I need you, yet I loathe you
I love you ... ?
I loved you
When did my sunshine fade behind your rain?
I open an umbrella;
You give the lantern a flame
A calm betwixt the storms that set us again adrift
Anger, words, threats ...
I am pushed closer to the cliff
(It is my only path while under your thrall)
Or shall I tumble away
Cradle and all?
I'm wanting, needing, praying to be pulled into your arms' care
Is it possible for us
To finally find each other there?
5 April 2003