| Here we go again.... Once agian we have a disclaimer...ok. Some of these poems are well can we say emotional but at the time in my life they fit perfectly but they do not necessarily fit perfectly in my life now. On the other hand some of them do. And now that I have you completely confused.... |
| I'm Calm I'm calm, suddenly beyond it all, I'm calm. My hatred and anger deceased, laughter bubbles to the surface as a smile alights my face. How strange emotions can be. How quickly they can change from one extreme to another. Science and Religious nuts can't explain it, so how can I. All I know is... I'm Calm and your here. At least in my mind. |
| I Need You I need you. I need you here with me. Life without you is a fate worse than death. My smiles never shine through, except when I think of you. You are my life, my shelter, my best friend. To be without you is to be without me. I long for your voice, your arms, your warmth. I need you. I need you here with me. For my life, my life without you is worse than death. |
| Handling It I see you there with her, my pain increases. I thought I could handle it. I thought it would be ok. Your my friend, my love, and I yours. Why can't the pain go away? Why do I delve into the past, instead of the future? I thought I could handle it, and now I'm not quite so sure. Yes, I thought I could handle it yet there you are; with HER. The one you love now. Your life, your exsistance, your reason for being. And I know suddenly, I can't, I can't see you with her. And I can't understand why. How will I ever learn to understand why? |
| Time Time runs quickly away. You want to grab it, stop it, halt it but you know you can't. You can't stop it anymore than you can change it. And it scares you. You want to run, to hide, to cower but there is no where to go. There is no where to escape not from Time. |
| I wrote this poem for my friend Amanda. My Friend In the break of day, I see you. My Friend. Your life confuses and inspires me, your strength awes me. In the face of adversity you succeed. Strength greater than any I've known. A heart surpassing none. You are my Friend, A life line to the world. My life seems empty at the thought of you gone. How do I thank you... my Friend. |
| Love Denied The silence overwhelms my mind. I know no happiness. My heart is heavy without you here. I miss the way the days were -- the days when you were here. The happiness and safety overtook me, controlled my senses. Now they are gone. No feelings anymore. My heart is empty and cold. I miss you -- even though you are here. To knw we are not the same and never will be is a pain best left undefined. My heart and love are Denied. |
| Beautiful Silhouette In the light, I see your shadow. In the dark, I can see your beautiful silhouette. Never before a being as beautiful, never before a light so pure. The sun my shine, the moon may rise, days will come and go and yet I still see your form forever in my mind and hear your voice until I die. My love for you runs deep, deep inside my heart. A warmth, a rush, a wonder. It will never end. |
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