Entry 316

March 1st, 1997

Dear Diary,

I feel like my life is falling apart, I just can’t seem to keep it straight. I mean one day one person is mad at me and then as soon I turn around the next day another person is mad at me. I feel like locking myself in my room and never coming out, it just really hurts right now.

 

Entry 317

March 2nd, 1997

Dear Diary,

            I went to church today, it was pretty fun. I’ve finally decided that I am ready to become a 100% Christian.  I am going to do it only by taking it step by step: 1st being to stop cussing, 2nd being to stop telling lies, 3rd being to stop hitting people, and the 4th being to start reading the bible daily.

 

Entry 318

March 3rd, 1997

Dear Diary,

Jessica wrote me a note today telling me that our friendship is over, but later after school she called me and said that it is just on hold for the time being. Then to make things worse Amy is mad at me again, I mean I don’t even know how I get myself into these situations.

 

Entry 319

March 4th, 1997

Dear Diary,

Jessica takes it upon herself to tell the Assistant Principal what happened between us, she had told Rachel she was going to, but I didn’t think she really was, but she did. I don’t know....I don’t even know if I care anymore.

 

Entry 320

March 5th, 1997

Dear Diary,

Jessica is still mad at me and now she is trying to act like I don’t exist. Every time I try to talk to her she will either stick her hand in my face which pisses me off and she says she can’t hear me and that I don’t exist or either she will just act like she doesn’t hear me at all.

 

Entry 321

March 6th, 1997

Dear Diary,

I got called to the Assistant Principal’s office today for what happened between Jennifer and I so now at this point I really just don’t care about her anymore. The Assistant Principal said she is calling my Mom to tell her what happened, and that is all I need to have my Mom involved in my every move..great.

 

Entry 322

March 7th, 1997

Dear Diary,

I got called to the Counselor’s office today because my friend Christy had reported the threat that Tara (one of Jessica’s best friends) had made toward me. Then I got called back to the Assistant Principal’s office again about the same thing, and after this whole ridiculous ordeal Jessica and I are friends again.

 

Entry 323

March 8th, 1997

Dear Diary,

            I didn’t do much today except chill and relax.  I talked to Amy and Mary a lot once I got home from school and that was basically the highlight of my day…fun stuff huh!

 

Entry 324

March 9th, 1997

Dear Diary,

I went to church today and after church Dan and Christy came over. Dan came over to work on my car model which I started about a month ago.

 

Entry 325

March 10th, 1997

Dear Diary,

             I went to school today and I realized that I still like Joey a lot.  I’ve liked him forever well really only almost since the beginning of the school year, but ya know.

 

Entry 326

March 11th, 1997

Dear Diary,

On Sunday this little girl Jessica at church told me she wanted me to stay with her one night and watch her and her brother Andrew. So she asked her mom Robin if it was okay, and she said she would let me know on Wednesday.

 

Entry 327

March 12th, 1997

Dear Diary,

I talked to Robin at church today and she said I could watch Jessica and Andrew Saturday night, which means I will be staying at their house that night, so it should be fun.

 

Entry 328

March 13th, 1997

Dear Diary,

            Today I didn’t do much.  Next week we’re having the ITBS at school, and I can hardly wait…yea right like I would be excited about taking a test.

 

Entry 329

March 14th, 1997

Dear Diary,

            Tomorrow I will be spending the night with Robin and her two kids, Jessica and Andrew along with her husband Darrell, obviously.  So anyways I am very excited about that.

 

Entry 330

March 15th, 1997

Dear Diary,

I went over to Robin’s today at about 4 p.m., well actually she picked me up. Then we went to the grocery store and Jessica was with us, along with one of Robin’s friends.

 

Entry 331

March 16th, 1997

Dear Diary,

I went to church today with Robin and her family and after church they had to take me home because my Mom is sick right now because she has a fractured rib.

 

Entry 332

March 17th, 1997

Dear Diary,

            Today was St. Patrick’s Day and we were supposed to wear green.  Well I never take off my watch because I am afraid if I do then I will lose it, but anyway it is green.  I also had a real light green color on my shirt as well, and yet some people tried to pinch me anyway which pissed me off, but whatever.

 

Entry 333

March 18th, 1997

Dear Diary,

            Did I mention that I have an online boyfriend?  Yeh I know it may sound kind of cheesy, but the guy’s name is Brian and he is 18…only problem he thinks I’m 18 too.  He’s really sweet though and aggressive, which I kind of like.  At least I know I like a guy who takes charge in certain instances.

 

Entry 334

March 19th, 1997

Dear Diary,

This whole week at school we are taking this ITBS test, which I hate because I hate tests of any kind. Anyways, I went to church tonight but my Mom didn’t take me home, Curran did because I like to stay during choir practice. Dan and I got in a fight too, but we both eventually got over it.

 

Entry 335

March 20th, 1997

Dear Diary,

I met this new girl today named Samantha she seems nice. We talked on the phone later after school and she likes this boy named Kyle and she thinks he may like her too, so she is hoping he will ask her out soon.

 

Entry 336

March 21st, 1997

Dear Diary,

Amy is spending the night with me tonight and we went to see the movie Liar Liar, it was really funny I loved it! Amy and I tried to stay up all night, but we only made it to about 1 in the morning.

 

Entry 337

March 22nd, 1997

Dear Diary,

Amy and I woke up at about 10:30 and she had to get ready to leave by 11:30 and she was done getting ready by 11:00. So we went outside and played basketball until her Mom came to pick her up.

 

Entry 338

March 23rd, 1997

Dear Diary,

            I didn’t go to church today because when my Mom woke me up I was way too tired.  When she came home though she said that almost everyone was there, which made me wish I had gone…but too late now.

 

Entry 339

March 24th, 1997

Dear Diary,

            I didn’t go to school today because when I woke up I had a sore throat.  It hurt really bad until about 12:30 and then started to drift off, it came back for a little while later on, but by the end of the day I was fine.

 

Entry 340

March 25th, 1997

Dear Diary,

            There is this new girl at school (Callaway Middle School) her name is Samantha.  She has been here for about a week.  She is pretty cool, I have talked to her on the phone a couple of times, so I guess we are friends.

 

Entry 341

March 26th, 1997

Dear Diary,

I went to church as usual for Wednesdays, but I didn’t have a good time at all because Dan and I got in a fight. It wasn’t just one of our regular fights it was a really bad one at least to me it was.

 

Entry 342

March 27th, 1997

Dear Diary,

I found out today that my fight with Dan yesterday was just one of those one day things to him because he called me today and talked to me for a little while. It seemed like a pretty bad fight to me because it made me feel bad after I left church last night, but whatever.

 

Entry 343

March 28th, 1997

Dear Diary,

I don’t know what is happening to me. I feel very confused lately, like different...a lot of things are happening to me that I don’t understand emotionally. I am not real sure how to explain it...I just feel really odd.

 

Entry 344

March 29th, 1997

Dear Diary,

I didn’t really do much today, one good thing is I don’t have to go to school all next week because it is Spring Break so that is something to be excited about, plus I think I really needed a break.

 

Entry 345

March 30th, 1997

Dear Diary,

Today is Easter and my parents got me a live rabbit it is all white and it is only four weeks old. I named her Snowball, it is so cute because of it’s floppy ears it makes her look adorable, I love her to death. I also got lots of candy and a $20 check.

 

Entry 346

March 31st, 1997

Dear Diary,

Today my Mom and I went to Atlanta, and we went and ate at the Olive Garden, and I of course got the Chicken Parmesan which I love. Then we went shopping and I got lots of stuff including some new clothes and some CDs and a book.

 

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