Clever Girl... >> Music >> Soundtrack to my life

I'm actually mildly proud of this, in that my attempt to create a round-robin survey that actually provides some insight into the person who sent it to you, has circulated, well... at least part of the world.  Yep, since I started this survey, I've seen people going to message boards and copying it, and yes, I thought "Wow! I made that up!" ;)

Anyway, the rule is that you get to pick out 12 songs that sum up your life, you feelings, and your attitudes, and consequently give people an insight into the way you think.

Here's mine.

1. Creep - Radiohead

When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fucking special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special
Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
I was I was special
You're so fucking special


2. Did It Again - Kylie Minogue

Clever girl... think you are but you think too much
Shut down turn around don't look that way anymore
Clever girl... think you know but you don't know much
Try to make a move go to a different door
You know it's all in your head
You'd better put that business to bed
By the fair hands of design you met with the monster in your mind
You did it again
You did it again
Won't you listen to me when I'm telling you
It's no good for you
Clever girl... think you're right but what's right from wrong?
Little Miss Genius (ha!) you make it hard on yourself
Clever girl... you've got it all but you're all messed up
Time now turn around move onto something else
You know it's all in your head
You'd better put that business to bed
What you see nobody sees it only brings you to your knees


3. One - Alanis Morissette

I am the biggest hypocrite
I've been undeniably jealous
I have been loud and pretentious
I have been utterly threatened
I've gotten candy for my self-interest
The sexy treadmill capitalist
Heaven forbid I be criticised
Heaven forbid I be ignored
I've been out of reach and separatist
Heaven forbid average (whatever average means)
I have compensated for my
Days of powerlessness
Did you just call her amazing?
Sure we both can't be amazing
And give up my hard earned status
As fabulous freak of nature


4. Reasons To Be Beautiful - Hole

Love hangs herself with the bedsheets in her cell
Threw myself on fires for you
10 good reasons to stay alive
10 good reasons that I can't find
Oh, give me a reason to be beautiful
So sick in his body so sick in his soul
Oh, give me a reason to be beautiful
Oh, and everything I am
Love hates you
I live my life in ruins for you
And for all your secrets kept
I squashed the blossom
And the blossom's dead
Oh give me a reason to be beautiful
So sick in his body so sick in his soul
Oh and I will make myself so beautiful
Oh and everything I am
Miles and miles of perfect skin
I swear I do, I fit right in
My love burns through everything
I cannot breathe
Miles and miles of perfect sin
I swear, I said I fit right in
I fight right in your perfect skin
I cannot breathe
Hey baby take it all the way down
Hey baby taste me anyway
Oh you were born so pretty
Your summer babe will never die
It faded like a rose
And they say in the end
You'll get bitter just like them
And they steal your heart away
When the fire goes out you'd better learn to fake
It's better to rise than fade away

5. Fix Me Now - Garbage


Bury me above the clouds
All the way from here
Take away the things I need, take away my fear
Hide me in a hollow sound, happy ever more
Everything I had to give, given long before
Fix me now, I wish you would
Bring me back to life, oh fix me now
Kiss me blind somebody should
From hollow into light


6. Malibu - Hole


Crash and burn all the stars explode tonight
How'd you get so desperate?  How'd you stay alive?
Help me please, burn the sorrow from your eyes
Oh come on, be alive again
Don't lay down and die
Hey hey, you know what to do
Oh baby drive away to Malibu
Get well soon, please don't go any higher
How are you so burnt when you're barely on fire?
Cry to the angels
I'm gonna rescue you, I'm gonna set you free tonight baby
Fall over me
Hey hey, we're all watching you
Oh baby drive away to Malibu
Oceans of angels, oceans of stars
Down by the sea is where you drown your scars


7. Turn Off The Lights - Nelly Furtado

It's getting so lonely inside this bed
Don't know if I should lick my wounds or say 'woe is me' instead
There's an aching inside my head
It's telling me I'm better off alone
But after midnight, morning will come
And the day will see if you're gonna get some
They say that girl you know she act too tough tough tough
It's til I turn off the light, turn off the light
They say that girl you know she act so rough rough rough
It's til I turn off the light, turn off the light
And I say follow me follow me follow me
Down down down down
Til you see all my dreams
Not everything in this magical world
Is quite what it seems
I looked above the other day
'Cause I think that I'm good and ready for a change
I live my life by the moon
If it's high take it low, if it's harvest go slow, and if it's full then go
But after midnight morning will come
And the day will see if you will get some
I'm searching for things that I just cannot see
Why don't you don't you don't you come and be with me?
I pretend to be cool with me, want to believe
I can do it on my own without my heart on my sleeve
I'm running, I'm running, catch up with me life
Where is the love I'm looking to find
It's all in me why can't you why can't you why can't you see
It's all in me?

