get very�.
Spike sat up quickly. Blood. The sweet metallic
smell of blood came from outside the door. He felt
the demon surge then fought quickly to repress it when
he heard Willow curse and fumble with the knob.
Couldn�t have been one of the other two, could it?
�Damn. Damn. Damn,� Willow swore as she entered the
room.Spike saw straight away that the hand towel
she�d wrapped around her injured hand already had
blood wicking through to the outer layer.
�That looks nasty,� he said as he sat up on his knees
then crawled across the bed to reach her. And
nummy.Willow winced and swore again.
�Let me see, Red,� Spike urged as he gently unwound
the towel to reveal the jagged cut. His stomach
growled again along with the demon.
�It�s not too deep. You won�t need stitches,� he said
through clenched teeth. He would not transform in
front of her. Not yet, anyway. Probably never, as
soon as the sun set he�d be on his way.
�Don�t suppose you�re a doctor,� Willow asked through
clenched teeth
�Best I can do is kiss it and make it better,� Spike
said. He took a longing look at the blood that welled
up along the wound and then forced himself to smile at
her. He hoped it was a reassuring one and not
gruesome. Hunger clinched his stomach. He turned her
by the shoulders and nudged her toward the rumpled
mass of sheets.
�You get in bed, and I�ll be back in a second.�
Spike waited until she pulled the covers around her
then cracked open the bedroom door and looked for
streams of sunlight. The span of hallway before him
remained comfortably dark, as did the living room it
led into.
He frowned then stepped from the room. Something was
not right. He smelled death and�without a second
thought he pulled his game face�someone very familiar.
�Hallo, Peaches,� he said forcing himself to step
casually around the corner.
He crossed his arms and bared his fangs to his
grandsire.Angel sat in the armchair with Cammie
slumped casually across his lap. Richard lay sprawled
out on the couch. To the casual observer, if they
could ignore the gaping hole in Richard�s throat, he
looked to be resting comfortably.
Angelus grinned and stroked the blonde girl�s hair.�I
saved you some,� he offered. He smiled. �She�s still
alive.�
As if on cue, Cammie moaned. It was low, barely
there, but Angelus hadn�t drained her. Spike smirked
and rolled his shoulder off the wall. He would feed.
He had to feed, but he wouldn�t appear too eager. She
was nearly dead now. The damage had been done. There
was no way to save her. In fact, he would be showing
her mercy. He took a step closer.
�Aww, Grandpa,� he teased knowing how much that term
irked his elder, �You shouldn�t have.�
�Feed, William,� Angelus ordered. He flipped Cammie�s
body to Spike with a mere flick of his wrists.
�Aren�t you one of the good guys now?� Spike asked
catching the limp girl in his arms as easily as he
would a pillow. This is going to taste so good.
�Darla took care of that�affliction,� Angelus said.
He wiped the corners of his mouth and patted his
belly.
Spike nodded. That bitch still around? He took a
delicate test nibble and waited. Nothing but a dull
thud. His demon rejoiced. He stifled a groan and
sank his fangs deeper into the woman�s neck. He
closed his eyes at the rapture that rolled into his
mouth and down his throat.In the back of it all he
heard Angelus stir and sensed him near, circling him.
�Get your strength back, William. Darla and Dru have
found someone to remove the chip.�
Spike�s eyes popped open. The chip finally gone?
Dru? Dru�s back?
When Cammie�s pulse stopped, Spike let her body drop.
He swaggered for a second, drunk with blood and
information, then swiped the back of his hand across
his mouth. He turned to see Angelus staring toward
the back room.
Willow.
�She�s still alive?�
Spike straightened his spine, his senses suddenly
alive.
�Not bloody like I could kill her,� he announced with
more bravado than he felt. Why should you care? He
chastised himself. But he did.
His demon reared possessively when Angelus said,�I can
take care of that little problem. I�m in the mood for
a game or two.�
�That one�s mine,� Spike said throwing his arm out and
catching Angelus in the jaw. Angelus growled then
rubbed his jaw. He narrowed his yellow eyes
dangerously.
Spike squared his shoulders, ready for a fight. How
long had it been? He smiled and motioned Angelus
forward.
�Feel like a go, old man?� He rolled his head to the
side. �I�ve got the urge. Nothin� but time.�
He didn�t miss the knowing that slid across Angelus�s
eyes.
�We can take her back for Dru. She�s been whining
about needing a new doll,� his elder said.Spike rolled
his eyes.
�Still singing that old song, is she? Should have let
the slayer dust her when she had the chance.�In a rush
of air he felt himself being lifted and slammed into
the wall.
�She is my childe,� Angelus warned him. �And your
sire.�
�Yeah,� Spike agreed. �And she left me for a chaos
demon. I�ve no love for her. The insane bitch.�
Angelus�s growl turned into what could pass as a laugh
and he lowered Spike to the floor.Both demon�s turned
guiltily when Willow�s voice floated down the hall.
�Spike?�
�Go back to bed, Pet,� Spike called. �I�ll be there
in a minute.� He rolled his eyes at the two dead
bodies that littered her living room. Now you�ve done
it. He smelled her blood coming closer.
�Go back to bed,� he called again.
�I heard something,� Willow said. She rounded the corner.
Almost every part of her body throbbed, Willow
groaned. No more alcohol. No more smoking. No more
one night stands, she promised herself. She tried to
sit up but could do little more than lift her head.
She licked her lips.
�Spike?� she called.A cool hand caressed her forehead.
�My Spike and my Daddy, are out, little tree,� a
deliciously rich female voice informed her.
Cammie? Willow squinted and tried raising her head
again. Pain shot through to her eyes and she groaned,
nearly losing what little food she had left in her
stomach.
�My dolly�s sick, Granmama.�
What the hell? Has Cammie gone over the edge?Willow
let her head fall back as another woman�s impatient
sigh cut through the room.
�Your dolly�s got a concussion. Now leave her alone
and go feed your bird.�
�I don�t like this dolly,� the first voice whined.
�She smells of my Spike.��
�Ow,� Willow exclaimed as the woman grabbed a handful
of her hair and gave it a sharp tug.
�Watch it,� she warned, then cursed as her own voice
reverberated in her skull. Who�d Cammie invited over?
Have the roads cleared?
She pried open her eyes again and slowly the world
came into focus. A delicate looking blonde woman
leaned over her and held out a glass of water.
�Drink this,� she instructed.
As quickly as she could Willow scrambled from the bed
and found herself in the corner of her bedroom. Her
heart pounded.�
�Who are you?� Willow demanded. She felt her knees
grow weak.�
The blonde smiled and brought a manicured hand to her
chest.
�I�m Darla and the twit looking for her bird is Dru.
We�re your new best friends.�
�Where is Richard? Where�s Cammie?� She snatched the
alarm clock off the nightstand. �Where�s Spike?�
�Richard and Cammie died.� Darla sighed dramatically.
