When it hurts
it's because I look at the pictures
and I read what we used to write.
When I dream I'm back
and it feels so good and I feel at home.
When I wake up and its just a dream
the memories come flooding back
it fills me with such pain.
I try not to think about it
but it creeps up and gets me.
When I'm blue
it's becuase I have heard from you
and I feel so jealous of your life.
Why is it always me
who gets dealt these cards
I want to live like you
but that will never happen.
I try not to think about it
but it creeps up and grabs me.
When I'm down
it's becuase nothing can compare
to what I used to have.
When I think of all the changes
and when I think of all the faces
when I want to be somewhere else
I have to get a hold of myself.
I try not to think about it.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for doing that to you
You know what.
I just dropped you like a ball
Deflated your heart.
Wish I'd never said yes at all
I was so wrapped up in me
it was you I could not see.
I'm sorry
I'm sorry for not taking the chance
of being with you one last time.
I just leant on your shoulder
Feeling sorry for myself
Wish we'd got back together -
- I loved you too much -
Didn't want to hurt you further.
I Apologise
For being so dumb
I know you think so
but I am too young.
I'm sorry I couldn't love you more
I'm sorry I lied to you before.
today it rained.
big fat sploshes of water
hitting my face
waking me up.
it made me feel good
made me feel better about myself.
It cleaned away my troubles
it washed away the bad times
and made me myself again.
when I think of you
i just think of the rain
and my heart doesn't ache anymore.
