The Ride ~ 30 Years in the Making


I've attained my 30th
Now I look back and smile
Upon the beginning of my 20's
That was a while
I was self-absorbed
Wrapped up in my own world
Bitching with my friends
Leading on two men
I gave no damn for!

Then I move on
To a spiritual awakening
And that's when I found my God ~
That's when the rollercoaster began
Its slow ascent
Up the path of maturity
I had to accept
The consequences of my youths naivet�....

The Ride came to a halt
At my mother's death
Down the spiral path
Of depression
I fell!

It brought me and my boyfriend
Back together again
But it didn't last
Based on tragedy
It never does....

I left my long term job
And pushed past my boundaries
My health it did cost
Struggling and crying
Another lesson was taught
Friends I did lose
But I found myself!

I studied my mind
I wanted to be kind
To the youth
The abused
And the aggressively used!
Street counselling and advising
Giving back to society
What I selfishly took
Back in my youth....

I found fulfilment in giving to others
I liked me
What I saw
What I gave
For the first time ever
I was accepted within....

Then life turned a corner
And there Andrew was waiting,
We joined up together
As The Ride took another sharp corner ~
Battling and struggling
We never gave up!

My health it did waiver
Time after time
As I became well
My character got stronger
And I grew wiser
And I learned gratitude
I became positive
As God intervened
Negative illness
It left me....

A career I re-achieved
Quality friendships were born
And life became happy....

Then came the most joyful
In all of my days ~
I married Andrew
And he gave me so much more
Than just his name....

Over six months have passed
And I stand amongst
All whom have helped me
Come to this age
I am content
All is well with my life....

This poem I write
In gratitude to all of you
Who stand with me today
As we join in celebration
For my 30th birthday
A "thank you" I extend
To all my dearly beloved
Family and friends
May God bless you always!

� Elizabeth
25th June, 1996

"Upon reflection of my life, I came to write about my years as I approached my 30th birthday. I had seen and done much, been through hard times and enjoyed happy times. After hitting a low when my mother died, my greatest high was the day I married my best friend and soul mate, Andrew. Although nearly 5 years have passed since then, I continue to grow and learn more each day ~ about love, life and the universe."


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