�Tragic, really. They were so young.�
�D-died?� Willow stuttered. She lowered her arm
slightly. Oh, God. And I was so mean to them.��An
accident?�
I told him to get his tires changed. Willow blinked
back the tears that stung her eyes.
�Not really. Angelus ate them. Well, he ate one of
them,� Darla explained. She sat on the foot of the
bed and picked a small ball of lint from the
comforter.�
�My Spike enjoyed the girl. Full tummy for Spike,�
Dru returned from the closet. Her eyes sparkled and
she smiled.
Just as quickly a pout replaced the happy expression.
She turned to Darla. �Miss Edith and my bird are
gone, Granmama. The stars say they�re in the ground.�
�Are you high?� Willow asked. She clutched the clock
to her chest.Her mind raced with a thousand reasons
why these two women would be here. They had to be
high. Spike was a dealer and had phoned his friends
and invited them over. And there they were talking
crazy stoned out of their gourd. She�d seen 20/20
episodes on just this very thing.
�Where are Richard and Cammie?� she demanded again.
�And don�t tell me someone�s eaten them.�
Dru stepped forward, she looked eager. Willow yelped
and pressed further into the wall.
�My Spike did eat the girl. His head didn�t hurt and
he fed. When he and Angelus return what pains him
will be gone and our family will be together.�
Dru bounced on her toes as she spoke. She turned back
to Darla and clasped the cool blonde�s hands.�I must
prepare a tea party.�
Both Darla and Willow watched as the brunette Dru
glided happily from the room.
�Is she for real?� Willow asked.
Darla rolled her eyes and shook her head. Then patted
an empty spot beside her.�Come. Sit. Let�s chat.�
Willow shook her head and held the clock back up.�No
way.�
�I won�t hurt you,� Darla sounded impatient, yet
polite. �We�ve got a lot to talk about before the
boys get back.�
�Where are Richard and Cammie?� Willow asked again.
�In the living room. Resting comfortably,� Darla
said. She patted the bed again. �How�s the hand, by
the way? It was a nasty cut.�
Willow squinted at her then looked down at the neatly
bandaged palm. �It throbs,� she said.
�Spike was worried. He made sure you were all tidied
up and neatly arranged before he and Angelus left.�
Darla smiled as she let her straightened elbows prop
her up. She crossed her legs. Play by play of the
previous night�s activities rolled through Willow�s
head.
She grimaced.�Oh yeah,� she said. �He�s a saint.��
Darla laughed, deep and throaty. �Not even close.
Now sit. You�ve got a lot to decide before the boys
return.�
�I�ll sit here,� Willow said. She pulled her robe
tighter and sank to the floor. No way was she getting
any closer to the crazy people than she had to.
�Suit yourself,� Darla shrugged. She cocked her head
toward the hall.
�That twit thinks you�re going to be her dinner,� she
explained. �But I�m willing to bet that Spike has
other plans for you.�
Willow gulped and pulled her knees in
protectively.�You�re speaking in euphemisms, right?�
�Dru�s a nice girl, but a little�� Darla paused then
continued, �flighty. I�d stake her myself, but we�ve
got that whole sire childe thing happening.�
Humor them. Isn�t that what all the professionals
said? Humor the insane? Willow took a calming
breath.�What exactly am I deciding?�
Darla looked startled. �Life or death, of course. Well,
not really life. More of a�rebirth into the night.�
Great, Willow thought. She sucked in her cheeks and
nodded her head. A gothic cult. Figures.
�So, you�re vampires,� she said as calmly as she
could.�Of course they�re vampires. What
self-respecting Goth would deny a kinship with the
Dark Prince? Her eyes darted around the room for
another weapon or means of escape. Just keep her
talking.
At that revelation Darla took what appeared to be a
refreshing breath and smiled.�Exactly.�
�So, what exactly does this entail? Being a vampire,
I mean?�
At this Darla looked almost giddy.�Living in the
finest hotels. Dining on the finest waiters. Seeing
places you�ve always dreamed of seeing. Never growing
old. Never dying �� she paused and a quick frown
passed over her forehead. �Unless you run into a
slayer.�
Again the smile returned and she waved her hand
reassuringly.�But there�s very little chance of that.
The current one�s still young and not very good.�
�And if I chose not to?� Willow asked.
�Then you die.�
�But I�ll be dead if I�m a vampire,� Willow pointed
out.�
�You�ll have more freedom as one of us than you�ve
ever dreamed possible,� Darla said. �Minus that whole
pesky sunlight thing.�
�But my job? And what will happen when people notice
I�m missing?�
Darla shrugged.�A band of crazed teens broke into your
house, trashed it and killed everyone.�
�And if I refuse?�
Darla repeated herself. �Only, they�ll find your
body.�
Willow jumped but Darla smiled brightly when they
heard the front door smash open.
�Honey,� a distinct male voice announced, �we�re
home.�
�Angelus,� Darla whispered. She stood and smoothed
her black skirt. �Think about the offer,� she threw
over her shoulder.
Willow watched as the small hips carried Darla from
the room. She hurried to her feet when she no longer
heard the woman�s footsteps in the carpet and looked
around her room. In an instant she�d slid open the
window and popped the screen to the bushes below.
Frigid winter air greeted her bare feet and legs as
she hoisted them over the sill, but Willow didn�t
care.
She had to get away from those nutcases. She�d make
it to her neighbors and hide out there.Adrenaline
pumped through her body as she traveled four then five
feet away from her house. Her feet burned above the
cold wet snow but it only registered in the farthest
regions of her mind. Willow cursed the thigh high
drifts but kept moving. The Thomas house was only
twenty more yards away. She�d call out, but she
didn�t want to alert her intruders.
A full body block sent her tumbling face first into
the snow. A hand on her neck caught her scream as an
impossibly strong arm jerked her back.
�You wouldn�t be trying to leave our little party,
would you?� A man�s soft voice whispered
threateningly into her ear. �Drusilla would be so
disappointed.�
Willow knew her body shook it had to have with the
combined weather and terror, but she couldn�t feel it.
She could feel nothing but the man�s hand entwined in
her hair and his cool breath on her cheek.She looked
up into chocolate brown eyes that should have housed
so much more than what they did.
Don�t hurt me, her mind raced over and over as her
heart threatened to rip through her chest. Angelus,
she assumed, pulled her to him and kissed her mouth.
She cried out when she felt his teeth break the tender
skin of her lip.
�Peaches,� Spike�s familiar voice brought an
unexpected flood of relief through her.�Willow felt
her knees buckle and she leaned into Angelus despite
her best efforts not to.
�You have Darla to play with,� Spike said.
Play with? Was this some kind of game? Willow felt
the tears sting her eyes once more. I�m going to die.
She strained to look over Angelus�s shoulder and saw
Spike swagger to the front porch. A clean white
bandage covered his brow, but otherwise he looked none
the worse.
�This one�s mine and I don�t like frozen dinners.�
Angelus looked down at her. He smiled. Willow forced
herself to stare back. You might kill me, but I�m not
dying a coward. With seemingly little effort he
lifted her in his arms and carried her to the porch.
