to know you?re not the one
I am the one he runs to when you?re not around
I?m the one he holds and the one he tells
his deepest, darkest secrets & desires.
I?m the one he pulls close to me when he?s frightened
my lips are the ones he kisses when he needs to be comforted
my eyes are the ones he looks into when he?s thinking of you
Because you see it?s a vicious cycle
when you?re back
you?re the one he runs to
you?re the one he holds and tells his deepest, darkest secrets & desires
Then you?re the one he pulls close when he?s frightened,
and you?re lips are the ones he kisses to be comforted.
and you?re eyes are the eyes he?s looking into when he?s
thinking of me
This cycle will never end, for now we have both been betrayed
and now it has come between us
because you see my friend, no matter what
one of us will always be left behind.
I'll see another day & I'll build another world
I'll find another life just like you told me to
I'll find another love,But there will never be...
another you.
*Whenever I feel like I'm okay with letting go
there's always something there to remind me
of a reason why I shouldn't.
*I can't remember what he looks like anymore
only the way I felt when he touched me.
*I never wanted the stars...I never shot for
the moon...I liked them all right where they
were...All I ever wanted way you.
*I can't say I ever actually loved you...at least
not in that way...but I can tell you I know I
could have...had you only given me the
chance.
something is telling me not to let him go. Everytime I follow
my heart...it leads me to him. I mean...what other explanation
is there. Why is it that he is all I can think about? Why is it thatno matter how upset I am...I see him & I can't help but smile? Why is it that when he smiles at me...I get that feeling in my stomach? And even when's he's broken my heart and hurt me as much as anyone could ever hurt me...when he lied to me...and I hated him...why then did I still feel those same feelings? Answer me that,and then I'll tell you why I let him hurt me so much.
in your life where you'd figure out what you wanted....or
didn't want...so you prove to you that I love you and all I want is for you to be happy, I'll walk away...
that when you're playing with fire, you're bound to get burned.
I felt and still you would not understand. So
now I leave without a sound except my heart
shattering as it hits the ground.
memories I've left behind, I cry for the pain, the lost and the
new...I cry frothe times I thought I had you.
mine.
shattering my whole world. Mad for what?
For breaking my heart? Or for taking away all
my trust? All the lies? Maybe for letting me
put all my trust in you only to be betrayed?
How about the fact that you didn't have the
decency to tell me to my face? Or the way you think it's crazy that I cry over you, cause you think it's not a big deal. Am I mad? No, more like crushed.
grief beyond al tears.
had you.
can find someone better than you...when you're all I want.
I'm gonna go down I'm gonna do it in style.
And you won't see me surrender, you won't
hear me confess. Cause you left me with
nothing, but I've worked with less.
It's time for my last tear to fall and me to smile .
think of how amazing it will be to find the one who is.
didn't need you. I was finally accepting you had another girl. Then you smiled at me and ruined it all.
laughing face, and even though you'll think
I never cared no one else can take your place.
know that I won't be able to climb out.
have to pretend that I'm happy.