| MONOLOGUE This is a monolgue I wrote for a Drama class although I never actually used it. My inital idea was that I was a mother pleading for my son to come home who had run away. Please let me know what you think in my Guest Book. |
| It Doesn�t Matter It doesn�t matter about anything you know wherever you are I just want to know please just show you care by telling me you�re there. Where? I don�t know but it doesn�t matter just need to know then I�ll leave you alone. You can�t just run away from what you�re scared of, I can�t and I have a lot to be afraid of, I just get by because of my feelings. It doesn�t matter what you�ve done,, it doesn�t matter why you�ve run, it doesn�t matter at all, no need, just call and I will understand. I just can�t stand the way you�ve left me like this without a word at all. You've just vanished without a trace. I thought we were getting closer. I�m sorry if I hurt you sorry if I scared you sorry if I didn't listen... sorry if I didn�t laugh sorry sorry sorry sorry.... I don�t care about anything I don�t care if you don�t tell me the truth just tell me something. To know that you�re alive as right now they don�t think so and its getting me down. Never thought you would do this to me even if you were so fed up you had to get away you could have told me in a better way instead of that note with sorry and your name. It sent a shiver down my spine and it scares me every night to think of where you could be I have no idea and what does that mean? Did I ever know you at all? Or did I just pretend I knew the side of you I wanted you to be? I can�t understand why you�d go without a trace and it worries me that I�ll never see your face again. Why didn�t you just say what was bothering you and then we could�ve worked it out instead of all this hurt and pain and worry or maybe you wanted me to feel this way a punishment for something but what? So many questions unanswered so many answers without a question. I�m sorry if I hurt you sorry if I scared you sorry if I didn�t listen to what you had to say sorry if I never did things your way sorry sorry sorry sorry And its now the dead of night and I can�t sleep because all I can think of is a knock at the door saying you�ve been found... but not really found at all you see. I just want to know why... tell me and I�ll be alright, no need for you to come back if you don�t want to.... I just need to know where you are what are you doing - can you tell me that at least? What have I done that is so wrong? I don�t understand at all and its just bringing me further and further down and down. How could you be so selfish and leave me scared and out of my head worrying of your�not ever coming home why don�t you come home now. You know I love you. It�s not a thing you think about just come back to speak to me you can go away again if you please just need to see for myself that you�re here and I need to hear the words from your mouth telling me why you left. Just come home, come home or tell me you�re okay, call me it doesn�t matter anyway just call or write or email or anything it doesn�t matter if you never want to come back. Just tell me that and it�ll be fine. |