They stopped just before Spike.�I trusted you,� Willow
accused.�
Spike stepped back in pretense to leave room for
Angelus and the girl to pass, but in reality his
motive was to escape Willow�s betrayed expression.�
�Take her back to the bedroom,� he ordered. �And
guard the bloody window this time.�
A conscious wasn�t new to him, he�d had one all his
unlife. He�d been quite content to ignore its
incessant ramblings until he�d gotten mixed up with
the Buffy monster. Underneath all their name-calling
and inept torture they�d showed him respect. Not out
of fear, either � he still wasn�t sure how he sat with
that one. In the end he�d called them friends,
although never to their faces and never aloud.
Stop being such a bloody nancy-boy, he scolded himself
as he watched Angelus pull Willow into the living room
by her raised elbow. You�re a demon. End of story.
�How�s your head?� Darla asked. She walked up to him
and gently smoothed the Band-Aid.
�Hurts,� Spike answered shortly. It hurts like hell.
But well worth it to have that bloody chip gone.
�Where�s Dru?�
How many years had it been? Thirty at least? How
many others had she shagged in that time? His sire
was not known for her monogamy. Or her loyalty. He
growled. Drusilla, Daddy�s home. And he�s right
pissed off.
Spike didn�t miss Darla�s indifferent raise of the
brow. She motioned vaguely toward the kitchen.��In
there I suspect, planning a little tea party.�
�Still babbling about that bitch Miss Edith?� he
asked. God, he hated that doll. He hated all dolls
for that matter.Darla sank easily into the couch and
indicated that he should do the same.
�
�Aww, Spikey,� she cooed when he crossed his arms over
his chest and stayed put. �Come sit by your sister.�
He forced a laugh.��I thought it�d come full circle
between you and Daddy,� he mused.
Darla laughed.
�Are you kidding? It took months of torture before
that twit and I managed to get our Angelus back.�
Spike winced at the emphasis she put on the word
�our�. It brought to life images of his Dru entangled
in Angelus�s arms and legs and thoroughly enjoying
herself. In front of him, no less. Slut.He felt his
jaw tighten but shook it away.
Darla had barely tolerated Drusilla�s ramblings when
they�d been a team, and that was with him and Angelus
running interference. Bitch is up to something.
�What do you want?�
She smiled and stretched her arms over her head. Any
other demon would have taken that simple revealing
action for what it�d been meant to be, but Spike had
learned long ago that she was only open to Angelus.
He frowned. She toyed with him and he only liked
games he could win.
�We need that new girl in our family,� Darla said
slowly. �She�s got a fire in her.�
Spike fought a smile. He�d tasted that fire. Her
scent was still strong in his nostrils. He cocked
his head to the side. It wasn�t such a bad deal,
that. He could spend an eternity looking at Willow�s
face and finding out what treasures she hid. But for
what purpose? He narrowed his eyes at his new
�sister�.
�What�s in this for you?�
�Really think you can handle two women, William?�
Darla asked. She stood.�
�I�ve done it before. Quite amusing if I remember,�
he said. He let his eyes darken. �Although, I prefer
one on one.�
Darla practically pounced on him.�Then choose,� she
half-whispered half-hissed. �Someone new and exciting
and far from insane ��
�Spike,� Angelus�s voice came from the bedroom.
�Or the one person who makes you weak?� Her eyes
sparkled.
�And the one person who holds power over you,� Spike
finished her thought.�
�Spike,� this time Angelus�s voice demanded his
response. He waited another few seconds before he
took his time crossing the room. Angelus might have
gotten the bloody chip removed, but he doesn�t bloody
well own me.
Darla�s thin but powerful hand grabbed his collar and
halted his progress.�The girl dies if you refuse,�
Darla said. �Dru is very hungry.�
Angel called again.
�I�ll not be used, Darla,� Spike said. He
purposefully kept his voice low.�Kill my sire? That�d
only bring every bloody bounty hunter one step closer
to his door. He already had enough to answer for as
it was. Damn Scoobies. He gave her one last scathing
look then swaggered down the hall.
�Don�t get your knickers in a bunch, Peaches,� he
called. �I�m comin�.��
�
Willow had scurried to the farthest corner of her
bedroom and wrapped her arms around her knees.
Besides the obvious, something was very wrong. This
man who towered menacingly over her looked to be more
the banker type � possibly an actor. He didn�t fit
the crazed killer he so obviously was. Did crazed
killers have perfect hair? Did they wear black Armani
sweaters and slacks?�
�You stay the hell away from me,� Willow tried to
command. Her voice shook and betrayed her.
�How cute,� Angelus said after a short humorless
laugh. �It�s trying to be tough.�
He leaned over her and tugged at her hair. �A word of
advice. Never use a welcome mat. Who knows what�s
likely to take it for face value.�
She chose that moment to unleash her anger and struck
with both feet momentarily stunning the monster who
taunted her. Die, she thought wildly as her feet
pushed at his shins and knocked him just enough off
balance so that she could scurry to another corner.
The door had been an option, but there was nothing out
there except three more killers and one of them
apparently still stoned and wanting a tea party.
Despite her misgivings Willow knew she had a better
chance surviving one attacker than four all at once.
These people � Angelus growled and whirled around to
face her. Her heart froze in her chest.
My God. Yellow eyes, yellow eyes, yellow eyes. The
phrase ran through her head and then she leaned back
her head and screamed. She closed her eyes from the
sight of the transformed creature before her but still
sensed him closing in on her. He clamped his strong
hand over her mouth. Despite her instincts Willow
opened her eyes and found herself face to face with
what she could only describe as a demon.
I�m going to die.
�You�re not going to die�yet,� he whispered as if he�d
read her thoughts.
Angelus pulled his hand away slowly, Willow steeled
herself for another scream but his expression
convinced her otherwise.
�Nah, lass,� he said slipping into a brogue.�
Willow watched in horrified fascination as his human
mask hid the demonic ridges.
�From the smell of things you�re goin� ta be a lot of
fun to have around. They�ll be plenty of time for
screamin� later. Save yer strength.�
Then, in one quick move he swooped in a pressed his
lips harshly to hers and forced his tongue between her
unyielding lips. Tears stung Willow�s eyes as she
felt her own teeth being forced into the tender flesh
inside her mouth. Then just as suddenly Angelus�s
lips left hers.�
Sick with apprehension she felt her stomach revolt and
she rolled to the side and heaved the contents of her
near empty stomach. In the background she heard a
short shuffle and Spike�s familiar voice. A small
part of her rejoiced at his intrusion but a larger
part of her hated him and what he�d brought into her
home. She sat up slowly and wiped the back of her
hand across her mouth.��
�Touch her again and you die,� Spike hissed furiously
at the older and larger vampire.
His arms trembled as he held Angelus up against the
bedroom wall. He�d be no match for Angelus for a few
days thanks to the surgery, but that was beside the
point. Willow is mine, he thought possessively.
Mine.
