Confusion Sets In


Am I doing the right thing?
Letting him in once more
Will I get hurt again?
Is it a risk I can afford?
I wish I knew what to do
I wish I knew the right way to go
Leave him or keep him
I don't know
I suppose I'll have to give it a try
And I hope that I won't cry
I've shed enough tears over him
I don't want to go through anymore
I want it all to end
I wish it could be forgotten
But I can't forget
I can't let go
I just have to know
If it will work
And the only way I will know
Is to give him another go
And if it crumbles
And our love dies
I will then die too
Of a broken heart over you
Oh,
Am I doing the right thing?

� Elizabeth
June 1987

"This is about someone I went out with once who was mentally ill, whose sickness came betweeen our relationahip and I found it very hard to handle because I was very young and ignorant to the pain of mental illness."


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