Day after day, I become more and more lonely
Day after day, it becomes more and more dark
One by one, things start to lose meaning
One by one, I start to lose things
People become more understood
But that only makes them more distant
The more I understand them, the more I realize how different I am
And on many days I lose the hope
That I will ever find a soul mate
Someone who will hold me and stop me from falling
Someone who’ll understand my language
Someone who’ll want me and not want what’s around me
Some days I get so tired of shouting
I keep it inside
And I fear that it will eat me up slowly
Some days I just want to die
I just want to lose all my pain
But I know what I am waiting for
And I feel that it will arrive
But I have no way of knowing for sure
When, who or how
I have no way of being sure
That I will be the same man when it finally arrives
I have no way of knowing
That I won’t be a beat-up eaten-up helpless useless fool
When love finally arrives!
Marco