Damn. What a bloody spot to be in. He hadn�t
intended for this to happen. He hadn�t intended to be
found just yet, but there they were, Darla, Peaches,
and his Dark Princess, offering him what no one else
could. There was no way he�d pass up a chance to get
that sodding chip removed.�
Angelus laughed and Spike let his demon loose.��She�s
mine.�
�Boys, boys,� Darla�s throaty voice cut into the fun.
�There�s time for that later.�
She crossed the room and bent next to Willow. Spike
watched, barely containing his rage as Angelus�s mate
stroked the unwilling girl�s cheek. No one touched
what was his.
�You�re frightening her.�
If he�d had a heartbeat it surely would have raced at
the sight of Willow�s bright blue eyes against her
pale skin. She looked like tortured death. Wild red
hair framed her pasty skin. Beautiful.
She moaned softly and lifted a small white hand.
�Your face,� she whispered.
�You�ll get used to it, Pet,� Spike assured her.�
He hated the smug smile that crossed Darla�s lips.
She turned to him and raised an eyebrow. Go ahead and
think what you want, bitch.
He slowly lowered Angelus until his feet touched the
floor.�
�Mine,� he said again. He stared the man down until
Angelus did the closest thing he would do to
conceding. It was quick and almost imperceptible, but
Spike saw very clearly the lowered gaze.
�Dru�s tea party is set up,� Darla said.�The soft
fabric of her skirt rustled as she stood. She smiled
brightly at Angelus as she stepped forward and held
out her arm.
Spike clenched his jaw tighter as she brushed past
him. Bint�s pulling out all the stops.
�Shall we go?�
�Wouldn�t miss it for the world, lass,� Angelus said.
He winked at Spike then took his lover�s offered arm.
Spike sat on the edge of the bed and studied the woman
who sat curled up before him. She kept her head
lowered to her knees. Broken already? He wondered.�
�Seems you and I have a few things to discuss, Red.�
He raised his brow in delight when she whipped her
head up. The glare she gave him sent a thrill through
his back. There�s the fire, he thought triumphantly.�
�Where are Richard and Cammie?� Willow demanded.
What was it with women named Willow? Loyal to an
�effin� fault.
�What do you care?� he asked. He leaned back and
fished a cigarette from his pocket. �It�s not like
they cared about you.�
He exhaled and relented under her fiery stare.
�They�re having tea with the others,� he said. �But
it�s nothing ��
Willow scrambled to her feet and ran. Easily Spike
grabbed her arm and jerked her to a stop. �It�s
nothing you need to see.�
He knew his family listened to their conversation so
he wrapped he pinned Willow�s arms to her side and
pulled her in to him. She struggled and he held her
closer.
�They�re dead,� he whispered in her ear trying to
ignore the intoxicating perfume of fear, rage, and
desire that surrounded her. �And you will be too
unless you do what I say.�
� �
Willow moaned again and felt her knees buckle. Dead.
Richard and Cammie dead. I�m next. She felt the room
swim around her and despite herself let Spike support
her while the tears spilled from her eyes. She opened
her mouth to draw in a breath that would not come.
�There there,� Spike comforted her.
In a rage Willow pushed against his chest and managed
to separate them. The surprise that flickered in
Spike�s eyes egged on her fury. He would pay, so help
her God.
�You killed them,� she shouted. I have to destroy
something. She whirled around intent upon breaking
the first thing she saw. With one swipe of her arm
she knocked the jars and kitschy stuff she�d loved
onto the floor. The resounding sound of shattered
glass and bouncing plastic did little to placate the
need to hurt.
�Angelus killed them,� Spike corrected her. �Well, I
finished off the slut, but nothing could have saved
her after what he did. Besides, I was hungry.�
A small noise at the doorway drew Willow�s attention.
She felt the vessels behind her eyes pop at the sight
of the dark haired woman. A wash of red blurred her
vision.
�Tea�s getting cold, Spike,� Dru scolded him.
�Be there in a minute,� Spike said.
�I found a lovely new frock,� Dru said. She giggled
and swished the skirts about her feet. �Do you like
it?�
�That�s. My. Dress. Bitch,� Willow
raged.�
I�m dead already, but I�m not going without a fight.
She knew she probably lunged at her death but no
longer cared. The element of surprise was on her
side, as the vampiress barely had time to morph into
her true creature before Willow had thrown herself
full force into the petite woman and knocked her to
her back. Oh no you�re not wearing my wedding dress,
bitch. She only managed a few satisfying blows to the
creature�s ridged forehead and nose before the demon
managed to throw her off.�
Willow recognized the feel of air rushing around her,
the sense of flying, and then the hard wall that
cushioned her fall. She bit into her tongue, grunted,
then slid to the floor with the metallic taste of her
own blood in her mouth. The world blurred with black
about its edges but Willow fought it.
You will not pass out, she thought wildly. Then there
was darkness.
�
�Spikey,� Dru whined. She put her hand to her now
smooth forehead and pulled back her bloodied
fingertips. Her brown eyes widened and she held out
her hand for him to see. �She hurt me, Spike. My
dolly hurt me.�
�Take off the dress, Dru,� Spike ordered. Damn you,
he swore at his mad princess. �And mind the blood on
the lace.�
Bloody hell. Red was a fighter, he thought proudly.
She would do his family proud. Gently he lifted her
from the floor and put her back into bed.
�But the stars are singing again,� Dru said. She
dropped her hand to her side and looked up to the
smooth ceiling to listen better. �They lie, my love.�
Spike looked up from smoothing the covers around his
Willow, barely able to contain his irritation.
Where�s the patience? He wondered. Where�s the need?
�What do they say?� he forced himself to ask.
Bloody stars always singing. What a friggin nutter.A
drop of blood fell from Dru�s eye. She looked
beautifully stricken.�
Bloody stars always singing. What a friggin nutter. A
drop of blood fell from Dru�s eye. She looked
beautifully stricken.�
�They say you�re leaving me. I would be lost without
you.�
Spike closed his eyes and willed what little patience
his demon allowed him. Seemed to know your way to
several chaos demons.��The dress, Pet,� he said again.�
��The stars are
lying, aren�t they?� Dru asked. If possible she
appeared even more vulnerable.
Then, just as suddenly, she straightened her spine.
�But Miss Edith doesn�t lie.�
Spike stood warily at Willow�s bedside. Don�t forget
the dying bloody daisies. But he held his tongue.
Until he was up to full strength he wouldn�t be able
to properly protect Willow. Drusilla had let down her
guard once. He knew it wouldn�t happen again and the
next time the girl would not get off so easily.Dru
took a step forward.�
�Miss Edith doesn�t lie,� she repeated. She cocked
her head to the side and her dark hair tumbled over
one shoulder. Her eyes accused him even before she
spoke.�You�ve chosen another.�
Spike shrugged. He knew that look. She�d latched
onto a truth and wasn�t about to let it go. Love
those lucid moments.�
�People change, Dru.�
�We�re not people,� Dru yelled. Her hands balled into
small fists and she stamped her foot.