8. Petals - Hole

She's the angel of the top of the tree
Sugar heart, here she comes, she's going to fall on me
Innocence was our fire, we told the truth
I miss the sweet boys in the summer of their youth
Tear the petals off of you
Make you tell the truth
Tear the petals off of you
They will make you so so cynical
The fire burns the flesh, destroys the best that makes us old
She's the grace of this world, she's too pure
For the likes of this world
This world is a whore
I never knew what I could be
All the darling buds of May
They call with no sound
They carry you down, they carry you down
All the lillies bloomed and blossomed
Wilted and they're shivering
I can't stop them withering
Oh this world is a war


9. Overprotected - Britney Spears


I need time, love, joy
I need space, love
I need... me
Say hello to the girl that I am
You're gonna have to see through my perspective
I need to make mistakes just to learn who I am
And I don't wanna be so damn protected
There must be another way
'Cause I believe in taking chances
But who am I to say what a girl is to do
God I need some answers..
What am I to do with my life?
(You will find it out don't worry)
How am I supposed to know what's right?
(You just gotta do it your way)
I can't help the way I feel
But my life has been so overprotected
I tell them what I like, what I want and what I don't
But every time I do, I stand corrected
Things that I've been told, I can't believe what I hear about the world
I realise I'm overprotected
I don't need nobody telling me just what I wanna
What I what what what I'm gonna do abotu my destiny
I say no, no... nobody's telling me just what I wanna... do do
I'm so fed up with people telling me to be someone else but me...


10. Dying To Be Alive - Hanson


I heard you crying
Somebody stole my soul
How could I be dying
I turned twenty five days ago
We're all on the ground crying out
Will somebody save me please
I won't sit around just thinking about
The troubles that tomorrow brings
I'm dying to be alive
Not trying to just survive
Let's not go through this life
Without just dying to be alive
The people you've touched
The way you've touched them
I hope they've touched you too
Cause in this life it's hard to tell
What's false and what is true
And we all come tumbling down
Now matter how strong we all return to the ground
Another day gone, a day closer to fate
Soon we'll find it's a little bit too late
The things you see, the way you see them
Will never be the same again
Let's go through life living on luck
Betting ten thousand to ten
And we all come tumbling down
No matter how strong we all return to the ground
In the days to come you'll say "why did I wait?"
You can't just leave your life up to fate
You've got to turn it around before it's too late


11. Rhiannon - Fleetwood Mac


Rhiannon rings like a bell through the night
And wouldn't you love to love her?
Takes to the sky like a bird in flight
And who will be her lover?
All your life you've never seen a woman taken by the wind
Would you stay if she promised you heaven?
Will you ever win?
She's like a cat in the dark
And then she is the darkness
She rules her life like a fine skylark
When the sky is starless
Taken by, taken by the sky
Dreams unwind, love's a state of mind


12. Polyester Bride - Liz Phair

I was talking not two days ago
To a certain bartender I'm lucky to know
And I asked Henry, my bartending friend
If I should bother dating unfamous men
And Henry said, "You're lucky to even know me
You're lucky to be alive
You're lucky to be drinking here for free cause I'm a
Sucker for your lucky pretty eyes"
And then he said, "Do you want to be a Polyester Bride?
Or do you want to hang your head and die?
Do you want to find alligator cowboy boots they just put on sale?
Do you want to flap your wings and fly away from here?"
I was sitting not two days ago
Feeling lonely 'cause I'm just feeling low
And I asked Henry, my bartending friend
Why it is that there are those kind of men
"Princess, do you really want to flap your wings and fly
Because you've, you've got time"
He keeps telling me "you've, you've got time"
But I don't believe him
"You've, you've got time"
I keep on pushing harder
I keep on pushing farther away
But he keeps telling me "Baby," he says "Baby.. do you want to be a polyester bride?"
"Do you want to flap your wings and fly away from here?"



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