This is for Joseph Do you know how close I feel to you? Do you know what you mean to me? Sometimes I feel so closed off I would love to look into your mind I would love to experience what You're feeling I will miss you more than I realise I love you more than you know I share thoughts with you That I can't even accept myself Thoughts that seem wrong to me I can express them to you openly More openly than I can express them To myself; I tell you secrets which scare me Secrets that I would not tell another soul And it's all because I love you More than I love life itself Sometimes I wonder Will it all be worthwhile Once you have gone Bernie better look after you properly Because she'll have me to deal with if she doesn't I'm so protective over you Your safety is more important than mine And that is something I can't offer to anyone else Joseph, don't forget me Because you'll be on my mind Till the end of time. � Elizabeth 1988