Spike shrugged again. �Demons then. I do have my
pride, you know.��He watched her carefully as she
paced slowly in front of the door. Despite her
insanity, her prowl still took away his non-breath.
�I,� she screamed the word and brought her hand to her
breast. �I am your pride.�
�Once,� he said softly his eyes never leaving her
eyes. Would she attack? And where was the Pouf? He
always did manage to interrupt a good moment. Spike
could think of no better than moment for Angelus to
break the mood.
�I am your sire,� Dru reminded him. �I created you.�
�And then you abandoned me,� Spike reminded her. He
stopped and took a needless deep breath to calm
himself.
When he spoke again his lowered his voice.�I�m worth
more than that, Dru.��He rolled his eyes. Nice, mate,
he congratulated himself. Now you sound like a bloody
talk show whiner.
�You reeked of the slayer,� she hissed the final word.
She stopped pacing and stood still before him then
flicked her gaze over his shoulder.
�This one is not worthy.�
Spike grinned and gently wiped his thumb across the
still fresh cut Willow�s rampage had caused. He
didn�t miss the passion that flashed in her eyes
because of the pain he caused. Nothing in his body
stirred. No arousal. He brought his thumb to his
lips and tasted her blood. He tasted nothing but the
bond.He raised his brow and smirked. His newly chosen
had done him proud. Not even reborn and already up
for a good brawl.
�Looks like she might be, Luv.�
Darla watched as her boy�s expression turned from
interest to anger. She suppressed a smile. Sensitive
hearing was one of the many perks in her life. Spike
and Dru certainly did put on a good show. She arched
an eyebrow then reached out to straighten Richard�s
head. They always did.
�We should have killed her,� she said.She smiled
demurely at his warning growl, already feeling the
wetness build between her thighs. Tonight would be
good to her.
�She is my childe. Your sire,� Angelus reminded her
needlessly.
Darla sighed and looked to the ceiling. I�m all for
tradition, but really, it�s time to cut the cord.
�She is a detriment. Look what almost happened to us
in Montreal. The silly twit almost got us caught. It
would have made Prague look like a massage.�
She closed her eyes and counted to three. Spike
understood. Why couldn�t her boy? Always that
twisted sense of responsibility. A nasty byproduct of
the lost soul? She shifted in her seat then tossed
her napkin on the table. It was time to pull out the
big stakes so to speak. She stood and made her way
slowly around the table.
�Angelus,� she said sliding her leg between his lap
and the table. She straddled him then slowly lowered
herself onto his lap. He did not disappoint her as
she felt him harden beneath her.She leaned forward and
gently kissed below his jaw line then nipped at his
sensitive lobes.
�My Angelus,� she whispered. She ground her hips into
him slowly. A deep purr from the depths of his throat
urged her.
�No one can rule me,� Darla breathed. �It kills me.�
Angelus�s strong fingers dug into her hips and then up
the sides of her skirt. Darla smiled. He wasn�t able
to deny her. He never had been. She lowered her
mouth to the smooth skin just above his collarbone and
dragged her tongue across it tasting the salt.
�Her insanity is my greatest accomplishment,� Angelus
murmured. �It is intoxicating.�
Darla groaned and rolled back. He�d been so much
easier to persuade 200 years ago. �It�s annoying.�
�She is not to be harmed,� Angelus said. With one
quick movement he�d pushed his chair from the table
and shoved Darla from his lap.Darla growled at the
sharp pain and indignity of her bottom meeting the
hardwood floor.
�Angelus,� she called no longer trying to suppress her
anger. Her childe�s retreating backside was his only
response. �I am your sire.�
A small ray of hope shot through her when he stopped,
but instantly he shot it down.
�I will not be ruled.�
�Come, Dru,� Angelus said gently. He took his
childe�s arm. �It�s time to feed.�
Despite himself, Spike let the relief wash over him.
Angelus, pouf that he was, had bought Willow time. He
was careful though to keep his posture the same. No
sense in showing weakness.
�I�ll feed on that one,� Dru said. She arched her
brow and pointed to Willow. Spike growled and narrowed
his eyes in warning.
�Come, Dru,� Angelus urged. He lowered his voice and
leaned into her ear.Spike strained and heard the words
orphanage and children�s hospital.
It was no surprise to him when Dru�s face lit up and
she clapped her hands.�Daddy�s taking me to dinner,�
she said pertly. She smiled prettily up at her sire.
�I�ll just change my dress.�
Both men watched as she bounced from the room.
�She�s too cute,� Angelus said with a smile. Spike
smirked and crossed his arms over his chest. Once, he
thought.
�I expect business will be taken care of when we
return,� Angelus said. He looked pointedly at Willow.
Spike bristled but controlled the demon. He knew that
he was no match for Angelus, not now. Two bloody
nights, mate, he thought. Give me two nights.
Instead of a confrontation he nodded over Angelus�s
shoulder at an overtly excited Dru.
�Looks like she�s ready.�
Spike waited a few minutes after he�d heard the front
door open and his �family� crunch merrily down the
road. They were alone, aside from the quiet couple
Richard and Cammie who Dru had so neatly set up around
the kitchen table.
He gave up a smile. Twisted. Served them right,
though. He�d watched the show they�d put on for
Willow, he�d seen her endure it.As if she sensed his
thoughts Willow stirred. Her groan sent a chill
through him. So vulnerable, he thought. The image of
her attacking Dru flashed through his head. He
smiled. But far from weak.
She probably had a concussion, judging from how hard
she hit the wall, but soon it wouldn�t matter. He
circled the bed and knelt down next to Willow.She
groaned softly as she rolled her head to face him.
�Shh,� he soothed brushing her hair from her face.He
studied her face, large wide set eyes, light eyebrows,
pert nose, and full red lips; it was a face he could
definitely look at for all eternity.
The familiar cliches ran through his mind. I hardly
know her. Am I ready for that kind of commitment
again? I should just kill her and end everyone�s
misery. He frowned.
�Richard,� she whimpered.
Spike rolled his eyes. Bloody terrific. Another mate
who can�t get a former boyfriend off her mind. He
groaned and let his forehead drop to the mattress.
He�d rather drain her than live through that again.
�Richard,� Willow breathed again. �You asshole.�
Spike grinned. Dare he hope that she attacked Dru
solely because of the wedding dress?
�I�ll get you all the pretty dresses you want,� he
promised and then laughed. Unlife was just too
perfect sometimes.
***********
Her head throbbed. Her back throbbed. Her hand
throbbed. Willow heard herself groan. Such terrible
dreams and the laughter and the monsters, what had she
eaten? A cool hand soothed her forehead and she
turned into its caress.
�Quiet now,� a vaguely familiar voice said. �Don�t
move too fast, you�ve had a nasty - flight.�
So familiar, Willow thought. Slowly she opened her
eyes then groaned again. It�s real. Tears slipped
from her eyes. They were dead. She was going to die.
What had her mother always said about taking in
strays? Well, Mom, Willow thought sadly. You were
right. One of them bit me in the ass.She licked her
cracked lips.
