| The Picture of Little J.A. in a Prospect of Flowers | |||||
| He was spoilt from childhood by the future, which he mastered rather early and apparently without effort. �Boris Pasternak I Darkness falls like a wet sponge And Dick gives Genevieve a swift punch In the pajamas. �Aroint thee, witch.� Her tongue from previous ecstasy Releases thoughts like little hats. �He clap�d me first during the eclipse. Afterwards I noted his manner Much altered. But he sending At that time certain handsome jewels I durst not seem to take offense.� In a far recess of summer Monks are playing soccer. II So far is goodness a mere memory Or naming of recent scenes of badness That even these lives, children, You may pass through to be blessed, So fair does each invent his virtue. And coming from a white world, music Will sparkle at the lips of many who are Beloved. Then these, as dirty handmaidens To some transparent witch, will dream Of a white hero�s subtle wooing, And time shall force a gift on each. That beggar to whom you gave no cent Striped the night with his strange descant. III Yet I cannot escape the picture Of my small self in that bank of flowers: My head among the blazing phlox Seemed a pale and gigantic fungus. I had a hard stare, accepting Everything, taking nothing, As though the rolled-up future might stink As loud as stood the sick moment The shutter clicked. Though I was wrong, Still, as the loveliest feelings Must soon find words, and these, yes, Displace them, so I am not wrong In calling this comic version of myself The true one. For as change is horror, Virtue is really stubbornness And only in the light of lost words Can we imagine our rewards. |
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| john ashbery | |||||