Themes and Life
What the Nighttime Holds

I wonder with baited breathe
what the nighttime will hold.
An emotional, enrapturing conversation
that last 'til the wee hours of the dawn
or
A short tired conversation
ending not long after it begins.

Not knowing the answer
I still wait,
hopeful,
wistful.

It is the bright of day
and yet I wonder...
what will the nighttime hold?
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Passive,
active,
subordinate,
participles.

Nouns,
verbs,
adjective,
adverbs.

How are we to learn this all?
Why to keep it in our head?
So much to know,
so much to learn.

Words swirl in the mist of the mind.
So come easily,
some much harder.
I envy those who get it well
and pity those like me.

Yet I am learning.
I am striving,
striving to learn
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Secret Heart Revealed

Your tears have lessened.
Your fears decreased.
A giant weight has been lifted.

You have shared your secret heart
hidden for so long behind a mask.
And now you have shelved the veil
and reveled yourself.

How different things must look now,
how clearer they must seem.

To view the world in the same light,
only tinged.
Expecting the world to run and hide
and yet it embraces.

How strange life turns out,
for you,
for everyone,
for your heart.
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It continues...
Go back one...
Go back home...
Seperation

I am here
surrounded by friends
and yet I am alone.

Seperated by morals,
values,
ideas
and beliefs.

I refuse to conform to them
and they refuse to conform to me.
So i stay alone.
I sit on the outside
viewing,
looking in
and yet never participating.

I once thought I was accepted
and now know I am not,
so i resign to be alone.
Happiness resides in the silence of those alone.
My Day Begins...Version One

My day begins
when school ends.

I walk through the door
and turn on my lifeline to you.

I wait 'til your smile appears
and rejoice in the essence of you.
Your a wonderful reason to live.
A bright spot in my darkness.

My Best Friend,
my shelter,
my life.
I worry you'll leave
especially now.
Your finding yourself
and I worry it will be a life without me.
Yet I know it is not
and I am safe --
when I see your smile appear.
My Day Begins...Version Two

My day begins
when school ends.

I walk through the door
and turn on my lifeline to you.

I wait for your smile to appear
and rejoice in the thought of you.
Your a new reason to live.
A bright spot in my darkness.
Not as bright as others
but bright in itself.

Your conversations are full of life
and joy,
provacative,
interesting,
inventive
and entralling.

I wait from conversation to conversation,
wishing time went quicker
and wishing time slower
when your there.

Beacuse my day begins
when school ends
and your smile appears.
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