�Why am I still alive?� She asked. And why are you
hovering?
�We�ll take care of that soon enough, Luv,� he assured
her.
I should be scared, Willow thought, but she only felt
numb. She nodded and rolled her head away from the
blonde monster.
�If I don�t do it, the others will kill you. Can�t
have that, can we?�
Willow grimaced. It didn�t matter who killed her.
She stifled a moan when the mattress sank under his
weight. She hoped death was less painful than what
she felt at that moment. She closed her eyes.
�Dead is dead,� she mumbled.His sudden laugh
infuriated her. Despite the crashing headache she had
Willow sat up.
�Don�t glare so, Luv,� Spike said when he�d regained
his composure. �I am unliving proof that dead is not
dead.�
�I�d rather be dead than be like you,� Willow
said.She pressed her heel to her forehead.
She cried out when he jerked her from the bed and
shoved her roughly across the room. Her legs gave out
and she landed with a thud and a cry between the
doorway.
Just roll over, her mind commanded play dead. But her
primal core struggled and she found herself kicking
out at him as he reached for her. We�re alone, she
thought wildly. I can fight him and escape. The
fight, however was in vain.
With a growl Spike jerked her from the floor and
muscled her into the kitchen.Willow felt her eyes
bulge from her head and her breath caught in her
throat along with the bile when Spike held her chin in
his hand and jerked her head to face the scene Dru had
arranged.
�That will be you, unless you cooperate,� Spike said.
His voice lost all trace of emotion.Willow gagged at
the macabre sight. Richard and Cammie, sitting in
chairs, wearing hats, and holding tea cups. Cammie�s
head slumped forward so her hair hid her face and
throat but thestiffness was far from natural.
�No,� Willow whined.
�Look at his throat,� Spike commanded. His fingers
dug into her chin.
Obediently Willow studied Richard, his raw wound
crusted in spots and glistened in others. What was
wrong with that picture, aside from being dead?
Willow blinked as her mind refused to acknowledge that
her boyfriend�s throat had been ripped out. She
almost welcomed Spike�s cool breath on her cheek.
�Is that how you want your mother to find you,
sweets?�
Unshed tears stood in her eyes.
�My. Mother�s. Dead,� she said. Her own voice sounded
foreign.
Spike groaned and turned her to face him. He held her
shoulders and bent his knees so that they stood eye to
eye.
�I�m making a point here, Red,� he explained as
patiently as he could. �I won�t do this to you, but
the others will.�
�Then let me go,� Willow said. She felt a small rush
of desperate hope and grabbed his forearms. Her heart
crashed when he shook his head. �Damn you.�
�Been there, done that. Can�t let you go, Pet. I�ve
taken a liking to you. And I keep what I like.�
�I don�t like you,� Willow said. �Do you want to
spend forever with a woman who hates you? Because
nothing you can do will change that.�
She hated the way he cocked his head to the side and
tsked at her.�So sure, Luv?�
She pulled her gaze away from his probing eyes. In a
rush of adrenaline she jerked free of his hold.
Willow closed her eyes to his reminder that she didn�t
hate him the night before.He lifted her chin. God,
she hated how his eyes twinkled.
�In fact, I think you quite liked what we did last
night,� he said. �Imagine an eternity of that.
Because those are your only choices, Red. You become
mine or -�
Willow held up her hand. She didn�t need to hear the
rest. Buy time, she thought. There has to be a way
out. She swallowed.
�Do you have to turn me right away?� Spike paused and
her hopes peeked upwards. A loophole? She jumped at
the silence.
�I mean, I get a choice, right? Death or, well,
death.�
�That�s what I�ve been saying.�He sounded mildly
irritated.
She hid her smile.�Then give me time to decide,� she
said when she finally pulled the hope from her eyes.
�You planned for a wedding, anyway,� Spike reminded
her. �A lifetime with that pouf or an eternity of
almost no limits.�
�And yet, somehow, I�m still not convinced,� Willow
said. She turned so she could no longer see Richard
and Cammie. She couldn�t afford to lose focus. She
lowered her voice to a whisper so that he had to lean
forward to hear.
�Convince me.�
Dear God, let this work.
He smelled her revulsion, her fear, and something
else. Her strength? How cute, he thought, she�s
trying to connive me. He raised a brow and smiled at
the woman who sat on the couch and stared at him with
quick intelligent eyes. I like that.
�Tell me about Drusilla,� Willow said. �She�s weird.�
"Don�t hold back, do you?" He licked his lips. Was
this something she needed to know? Was it anything he
wanted to rehash?
�I shagged her a few times,� he lied with an easy
shrug. And loved the hell out of her.
Willow heightened her brow and her full lips formed an
�o�.
�That�s why she says things like, �my Spike.� And, �I
don�t like her, she smells of my Spike.�
Spike fought a smile. He had an actress on his hands.
Willow slipped easily into Dru�s timing, phrasing,
and accent.
�We�re a possessive lot,� he explained.
�She left you,� Willow accused.
�Did not,� Spike lied. He relented under her narrowed
eyes and shifted uncomfortably in his chair. �Yeah,
well, she�s a bit flighty.�
�So, I�d be your other woman,� Willow said
matter-of-factly. She shook her head. �Been there.
Done that. Bought the wedding dress.�
Spike ground his blunt teeth. Maybe her acting wasn�t
as endearing as he�d thought.
�Dru is not an issue,� he said as evenly as he could.
She smiled, and as usual, it didn�t reach her eyes.
�I�ve probably got the concussion and bruised ribs to
prove that she is.�
�Next question,� Spike forced through his teeth.
She�s good. If he changed her Dru would flip out.
�The big guy, where does he fit into all this?�
�Peaches?� Spike scoffed. �Big, brooding, nancyboy.�
He shrugged. Willow set her mouth and raised a brow.
�Shag him, too?� she asked sweetly.
�In your bloody dreams,� Spike retorted and shifted
uncomfortably. That�s one question I�ll never answer.
�He wants me,� Willow said simply.
�For lunch, maybe,� Spike scoffed.He�d seen the way
Angelus looked at Willow and he hadn�t liked it one
bit. He�d take care of that little problem later,
when he had his full strength. Willow smiled. He
growled.
�So that�s two who�d just as soon have me for lunch,�
Willow ticked off the small number on her long
fingers. �Tell me again why I�d want to spend
eternity in this dysfunctional little family of
yours?�
Feisty. Like the slayer. Cute. Like the witch. And
not a drop of insanity in her blood. Does it get any
better than this?
�You�d be with me,� Spike assured her. �We wouldn�t
stay with them very long.�
�Can�t you imagine it? You want bloody Rome? We�ll
take bloody Rome. A designer wardrobe? You can have
that.�
�All in exchange for my soul. What a bargain,� Willow
countered.
He growled again and stood to pace.
�Darla,� Willow said simply.
�Bitch,� Spike answered. �But she likes you.�
�And still I find it mildly unsettling.�
Spike stopped pacing and pinned her shoulders to the
couch. She was stalling and they were running out of
time. If the quick movement scared her Willow didn�t
let on.
