| Okay so yeh this is a work in the making...I know you guys are thinking what the hell?? Well, here is what this page is all about: I have been keeping a journal/diary or whatever you prefer to call it since I was about 6 or 7 on and off, yet I would always throw them away years later 'cause I thought at the time, "Like I am ever gonna wanna go back and read what I was thinking at that age, when I could barely even spell, or write." Well when I was in about 5th or 6th grade I decided I was going to start writing in a journal and this time not throw it away...well as a result ever since then I have kept one, and am now working on my 5th book, and what I write in them is all true and pertain to my life and my friends and family who I have crossed paths with through the years. One day I decided to go and number each of my entries, and I am now currently in the 700s. You will notice the older entries I wrote something just about everyday, as opposed to now where I usually write at least once a month...or week...because I always seem to run out of time. I one day plan to compile them all and write an Autobiography. Then one day I began thinking why don't I go ahead and make some progress and keep an online journal and just start from the beginning, so naturally I found a search engine, and being broke I had to find one that was free...only problem was that I could never find one that I liked and when I did it would not allow me to put in my own dates and instead had the date of the day you were actually putting the entry on there...where I wanted to put entries on there I wrote all the way back in 1996. Then finally I figured I should just try and make a web page where I can do it myself..so here it is. I will admit some of you may wanna skip over the early stuff 'cause yeh of course my life at like 11-13 wasn't too exciting, but if you do read it, it may help understand why I am the way I am in such entries as the ones in the present. At the moment I am up to 2002 and the last one I put on here was Journal Five, which ends in Feb. 2002 so be patient and I will get it all the way up to the present eventually and please excuse the typos, I will fix them eventually but it is very tiresome and tedious going through and typing all these entries, so at times I just get a little too eager to get them on here and don't really feel like scanning over them.. Also I would like to let all of you know that you will see me mature through the years as you read what I am feeling and the more I mature the more I begin to express very personal feelings, feelings and thoughts no one in my life even knows about, emotions that I would not dream of telling anyone, just wanted to let you know that I am opening pieces up to all of you that the closest people in my life don't even know about. Of course so instead of telling them I decide to let the whole wide world web know about them...makes a lot of sense huh? So now that I have completely babbled on and on...you can now continue and welcome to my life! If you have any questions or comments feel free to email me at [email protected]. Thanks!! Oh and I plan to get more recent pics on here sometime whenever I am home and have the time that is! Oh, just to let you know some quick useless facts about me...I'm 19, very proud to be a georgia peach, sophomore in college, majoring in psychology, fave color is blue, and I watch Buffy the Vampire Slayer, religiously...being my fave T.V. show (one out of my 3 obsessions in life) even though the show's over, but it's okay because I've recently become a big fan of Alias..awesome show! The other 2 obsessions are Eminem the rapper of course, and none other than John Travolta. I also love animals and have a dog..also one of my best friends, Tizzy she's about 13 and is a dauchshund..not sure how to spell it, but basically a weiner dog..okay and I'm done now I swear for good this time (also I like to talk a lot can ya tell?) Now once again I welcome you to my world have fun. Oh and if ya know me I'm sure you're probably tired of me saying this, but try and sign the guestbook...just my way of keeping track of who all visits my site!! |