Buffy heard the front door open and slam shut a few seconds later. She looked up from the magazine she was reading as Dawn entered the living room.
�Hi Dawn,� Buffy greeted, �How was school?�
�Fine� she replied dryly, as she headed up the stairs.
�Dawnie, we need to talk.�
Dawn stopped halfway up the stairs, sighed, and slowly walked back down.
�If this is about Willow, I don�t want to hear it,� she said as she sat down next to Buffy on the couch.
�It�s not about Willow, it�s about you�and me. Do you remember the Social Worker who was here the other day? She showed up just as Xander was about to take you to school?�
Dawn nodded.
�Yeah, well, I got a letter today, you�um, you might want to read it.� Buffy handed her sister the now well-read letter.
�What does this mean?�
�It means that I could lose guardianship of you.�
�And what would happen to me? Where would I go?�
�I don�t know, Dad maybe or, or a foster home.�
Dawn looked stricken, �But they can�t do that, can they?�
Buffy nodded, �They can. But, but don�t worry, it�s not going to happen.�
�What? You�re going to slay the big, bad, social workers?�
�It�s always a possibility,� she smiled, but it didn�t reach her eyes.
Dawn wasn�t amused, �Buffy.�
�Sorry. Dawn, what would you think of Spike staying here and acting as your male caregiver?�
�You mean he�d be living with us?�
�No, not living,� Buffy answered quickly, �*Staying*. Temporarily. It would only be until Social Services are satisfied that I�m taking good care of you.�
Dawn�s lips had curved into a small smile. �That would be ok. I like Spike�
�Yeah, Willow told me that Spike came over every night before I came back, she said you enjoyed it.�
Dawn frowned at the mention of Willow�s name, but her smile turned into a grin as she considered the prospect of Spike living with them.
*I think that�s the first time she�s smiled since the accident* Buffy thought. �It�s good to see you smiling again, Dawnie.� *Even if it is because of Spike*
�Whatever,� she shrugged. She stood up and began walking to her room. She was at the foot of the stairs when she stopped and turned to Buffy. �What about you? Would you be ok with it? I know Spike�s not your favourite person.�
*No I�m not ok with it, I don�t want Spike living here* Buffy put a fake smile on her face, �Oh yeah, I�m fine with it.�
Without saying anything else, Dawn continued on her way to her room.
�This is just great,� Buffy muttered once Dawn was out of earshot, �Just *great*�
�Gee, Spike, for a vampire you sure do have a lot of crap,� Dawn complained as she helped Spike move his stuff into the Summers� house.
�I do not!� he protested.
�Hey, the important thing is that *you* believe it,� she grinned.
Buffy watched the two with her arms crossed; an involuntary smile crossed her face as she listened to their friendly banter. But when Spike turned to look at her it was immediately replaced with one of boredom.
�So, Buffy, where�s Spike sleeping?� a cheerful Dawn asked. She had warmed up to her sister quite a bit since she�d been told that Spike was going to be staying with them.
�On the couch,� Buffy ground out.
�But Buffy,� Dawn argued.
�No! We don�t have any room,�
�He could have Willow�s room, she doesn�t deserve it,� the teenager muttered.
The two replies came simultaneously and in the same tone.
�Dawn.�
�Lil Bit.�
Buffy glared at Spike then turned to Dawn, �Dawnie, Willow�s going through a tough time, she�s needs our support. I know you�re upset about the accident, but can�t you just *try* and be nice?�
�You always take her side,� Dawn cried exasperatedly before racing up the stairs to her room.
Buffy collapsed onto the sofa and ran a hand through her hair, �She�s been doing that a lot lately,� she sighed.
Spike sat down next to her, �What? Running up to her room?�
�Shouting, scowling, slamming doors,�
�It�s understandable, love. After what she went through with Glory and then with Willow, it�s only natural that she has a lot of anger.�
Buffy stood up, �So, you think she right? That Willow deserves to be treated like this? That she deserves the cold shoulder?� she yelled furiously.
�Pet,� he said gently, �I didn�t mean it like that.�
�Well how did you mean it?�
Spike stood up and rubbed Buffy�s shoulders, �Put yourself in her shoes for a minute. One of her best friends betrayed her trust, took her to a place full of black magic addicts then got her into an accident.�
Buffy�s eyes grew moist and tears threatened to fall, but she wouldn�t give him the satisfaction of seeing her cry, �Look, I know that Willow has a problem, but she�s working on it, and I�m sure she�d feel better if she knew that Dawn didn�t hate her.�
�I know, love, just give her some time,� he caressed her cheek.
For a moment, Buffy revelled in the feeling of his cool hand on her cheek, but then she pushed him away, �Don�t-don�t touch me,� she said softly
�Right, I forgot, I�m just an evil, disgusting thing,� he said, a look of pain on his face.
Buffy felt a twinge of guilt form in the pit of her stomach, but she quickly pushed it away. �I�ll go get you some blankets.�
She returned five minutes later, her arms full of linen, �Here you go.�
�Thanks, pet.�
Buffy didn�t answer; she just went into the kitchen to start making dinner. Spike followed her and watched as she pulled out various cooking utensils.
�Need any help?�
�No�
�Ok then�
Silence.
�I�m going to go over to Willie�s, to get some blood.�
�Spike, I�m not your parole officer, you don�t have to tell me where you�re going.�
�Just being polite.�
�When are you ever polite?�
�Why the Hell do I try?�
*Because I love her*, Spike he thought as her stormed out of the house, *God, I�m so whipped.*