�Look, anyone who hurts you answers to me,� he said.
�And no one is stupid enough to do that. Or they
won�t be once word gets out that the stupid chip is
gone.�
�Chip?�
�Long story,� he pushed aside her question. �You�ll
have plenty of time once you say yes to me.�
Christ, she was stubborn.
�What�s for you here?� he asked pulling out the wild
card. He didn�t miss the pause and the sadness that
flickered across her eyes. He leaned in even closer,
until their foreheads almost touched.
�I can give you everything you�ve ever wanted.�
Did she always smell like sleepy sex? He felt himself
harden. Tryin� awfully hard, mate, he warned himself.
And for what? So the girl died. So what? There�d
be others. Where�s the fear? Where was the racing
heart? He swallowed as he listened to Willow�s blood
flow rhythmically through her veins.
�Except my freedom,� she realized sadly.
�Freedom to do what you want when you want is
included,� Spike said.He now straddled her slender
thighs effectively pinning her to the couch. Slowly
he let go of one shoulder and pushed her robe from her
shoulder. Pale skin glowed at him. He felt his demon
stir, incited by the sudden lust.
�What you felt with me last night can be yours
forever,� he whispered then brushed his lips across
her forehead. So warm. Her heart rate increased, he
heard it, he felt it.
What are you doing, Wakefield? Willow yelled at
herself. She closed her eyes as Spike kissed her
temple and then her jaw. It feels so good. So good.
His voice soothed her, offered her the security her
life lacked. Despite her best intentions she heard
herself whimper when she felt his tongue at her neck.
�Forever,� Spike whispered in her ear. �I won�t leave
you.�
She felt a tear slip down her cheek as she felt her
resolve weaken. How many people have told me that?
�Don�t say that,� she breathed. She felt Spike pull
back and opened her eyes.
�Tears, Luv?�
Willow nodded. So sweet, she thought, he sounds so
convincing.
�How can you be sure?�She heard her own shuddered
breath as he used the tip of his thumb to massage the
rise of her breast. When had he let go of her other
shoulder? Why don�t I fight him?
�I take care of what�s mine,� Spike said. Gold flecks
sparkled in the depths of his blue eyes. �And make no
mistake of it, Willow, you will be mine.�
The threat was clear; resoundingly so, but the manner
in which he spoke, so confident, so possessive urged
the heat between her thighs.
Willow frowned, struggling to hold on to whatever it
was within that wavered. �Will you be mine, then?� she
asked. Damn, she�d wanted to sound sarcastic, but even to her
own hears she heard the passion.�Or am I to be a
prisoner?�
"Might be the other way �round,� Spike murmured. His
eyes darkened and she felt his breath on her lips.
Willow�s heart pounded in her chest. He was going to
kiss her, the psychotic killer was going to kiss her
and she ached for it. Was there something wrong with
her?
Fight, fool. His defenses are down. Fight. Yet, she
couldn�t, all she could do was accept the fire from
his lips and then return it.Cool hands stripped the
gown off the other shoulder then pushed the soft
flannel away from her breasts.
Willow felt like liquid gold as she melted down until
she lay on the couch with Spike positioned over her.
She buried her fingers in his back as he first licked
then nibbled the sensitive peak of one breast while he
teased and coaxed the other with his fingertips. She
groaned and arched upward.
I�m on fire, she thought anxiously. She rubbed the
soles of her feet into the soft fabric of her couch to
ease the burn.
�Please,� she whispered. Please what? Make her
forget everything she�d seen? Erase the past day?
Possess her? Relieve the sweet ache his tongue now
created between her thighs?
Each time she felt the tide rise Spike eased away and
found a new spot to torture. Delectable frustration
flowed and ebbed and slowly Willow realized that he
was learning her, studying her, worshipping her.
She called out, babbled to her God and whoever else
would listen. She whimpered in disappointment when
she felt him leave the couch. But the rustle of
fabric hitting the floor and his silken lips on hers
quickly quieted her.
She felt his hardness against her thigh and spread her
legs in a subtle invitation. Cool, thick flesh parted
her slowly, then plunged into her depths. She closed
her eyes and surrendered her body to the pace he set.
He took her as she knew he would; aggressively,
letting there be no doubt she was his. So different
from Richard. The thought floated lazily in the back
of her mind. So much better. She raised her lashes
and peered up at him and only then realized that he
spoke.
��mark you�. Let them know,� he groaned. �Let everyone
know.�
She watched him struggle to maintain his human form in
awe of the battles he fought simultaneously.
�Say yes, Willow,� he commanded driving himself more
forcefully into her.
She cried out, felt the tears slip from her eyes, then
bared her throat to him, willingly.
Willow�s heat engulfed him. Can�t lose this, he
thought in the back of his mind, but his beast roared
for a mate. Or for a meal. Lovely warmth. He would
mark her. She would be his and when she was truly
ready, he would turn her. She would join him. She
would love him.
I�ll turn her on my time and not because they told me
to. Yeah, Spike nodded. He ran his unlife. No one
else. Especially not his poor excuse of a sire.
�Willow, luv, I�m going to mark you.� Bullocks, is my voice shaking? �It�ll let them know
you�re mine. You�ll be safe. It�ll let everyone
know.�
Spike�s demon raged with the want to kill. Her blood
pounded just centimeters beneath him. It demanded to
seize and destroy the human whom he had conquered. He
growled, as the control he�d maintained faltered.
Say yes, he thought wildly, before it wins, say yes.
�Say yes, Willow.�
Then there it was, her tears, her throat, and the
whisper of a word.
�Yes.�
He loosened his hold on the demon, felt his features
shift then came as he punctured the tender flesh just
above her shoulder.
He reveled in the exchange. Dead seed replaced with
life force. Her rich, thick blood, danced down his
throat speaking to him, telling him her secrets,
giving him her passions.
The demon roared at his conquest, he�d chosen wisely.
She suited him. She had darkness.Spike felt Willow�s
warm arms snake around his back and hold him to her.
He smelled how her uncertainty wrestled with her
resolve. He�d felt her withhold the cry when he broke
her flesh and now he felt her urge him on.
Reluctantly, he pulled away, drunk with her essence
and the control. He�d taken enough. The mark had
been made. There would be time later.
�Is that it?� Her trembling voice broke the silence.
He felt her body tremor beneath him. Spike raised his
head and studied her face. He frowned. Was that it?
What had she bloody expected?
�I haven�t said this in a few lifetimes, Pet, but it
will get better for you.�
Her laugh surprised him. �No. Am I a vampire now?�
He tucked his head back into her shoulder to hide his
grin. �Not yet, Luv,� he assured her.
Her chest heaved. A sigh? Of relief maybe?
�Because I don�t feel any different.�
He frowned again and pulled his head up. Cor, how
good did he have to be? �Not at all?�
�Tired,� she said after a moment�s pause.
