Entry
347
Dear
Diary,
My Mom had to leave today to go to some teacher
conference thing because another teacher that was supposed to go got sick so it
was kind of a last minute thing for her.
Entry
348
Dear
Diary,
Today I didn’t go to church because I went out to eat
with my Dad instead since my Mom is out of town. We went and ate at Knickers
and I got the chicken fingers which were alright.
Entry
349
Dear
Diary,
My Mom got back from her teacher
conference thing in
Entry
350
Dear
Diary,
I didn’t go to the movies tonight
like I usually do on Friday and Saturday nights. I am also utterly bored at the moment
considering I seem to have nothing to do.
Oh today I found out Mary likes Jacob…isn’t that cool?? Since she is like one of my best friends and
this means I can take part in trying to get them together.
Entry
351
Dear
Diary,
I am really bored today…again don’t
know why. My friend Louise is probably
in
Entry
352
Dear
Diary,
We didn’t go to church today and I dunno why either, I woke up early enough to go…and I kind
of wanted to go. I just didn’t ask why
for whatever reason.
Entry
353
Dear
Diary,
Today we had school as usual. Mrs. Worrell, my English and homeroom teacher
had a substitute because right now she is in Greece to follow Paul’s mission
(from the bible) or some crap like that…I dunno. She is supposed to be back on Wednesday
though. I’m really confused about my
feelings for guys who
think I like…but I dunno.
Entry
354
Dear
Diary,
I got in a fight with my Dad today and I feel like I
never want to see him again. The only reason is because he called me a bunch of
uncalled for names. I mean I forgive him and all I guess and I still love him
or whatever, but I will always have this ball of anger growing inside me about
it.
Entry
355
Dear
Diary,
School today was horrible I am
completely mortified after the events of today.
See, I had this wet spot on my shirt and on my jeans so naturally being
the immature age that my peers are they all assume I pissed in my pants and of
course none thought to ask me…like dumbasses. We happened to be in P.E. when this happened,
so the P.E. teacher made me go to the office to call my Mom and ask her to
bring me a change of clothes, excluding the fact that doing this makes everyone
else think even more that what they have assumed is true. So I went to call my Mom and before I even
got the chance to ask her to bring me a change of clothes, she just said she
would come and pick me up instead.
Entry
356
Dear
Diary,
We don’t have school tomorrow because it is a teacher’s
work day which I am happy about. Mary is coming over tomorrow at about 12 in
the afternoon and then Amy is going to come with us to Red’s at
Entry
357
Dear
Diary,
Mary came over today as planned and we all went to Red’s
it was fun, but Mary and Amy hardly skated any, while I did alot.
Also have I mentioned that my dream is to become a world famous poet, I have
already written about 7-8 poems and there are more in the making.
Entry
358
Dear
Diary,
Guess what I realized last night at Red’s I like Luke. I
will admit he is not absolutely gorgeous, but I still like him. Mary has gone
out with him before.
Entry
359
Dear
Diary,
I went to church today as usual, it
was okay I guess. Gosh, I’ve hardly
stopped thinking about Luke though, I think it is just
the thrill of the possibility of a new relationship forming. Since I have found a new interest I am
beginning to think I no longer like Dan or Joey which is definitely a good
thing.
Entry
360
Dear
Diary,
School was alright today, Amy, Mary and I are
planning on going to Red’s again this Friday so that should be fun.
Entries
362-363
Dear
Diary,
Mary might be moving soon to
Entry
364
Dear
Diary,
Well, Amy was able to spend the night with me tonight,
and Mary won’t have to move until later which is terrific so we all went to
Red’s tonight and guess what happened!! Luke asked me out I was so happy and of
course I said yes, since I can’t stop thinking about him. Also I haven’t had my
period this month which is kind of annoying because I was hoping it would be on
a regular schedule now, because I was supposed to have it on the 16th, so I
don’t know.
Entry
365
Dear
Diary,
I went to see Anaconda today with Luke. It was cool I had
fun for my first sort of date I guess. I like Luke alot.
I mean I have never liked anyone this much before and I hope I have my first
kiss with him.
Entry
366
Dear
Diary,
Okay well I find my thoughts filled with Luke alot lately, I really do like him I haven’t had feelings
this strong for anyone, but then again he is only like my third boyfriend and
plus I am only 13 so that is likely to change, but for now I am quite happy
with him.
Entry
367
Dear
Diary,
I couldn’t wait until I got home from school today so I
could talk to Luke. I feel kind of weird going out with him somewhat because
him and Mary used to go out, but Mary says she doesn’t care so I guess it is
okay.
Entry
368
Dear
Diary,
I went to bible study today, which is like a club we have
after school and it was alright. I didn’t get to talk to Luke that much though
because he had to go to someone’s house because his Mom went to
Entry
369
Dear
Diary,
I didn’t go to church today, but I got to talk to Luke
longer which can’t be bad. I can’t wait until Friday when we are supposed to do
something, it should be fun, I really hope we kiss.
Entry
370
Dear
Diary,
I can’t stop thinking about Luke,
I talk about him alot especially when I am talking to
Amy, Mary, or Jessica. He is the first guy I have felt this strongly about.
Entries
371-372
Dear
Diary,
Guess what! Today I am deeply hurt because Luke broke up
with me. What makes it worse is that he didn’t even have the guts to do it
himself he got Mary to do it for him. He said the reason was because he didn’t
feel anything. So at first I decided I wasn’t going to go to Red’s because I
would see him, but then Mary changed my mind because she said Luke wasn’t
going. But guess what; turns out he went anyway, can we say Awkward! Then what
made it worse was when they played the song that was playing when he asked me
out I was even more uncomfortable because we were all sitting at a booth
together and I almost cried, but I just held it in until I got home.
Entry
373
Dear
Diary,
I didn’t go to church today and my parents went to
Entry
374
Dear
Diary,
I found out earlier that Dan has a cancer tumor in his
arm and he is having surgery today so they can remove it. So while I was at
school I was hoping he would be okay, he has to keep his arm in a slang after surgery so he can’t move it that much.
Entry
375
Dear
Diary,
I am having the worst times right now in my life. I never
thought that some things that are happening to me could happen. I mean right
now it is like my heart is slowly being torn into pieces.
Entries
376-377
April
30th-
Dear
Diary,
I didn’t go to school today, why? I am not really
sure...I’ve been crying alot for Dan lately. I went
to church tonight it was alright, but afterwards Curran took me home and on the
way we stopped by to see how Dan was doing. Luckily he is doing alot better, he has to go back through surgery on Monday, then hopefully it will all be overwith.