| Want More...Too Bad You Got It hehe |
| Have I Changed Us? Have I changed anything? What have I done? I never meant to alter our state, yet I let a panicked fear change us but hopefully not destroy ys. But yet, somehow, I think we are ok, we are the same and I am paranoid. I pray that is the case because with you, I am so safe, so loved, so vibrant. I learn so much about life, myself and you, when you are around. Things never before known are seeming like old friends. I long to be with you again and hope, I have not destroyed us and what we have. |
| How Could I Have Misjudged You? How could I let myself be folled again? I swore I would never fall for it, not after last time but yet, here I am, refusing to believe what is happening. I build my walls and swear, swear no one can be let in and then I give my heart away, to one such as you. I thought you were different, I thought you cared, I thought you watned more than this, more than just the physical. How could I hve been so wrong, how could I have misjudged you so? Now I stand in limbo, wondering, waiting, should I leave or should I stay? I know one thing for certian, I've given my heart to you, making this even harder to do. So now I wait, in my misery, so close to tears, wondering, how could I have misjudged you? |
| I Miss You I miss you, I almost cannot stand it, but the thought of you keeps me going. You are so clsoe, closer than normal, a mere drive away and yet, I can not touch you or see you or hear your voice. I want to see your face, your beautiful face, with your crinkled, happy, smiling eyes. I want to hear your low, deep, sensual, wonderful, kind voice. I miss every aspect of you, even your angry, stressed voice and body. I just miss you, why can't you be here? I can't wait until your here again. |
| Path of the Day The sun kisses the grass and dries the morning dew. Another day has begun, what will this one hold? Happiness? Tragedy? A New Love? A Rekindled Friendship? Only the day knows. The birds welcome the sun, with a song of delight and love. Reminding us, the sun brings a new start, a new beginning. What will the day hold? Wonderful surprises? Mundane routines? The Accomplishment of a Lifelong Dream? The Death of a Love? It is up to you now, the sun has arisen, the birds have welcomed the dawn, choose your future, choose your path. |
| The Road of Dawn I sit here and wonder, how am I precieved? As a child, As an adolecent, As an adult, or one of inbetween wisdom? Sometimes, I wonder how should I precieve myself, as one still growing or one mature for her years? So I sit, contemplating life and what may be made to come. Will my journey be an easy one or will it be wrought with trials and tribulations? Will it last a lifetime or be unexpectedly cut short? I know not of the answers and yet, still I ponder, I wonder, I sit. Will the answers be known to me in the dawn, or not be revealed until the last act is done? |
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