Spike rolled them to their side and absently cupped
the soft flesh of her breast. He licked a stray
bubble of her blood from her shoulder.
�That�s it?�
�My neck hurts.�
He groaned then sighed. You will not fish for
compliments, he scolded himself. �Anything else?�
Damn. He nipped at her chin as playfully as his demon
allowed. Did she laugh at him?
�Insecure?�
He scowled. She was laughing. �Never,� he lied.
�You?�
He caught the almost imperceptible pause.
�Always,� she whispered.
*****************
Spike felt them before he heard them, that sting in
his dead heart told him Dru and the rest of his family
was home. Carefully, so as not to awaken his Willow,
he eased from the bed. She�d wanted to stay, sleep on
the couch but that wouldn�t have done. Willow had
issued a challenge when she�d accepted him, one that
Drusilla would not ignore.
He pulled on his jeans and shrugged into his
unbuttoned shirt, then rolled his head to either side.
The bursa broke with a satisfying pop. He felt�good,
ready, he glanced over his shoulder at the beauty in
his bed, he felt right. He opened the bedroom door
stepped into the hallway then closed it behind him.
It would do no good to turn the lock.
He sensed her fury, Darla�s amusement, and Angel�s
arousal. Bloody ponce always did get off on porn.
Dru stood before him swaying soundlessly to music only
she could hear. Beautiful as always. Beautiful for
eternity. She stopped just as suddenly.
�The moon whispers to me. It tells me things. My
pretty dolly has been naughty.�She opened her eyes
just a tad too wide and turned her gaze to him. Spike
waited.
�So have you. I smell her on you.� She sniffed the
air obscenely. �I can taste her all around me.�
So can I, Pet. He caught Drusilla�s arm as she tried
to rush past him.
�Angelus said I could have her,� Drusilla whined. She
looked over her shoulder. �Didn�t you, Daddy?�
Spike didn�t have to look to know Angelus grinned.
Insipid moron. �She�s wasn�t his to give away.�
�I will kill her,� Drusilla singsonged. She was back
to swaying. �You will be proud of me and be mine
again.�
�Touch one hair on her head, one lovely inch of skin,
and I will kill you,� Spike warned. He raised his
yellow gaze to include Darla and Angelus. Especially
you, Peaches.
Drusilla smiled and clapped her hands. She turned
excitedly to her sire and grandsire.
�My Spike is flirting.�
Spike rolled his eyes. How many years had he
struggled through that nonsense? Enough to know there
was no use reasoning. Drusilla would see in her own
time. In the meanwhile his job was to protect his
Willow. And do a right better job than you did.
�Dru?� he drew out her name. She turned back to him
and crossed her hands demurely in front of her. �Not.
One. Hair. Understand?�
She nodded quickly. �I�m a princess.�
You�re a nutter. �Yes, Luv,� he said, he eased his
guard a bit, �You�re a princess.�
�I�m your princess,� she continued.
Spike shook his head. �Not anymore.�
It was the feral cry that pulled Willow from her
dreamless sleep. The screams, the sounds of breaking
furniture and crashing glass all urged her from her
bed.
My house, she worried stumbling over shoes. She
pulled Spike�s black t-shirt over her head and opened
the door. My Spike�.*My Spike* My God. She rushed to
Spike�s side and grabbed his muscled arm.
�Let her go,� she screamed. Dru remained pinned to
the wall, snarling and kicking. �You�ll kill her.
Let her go.�
�Get back in the room,� Spike said darkly.It was
then that she noticed the ridges in his forehead.
She jumped back with a yelp as Drusilla turned her
yellow eyes to her and hissed.
�Spike,� Willow tried again.She clung to his arm and
stood just an inch too close. Drusilla�s arm shot out
and razor nails cut clean swipes across her forehead.
Willow stumbled back. There was numbness then a sting
of fire spread across her head. Already streams of
warm blood ran over her brow.
Blood? A dark anger spread through her stomach. Come
in my house, wear my wedding dress, pose Richard and
Cammie for tea, then you cut me?
�Bitch,� Willow heard herself shriek.In a fit of
darkness she lunged forward intent on only one thing:
pain.
It should have registered that Drusilla was a powerful
vampiress. It should have registered that she was
completely outnumbered. Yet it didn�t. Something in
her wanted the conflict. Something long dormant
craved the battle she sought.
Hands jerked her back and crisscrossed around her neck
with one on either side of her head. She growled and
kicked in frustration. Growling?
�Not yet, Willow,� Darla whispered in her ear.�Soon,
though.�
She felt the blonde�s body pressed into her backside.
It was slight and comforting and arousing. The anger
ebbed. Willow whimpered and blinked away the blood
that ran into her eyes. What�s happening to me?
�I said not. One. Hair,� Spike yelled.
Willow watched with fascinated horror as he slammed
the slight brunette�s body into another wall.
Jealousy coiled from her bowels when she saw that
despite the blood that oozed from the corners of her
mouth, Drusilla loved it.
At least she loved it until her deceptively fragile
body met the glass panes of the living room
window.Triumph eased Willow�s tension as she saw
Drusilla writhe under the first rays of the morning
sun.
�Angelus,� she mewled caught between fetal position
and a struggle for shade. Her pleas for help pierced
the otherwise silent morning air.
Angelus snarled at the three, grabbed Willow�s
discarded robe from the couch. He threw the robe over
his head and ripped open the front door obviously
intent upon saving his childe.
Mesmerized, Spike, Darla, and Willow moved to the
window.
�This is far from over, Spike,� Angelus threatened.
He grimaced as he dropped the robe to gather Drusilla
in his arms. Once situated he tugged the flannel over
them and struggled off in the snow.The stench of
burning flesh wafted through the living room. All
three took a step back.
Willow watched Angelus and Dru head east. She felt
Darla slide away from her as Spike pressed into her
back and wound his arms around her waist. He rested
his chin on Willow�s shoulder.
�I love family reunions,� Darla said. She returned to
Willow�s side, stood on tip toes and licked the blood
off her forehead.
Willow closed her eyes and leaned into the bath.�Will
they come back?�
�Wouldn�t be any fun if they didn�t, Pet,� Spike
answered her question then kissed her cheek.He
released her then stepped in front of her. He bent
his knees and studied her forehead.
Relief ran through Willow�s veins. He�s taking care
of me.
�Now, let�s take care of this then get out of this
place. I heard snow plows earlier.�
Darla smiled and stretched. Her breathy voice floated
over her shoulder.�I love travelling,� she said.
�I�ll pack you a bag.�
�The sun?� Willow questioned. I�m going along with
this.
�Your car has tinted windows,� he said. �Saw it in
the garage. Nice set of wheels if I do say so
myself.�
Willow shook her head.
�The BMW was Richard�s. I parked my car out by the
curb.�
Spike smiled. �That pile of junk is yours?�
Willow nodded, then smiled broadly despite the
stinging. No limits. Freedom. She lowered her voice
and leaned in.
�We�ll borrow Richard�s,� she said with a wink. �I�m
sure he won�t mind.�
The End
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